I see the good when all you see is bad.  
I see strength when all you see is weakness.
I see growth when all you see are obstacles.
I see love when all you see is hate.
I see faith when all you see is hurt.
I see hope when all you see is struggle.
I see a challenge when all you see is defeat.
I know the person you really are, you will get everything you deserve in life.
You’re more than a friend, you’re an inspiration.

I see someone who thinks he has life figured out, but in all reality there is so much more to figure out.

I see someone who appreciates the small things life has to offer, yet he still refuses to accept the things he cannot change.

I see someone who loves with all he has, and yet the love returned to him could never measure up.

I see someone who is so wonderful and has such a big heart, yet all he sees are flaws that tend to hold him back.

I see someone who can do anything in the world, although he feels he is limited to such few things.

I see someone who has changed so many lives, and somehow has no clue what an influence he has been to so many.

How do you pretend not to care, yet all you wanna do is care? Put everything out of your mind, but it’s still the only thing you think about. I don’t enjoy this feeling of emptiness, I have no sense of control. Why the hell can’t I seem to find the will to let it all go? I don’t want to let it go yet but it’s the only way to end the pain. The guilt becomes all I see, even though I’m not to blame. The past comes back to haunt me more than anyone knows. And yet I can’t let it go.

You walked into my life and then walked out. You showed me love, you showed me passion, you showed me trust. Into me you breathed new life and sealed this broken heart with your love. You gave me a reason to be myself. When life got rough you showed me the way, you stayed by my side the whole way. You reminded me how to laugh and kept a smile on my face. Even though we chose different paths, our love for each other has found us at last.

So much time spent alone can make you wonder how you made it. When it’s been so long that I’ve had you I forgot what it meant to do for myself. The time I’ve spent doing for you, has made me a stronger person and showed me that being apart means starting over. These days I spend more time on myself and slowly start picking up the pieces that you left behind because your love for me has become so blind. It’s hard to start from scratch when being together made me so strong.

These last few days have been so hard. My feelings are hurt and my pride is gone. I don’t know how long I can go on because loving you means the most to me. I love you more than words can say but since you’re gone, I take it day by day. Waiting for the day you return seems impossible because if you loved me from the start, you wouldn’t have strayed so far from home. Moving on has crossed my mind, but I can’t see myself with someone else. I love you too much to let you go so fast. So until then, I will focus on me and if you ever come home, my life will start again.

Thinking about what to do, options become few and few. Wondering how to say goodbye, my heart is breaking and I’m gonna cry. Holding on is keeping me back from making the choice that is right. My heart is broken and things are wrong. Keeping this up has gone on so long. How can you hold on when nothing is left. I guess love has blessed you with the ability to live through thick and thin when all that is left is a big ole mess. My love for you is still strong, and for you I’ll stay forever.