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Oct 2018 · 179
Darkness Surrounding
Tia Oct 2018
Wandering around in my own head, what a dangerous place to be. Thoughts of happiness have been replaced by thoughts of sadness and rage all in one place. How did I become this person. What factors have led me here.
Sitting in this deep darkness all around me, I see all the happiness fade away. As this life proceeds the demons have gotten ahold of me, drawing me in with all the things that are missing from my life. I feel as if I’m slowly watching my life from behind the shadows, waiting for that bright yet brief flash of happiness that awaits me. Sadly it passes on my while my life continues to spiral. What will it take for me to let go of all these interruptions that have taken over my life.
Oct 2018 · 171
Loved Me Still
Tia Oct 2018
I dreamt of you last night. You told me about all the things in your life, some are well and some are not. As you explain these things to me, I can’t help but hear your voice breaking as you start to cry. You say that you miss me, you miss all of the things we had. You miss the way I laugh, the way I smile, the way I would hold you late at night. You even miss the way I loved you like you said no one else had. You tell me you’re sorry for the way you played with my heart even though you loved me still. As I hear all of these things, the part of me that loved you so deep won’t allow me to respond. There is too much hurt between us for my heart to give you an answer. So you’re asking me for forgiveness, yes I forgive you but most of all I forgive myself for taking a chance once again and learning that even through all the pain, a broken heart can still love.
Oct 2018 · 150
Won’t Let Me
Tia Oct 2018
Every time you walk into the room my heart seems to skip a beat. When it’s so dark and cloudy, your smile always brightens my day. Knowing that I can’t have you, draws me closer to you everyday. I can never find the words to say, whenever you speak it takes my breath away. Each time I see you, I wanna secretly tell you how much I care and want to share with you until the end of time. Love is a strong word to use when it always gets thrown around, but to tell you I like you would only be putting it mildly. I want to tell you how bad I need you but I can’t  cause my heart won’t let me. I remain at a distance and will always remember every moment we have shared together, only friends is all we’ll ever be.
Oct 2018 · 144
Simple Pleasures
Tia Oct 2018
Sitting alone in a half lit room our hearts are beating almost in sync. You reach for my hand and begin to feel what you can only see with this room half dim. I gasp with excitement as you run my hand over and over and up and down every surface upon your body. Tracing every inch of you while you stare into my eyes letting me know that you are ready and willing to begin exploring the simple pleasures of my body. Your lips meet mine with passion and excitement burning with desire you reach even further. With your body on top of mine, my legs wrap around you and we become one. As our passion grows, we slowly reach our peak and the journey we began has come to an end. Too soon it has died, this passion we long to reach. When we meet again, the flame will burn even hotter where our desires will come to life.
Oct 2018 · 149
Longing
Tia Oct 2018
Is it so wrong to want a healthy marriage, longing for someone you tell you love to feel the way you feel for them. Being able to talk without hurtful words exchanged, is so much easier than fighting each and everyday. Hugs and kisses can be nice unless they push you to the side, holding hands and sharing smiles would sure be great unless their plan is something else. Being held feels so good but lately you’ve been in another world. Physically, you were what I wanted but mentally it’s become so exhausting. Lately it’s become a challenge to show you all the affection we started out with in the beginning. My heart breaks a little more each and everyday you don’t look my way.
Oct 2018 · 137
So Many Years
Tia Oct 2018
In the beginning things were great, we’d laugh and smile and talk all day. Sharing things we thought were gone, finding out that love was still around. Realizing feelings were still in play, brings back these feelings we thought had strayed. So many years have come and gone, so many nights I’ve sat and cried. Hearing those words from your mouth, gave me the hope that I thought was lost. Nowadays you’re so far away, makes it seem like you’re gone for good. If what we shared was not what you want, then I will stay far away. These feelings I feel won’t go away, they’ve grown so much over the years. I will always keep you in my heart, but from my mind you shall not stay.
Oct 2018 · 151
In My Head
Tia Oct 2018
Every thought that crosses my mind reminds me of you in every way. The breeze is as cold as the emptiness that remains. Nights alone are dark and long. Laying there in an empty bed, thousands of thoughts playing around in my head make it almost impossible to forget. Why is this all stuck in my head. Letting go is the only logical call but you have this hold over me that I can never explain. For now I will remain waiting for you, however in time, things will change.
Oct 2018 · 179
What I See - Part 2
Tia Oct 2018
I see the good when all you see is bad.  
I see strength when all you see is weakness.
I see growth when all you see are obstacles.
I see love when all you see is hate.
I see faith when all you see is hurt.
I see hope when all you see is struggle.
I see a challenge when all you see is defeat.
I know the person you really are, you will get everything you deserve in life.
You’re more than a friend, you’re an inspiration.
Oct 2018 · 123
What I See - Part 1
Tia Oct 2018
I see someone who thinks he has life figured out, but in all reality there is so much more to figure out.

I see someone who appreciates the small things life has to offer, yet he still refuses to accept the things he cannot change.

I see someone who loves with all he has, and yet the love returned to him could never measure up.

I see someone who is so wonderful and has such a big heart, yet all he sees are flaws that tend to hold him back.

I see someone who can do anything in the world, although he feels he is limited to such few things.

I see someone who has changed so many lives, and somehow has no clue what an influence he has been to so many.
Oct 2018 · 117
Let It Go
Tia Oct 2018
How do you pretend not to care, yet all you wanna do is care? Put everything out of your mind, but it’s still the only thing you think about. I don’t enjoy this feeling of emptiness, I have no sense of control. Why the hell can’t I seem to find the will to let it all go? I don’t want to let it go yet but it’s the only way to end the pain. The guilt becomes all I see, even though I’m not to blame. The past comes back to haunt me more than anyone knows. And yet I can’t let it go.
Oct 2018 · 124
At Last
Tia Oct 2018
You walked into my life and then walked out. You showed me love, you showed me passion, you showed me trust. Into me you breathed new life and sealed this broken heart with your love. You gave me a reason to be myself. When life got rough you showed me the way, you stayed by my side the whole way. You reminded me how to laugh and kept a smile on my face. Even though we chose different paths, our love for each other has found us at last.
Oct 2018 · 117
Picking Up The Pieces
Tia Oct 2018
So much time spent alone can make you wonder how you made it. When it’s been so long that I’ve had you I forgot what it meant to do for myself. The time I’ve spent doing for you, has made me a stronger person and showed me that being apart means starting over. These days I spend more time on myself and slowly start picking up the pieces that you left behind because your love for me has become so blind. It’s hard to start from scratch when being together made me so strong.
Oct 2018 · 124
Start Again
Tia Oct 2018
These last few days have been so hard. My feelings are hurt and my pride is gone. I don’t know how long I can go on because loving you means the most to me. I love you more than words can say but since you’re gone, I take it day by day. Waiting for the day you return seems impossible because if you loved me from the start, you wouldn’t have strayed so far from home. Moving on has crossed my mind, but I can’t see myself with someone else. I love you too much to let you go so fast. So until then, I will focus on me and if you ever come home, my life will start again.
Oct 2018 · 130
For You
Tia Oct 2018
Thinking about what to do, options become few and few. Wondering how to say goodbye, my heart is breaking and I’m gonna cry. Holding on is keeping me back from making the choice that is right. My heart is broken and things are wrong. Keeping this up has gone on so long. How can you hold on when nothing is left. I guess love has blessed you with the ability to live through thick and thin when all that is left is a big ole mess. My love for you is still strong, and for you I’ll stay forever.
Oct 2018 · 82
Goodbye
Tia Oct 2018
How do you tell someone you love goodbye.
Feels like a pain that will never go away.
You build so much throughout the time, only to find that in the end it falls apart.
Of all the love and memories we shared, it’s truly believed that both of us really cared.
The tears are falling and the words are spoken.
Now it’s best to let it go and move on, because the time has come to tell you goodbye.
Oct 2018 · 83
Torn And Shattered
Tia Oct 2018
Day by day it becomes more clear, your voice in my head I no longer hear. Tears have come and gone before but somehow there always seems to be more. Your love for me has gone away and my love for you somehow seems to stay. My heart is torn and shattered, until now it didn’t seem to matter. It’s hard to make a brand new start when all you have inside is a broken heart. All the things you thought you knew are slowly becoming few and few. Love can be cruel and somewhat unkind but everyone around doesn’t seem to mind. I pray so much for the day to come that I can move on and become someone.
Oct 2018 · 114
A Little Time
Tia Oct 2018
The moonlight shines so bright tonight bringing your sweet face into sight. I wonder how I can feel this way when it’s only been a couple of days. Maybe you’re the one I’ve been in need of and this could truly be a sign of love. It’s hard to put it all on the line when all I really need is a little time. I’m scared to put my heart out again cause I know there is nothing I can gain. Love is a great thing to have at times although if you’re not careful, it can run you blind. What your heart feels for somebody can only be defined as that special feeling. It can come to you so quick and make you never want to quit. But in reality it’s only that feeling that can make you want to be together.
Oct 2018 · 166
So Real
Tia Oct 2018
Seems so real now everything that I feel. I believe this could be love but still not quite sure. Things are changing stil,  some for better some for worse. Deep down I know I’ll be fine because love is here to make me shine. I never knew I could feel all the things most could only wish. But now I see that all this time I’m beginning to feel everything that’s real. I found the one I’ve been looking for and now I finally realize all this time I was blind, because my true love has found me.
Oct 2018 · 99
Have We Met
Tia Oct 2018
Have we met before somehow, my mind recalls and place in time when I knew you quite well, it’s been a while now so I can’t tell. Maybe it was long ago or just around the corner when everything went wrong. You told me that you loved me so but when I asked for you back you just said no. Thinking back to the first day, it’s become so hard to even say, that I gave you so much love and you tore my heart apart. One day you will see that behind all the hurt you caused, you really love me deep inside.
Oct 2018 · 79
It’s Over
Tia Oct 2018
Seeing you walk across the room is way more than my heart can take. Never being with you again makes me realize it’s only a mistake. People say that with time things heal and you will be able to move on but they don’t know how I feel because time has only made me sad. Knowing how much you meant to me often takes me back to our secret place where we could stay and always be together forever and never alone. This will be my last dedication to you. I finally realize that it’s over. You have started a life with someone new, but thoughts of you in my heart will always remain.
Oct 2018 · 96
All The Things
Tia Oct 2018
As I lay down in my bed I find myself unable to sleep. Thoughts of you still fill my mind and suddenly my eyes fill with tears. I realize as time goes by you cannot be replaced. All the things we used to share slowly play back and forth. Understanding why I can’t let you go is something that I’m still working on. Having you in my life was the best thing for me.
Oct 2018 · 100
Seems So Wrong
Tia Oct 2018
I can’t hold back these feelings I’m so lost inside and can’t break free. The thought of you still crosses my mind even though you’re not with me. Seems so wrong now to even dream, images of you still in my life. I’ve tried to move on so many times but nothing feels right without you.
Oct 2018 · 83
The Best Thing
Tia Oct 2018
Things keep changing everyday, words become harder and harder to say, all these feelings kept deep inside, I know it wouldn’t help even if I cried. Hiding in my secret place helps me hide my sad stricken face. I long for someone to take me away and show me a world with a brighter day. Create a world that makes me smile and we can sit there for a while. Thinking of how you make me feel helps me realize that I’m still real and loving you just might be the best thing for me.
Oct 2018 · 65
We Belong Together
Tia Oct 2018
What should I do, I’m so confused about you. My feelings for you are strong yet I do not want to do wrong. You tell me that you need me and I truly believe you, but how can your heart be set on someone you just met? I’ve never fallen for someone this quick but I know in my heart I can’t quit. You’ve shown another side of me that I thought was locked away but opening it only made me see that I need you right here next to me. We belong together.
Oct 2018 · 71
Don’t Turn Away
Tia Oct 2018
It hasn’t been that long ago since we first met and got real close. Every thought I have is given to you, I can’t help feeling this way and I thought you should know. With everyday that passes by, being with you is a gift from God. I know your heart is taken but these feelings I have for you won’t go away. I’ve gotten too close, knowing we could never be. Can’t you hear my heart wanting to beat as one with yours? Please don’t turn away from me, Love is what I need to feel secure.
Oct 2018 · 84
Changing
Tia Oct 2018
I feel so abandoned, everything keeps changing. The things I once held onto are fading away so quickly.

Life isn’t what’s it used to be, memories of past times slowly fade. Friends are becoming more different as the time comes for us to leave.

So many good times flash before me, but so many hard times slowly make their way into my head, only to haunt me.

All things change but stay the same, good times make us smile, bad times make us sad, but the worst times make us stronger.
Oct 2018 · 75
Moving On
Tia Oct 2018
When I first met you I thought my life was complete. Now realizing from all we’ve been through I am trying to get back on my feet.

Believing everything you’ve ever told me wasn’t a lie and was true in my heart, only left me hurt and unable to see that it’s time for me to make a new start.

Telling everyone that we would last, never thinking it could end, brought back a vision from the past showing that our love is an endless trend.

I feel like a mouse lost in a maze because moving on is so hard these days. Being with you was the greatest phase and now my life has changed in so many ways.
Oct 2018 · 72
What Is Love
Tia Oct 2018
What is love? Is it merely a word or possibly a thought. A myth made to satisfy the heart?  
What is love? Is it a challenge or maybe a game. It might be just a thing that never gains fame.
What is love? Could it be a feeling or maybe a tingle you get in your tummy when you feel it?
What is love? How do you know you have it? Does it appear or do you work for it?
What is love? Can you explain it to me? Draw a picture if you must. Just tell me, what is love?
Oct 2018 · 81
Would You
Tia Oct 2018
How would it be if I were gone, would you look for me from dusk till dawn? What would you do if I didn’t come home, maybe you would pray that I wouldn’t be alone. I can’t be everything you want me to be, so why are you so ashamed of me? Would you leave me out in the cold or just tell me to do what I was told? Please don’t push me away, tell me you need me and I’ll stay.
Oct 2018 · 104
I Wonder
Tia Oct 2018
It seems I can’t do anything right, so for that I cry all night. It’s like a game, in which I always get the blame. I sit and wonder all the time, to you, why is everything I do a crime? I do everything you tell me to, and when I want to be free, you lock the door. I have so many things to do, but I steadily ask you for more. You say you are ashamed of me, but how can that be. I love you with all my heart, now it’s time to make a new start.
Oct 2018 · 104
Walking Away
Tia Oct 2018
Walking away. You cut open the wounds that haven't even had a chance to heal. You made me fall right back in love with you and then you disappear. Do you even know what you've done or the pain you have caused. You're not the only one living with guilt but couldn't you at least act like you care. Did you do it only for your pleasure even though at the time you seemed to care. Why would you play with a heart that used to be yours and would still be if you wanted it. How could you be so cruel as not to realize what damage you have caused. Through everything you honestly couldn't seem to care less. I've been so stupid during all these years and through all this pain. Why couldn't the last time be enough and why couldn't I see that you're no longer good for me. Love isn't supposed to be this cruel love can't be this unfair. Maybe I was just a distraction in your game. An innocent pawn used only when there were no other pieces for the win. These feelings are driving me insane, caring for someone who doesn't even seem to care.
Oct 2018 · 109
Making Me Wish
Tia Oct 2018
Remember when the sky was blue, that was the day that I fell in love with you. Seeing you standing there by the door, made my jaw want to hit the floor. Your blue eyes so full of pride, I knew nothing could ever affect your stride. I’ve never felt this way before, and I often find myself wanting more. The way you talk and the motion of your walk, sends chills up and down my spine making me wish that you were mine. Wanting you to notice me, would be harder than parting the deep blue sea.
Oct 2018 · 83
How Long
Tia Oct 2018
How long will you continue to abuse my heart, it’s obvious that we have grown apart. Over the many years you have brought me to nothing but tears, maybe one day you’ll be able to see all of the hurt  you have caused towards me. As the day starts wasting away, I just don’t know what to say. Please help me forget the past and build a future that will last.
Oct 2018 · 85
Will You
Tia Oct 2018
Will you be there for me when I lose my way, or will you make sure I don’t get away. Will you make me stronger with every breath I take, or simply leave me in a state of heartache. Will you be there to confront me when I get real sad, or will you get mad. Will you wait for me in heaven, and look for me around twelve O seven. Will you still love me when I’m gone, or will you simply move on.
Oct 2018 · 191
My One True Love
Tia Oct 2018
I’m still so in love with him what more can I say. I still remember what he smells like till this very day. The touch of his hand makes me shiver with excitement, the look in his eyes makes me want him with desire. The sound of his voice makes me quiver. I wish I had one not chance to sneak a true romance, but as they say I can set him free like a dove, and call him my one true love.
Oct 2018 · 89
My Love For You
Tia Oct 2018
My love for you is deep and strong, in your presence I feel that nothing could go wrong. You make me laugh, you make me smile, but best of all you lift up my life. I need you to be there when it’s cold, I want you with me when I grow old. So baby listen to your heart and know that I loved you from the start.
Oct 2018 · 79
You
Tia Oct 2018
You
Everyday I think of you, wondering what you’re doing now. I’m wanting to know if it’s me you’re thinking of. I couldn’t get enough of your love, and now it seems to be done. Two long years gone down the drain. As tears stream down my face, I suddenly realize how to take time at a different pace. Our love was so strong, how could we have ever gone wrong. Maybe there is hope, or maybe I’ve been handed the short end of the rope. By the way I forgot to mention.... I love you.
Oct 2018 · 69
Be Mine
Tia Oct 2018
Be Mine. I’ve already asked you once or twice, but I think it would be real nice to hear you say “will you be mine” and let our words so deeply entwine. Hold me in your sweet embrace, and look me on my face. Tell me that you need me for all your life and hold me close with all your might. We have known each other for quite a while, so for you I’d walk the mile. Just to see your smiling face, makes my heart beat at a different pace. I hope you love me just as much because I just can’t live without your touch.
Oct 2018 · 87
Two Hearts Torn Apart
Tia Oct 2018
It started out as just a crush, but then we realized our true feelings. When we touched you whispered in my ear so softly and held me so near, I knew we’d be together forever. As we said our vows, I saw that look I always liked about you and I never knew my life could be complete until the night we spent together. One day I heard you say that you had another. I sat you down and there was a shout and just like that it was over. I often wonder how you are and if you still think about us. Then one day you came to me wanting another try, I wiped your tears and whispered so softly in your ear.... “We’re just two hearts torn apart”
Oct 2018 · 84
Is This Love
Tia Oct 2018
Words can’t express what I feel inside, because deep down I know you cried. I told you how I felt and it made your heart melt. Is this love I feel or is it even real? I often ask myself if I can feel the exact same way I felt the day we met. Which one of the two could I be feeling for you? Is this love I feel inside or are you an angel sent to me from up high?
Oct 2018 · 153
Draws Your Attention
Tia Oct 2018
What makes a person think about someone so much it hurts. What about them draws your attention. Is it their smile or maybe the way they look at you like you’re the only person in the world. Could it be their personality or the way they make you laugh at any little thing. How about when they tell you you’re the one and they couldn’t bear to see you with anyone else or maybe when all of their attention is spent on making sure you’ll never be alone. How about when they sing to you and make you feel so special you wanna cry. Or perhaps when you’re lying in their embrace, you feel so safe like nothing can hurt you. I think it’s the way you loved me with everything you had, the way you smiled at me when you saw me after a long day of work, maybe it was the texts you would send me throughout the day making me smile at your every word. The way you centered your whole world around me and took the time to listen to my every word. Even though that feeling is still here and you’re not. After everything said and done, how could you just walk away like we never existed. Do you feel any remorse at all, any pain at all from that day. Do you still think of me when you look at her or does the thought of me even cross your mind. You had me believe things would last forever, promised me you would never leave, but in the end you broke my heart again.
Oct 2018 · 115
Trust
Tia Oct 2018
I am the worlds worst when it comes to trust. Once it's gone, it's impossible to get it back. If you claim to love me, do not abuse that trust. Otherwise it will always be broken. I've done my fair share of things in the past that I am not proud of, but I've owned up to everything. So don't be surprised if I don't believe you when you sit there and constantly lie about something. Old patterns and habits always follow you around. It's up to you to own your mistakes and try to learn from them and prevent them in the future.
Oct 2018 · 248
Burnt Out
Tia Oct 2018
How did things get this way
One minute we’re in love
And the next we’re not
Treating each other more like distant friends
rather than the people we were when we fell in love
The fire that once burnt bright is now nothing but a soft dim light
The desire and passion that was once yearned for
Is nothing now but cold hard aggression that fills the air
The desire for affection rarely shows
Seeking attention has even become a challenge
Why do we stay together even though all hope is lost
Can you even remember a time when we felt the same for each other
What happened to the love and desire that used to surround us
What happened to that desire to make things better
None of the reasons now seem to fit
Oct 2018 · 617
Unforgotten Memories
Tia Oct 2018
Why are you still even on my mind, when the last thing you said to me wasn’t even goodbye. Thinking back to our last conversation, but I can’t seem to recall whether or not you meant it at all. As the thoughts overflow my mind, it makes me wonder if what we shared even comes close to what I felt. It’s usually all fun and games until the truth comes to the surface, and that’s when reality sets in. You couldn’t have meant everything you said, all the while you were talking to me, you were still with her. How can it be that I fell so easily with your words that even in my dreams the tears are so real. I need you to tell me once and for all, everything you said to me, all the laughs we shared, the moments we cried, that it meant nothing to you. I can’t keep going out of my mind for you when everything you told me was just a lie. You took me along for the ride and didn’t even bother to return your love. Instead you fill my mind with thoughts of what used to be and the best times of my life, only to crush my heart again when time runs out. Don’t you see, when you cut me I bleed just the same as you, I feel things the same as you do, and the actions you take bear such consequences. You had no right to open that chapter up again and leave me feeling so empty inside. How dare you use my pain as your personal gain. Shame on you for inflicting these empty promises along with all of your words which fell flat. Even after all the pain, my heart still yearns for your undeserving love. Why can’t the pain you instilled on me be enough for my heart to heal and move on. The torture remains constant and you don’t even lose a nights sleep........
Nov 2014 · 354
Torn Soul
Tia Nov 2014
Sitting inside my own silence inside my mind
I can recall the very day in which you let me in
Your mind, body, and soul completely entwined with mine
Gasping for air you take my hand and at that moment I'm completely taken in
Every touch, breath, and moment rushes over me like a crashing wave
I've never been so swept away
I want you to have everything that is me
Take my mind, my heart, and my soul and guard them with your love
I only pray that you don't ever let go and wreck every piece that is my heart and soul
With each broken piece lies a new life meant for the one who will mend my torn soul
On this day from my heart you will be removed never to remain except as a memory
Nov 2014 · 172
What's Inside
Tia Nov 2014
We all want to run and hide from all the fear and pain we hide inside.
Sometimes we struggle to say all the words that could help take it all away.
We all take pride in knowing that what we feel we aren't always showing.
The pain inside is all too real however, we choose not to feel.
Shutting out the world can be so easy, unless you open up your heart to the ones who care.
You are not alone in this world of hate so open your eyes and look around.
You just might find the path that leads you to the destiny your heart seeks true.
Nov 2014 · 279
No Need To Hide
Tia Nov 2014
I see you struggling even though you say you're fine.
You don't need to hide behind all the pain and lies.
It's hard to believe that you can't see, all the things that make you unique.
It breaks my heart to see you struggle, especially knowing you only do it because you're stubborn.
I know exactly who you are and will be if you let go of all the hurt.
Break free from all that stops you.
Open up your heart again so you can enjoy all the things you used to love.
Stop wasting time with the one who is crushing your soul.
If they lived you from the beginning, they would have been there for you in your darkest hour.
There is someone who loves you and will never give up.
Nov 2014 · 217
No Matter What
Tia Nov 2014
When you find the right person it makes everything better.
The one who makes you smile even after you've had a long hard day.
The one whose smile can take away all the pain.
The one that no matter what will remain by your side, right or wrong.
The one who loves you unconditionally even if sometimes you want to push them away.
The one that comforts you in your time of grief.
The one who says that no matter what "everything is going to be okay".
The one during your darkest hour that will hold you until you've shed all your tears away.
The one who will remain by your side through the fight when you have no one else.
The one who still says "I love you" even though the fighting hasn't stopped.
The one that has and will always keep your heart.
Nov 2014 · 562
Unconditionally
Tia Nov 2014
I remember the days when we would sit around doing absolutely nothing.
I can still feel the joy and love we shared.
We were so in love and no one could tell us any different.
Gazing into those **** green eyes left me breathless.
Knowing you were all mine made me smile so much it hurt.
Seeing you smile lit up my whole world.
Your love came so freely along with your charm.
Looking back on the days we spent together makes me wish they weren't over.
My heart races with excitement everytime I think about you.
Letting you go is the hardest thing to do because I still miss you so.
Even though you've chosen a different path I will continue to love you unconditionally.
Nov 2014 · 250
My Heart Desires
Tia Nov 2014
There's been a lot of debate here lately
Wanting you and needing you have been put into question
My heart desires you but my mind tries to forget you
It seems to me that you used my heart only to mend your own
While I lie awake at night you cross my mind often
Only to realize that it's not you that my heart seeks
The way things used to be all the emotions and all the joy
These are the things my mind seeks out
My heart may want you but my mind wants the version of how things used to be
Many years ago when my heart was content is the only reality my mind can see
You broke my heart so long ago and my mind finally realizes it's time to let go

— The End —