As I lay down in my bed I find myself unable to sleep. Thoughts of you still fill my mind and suddenly my eyes fill with tears. I realize as time goes by you cannot be replaced. All the things we used to share slowly play back and forth. Understanding why I can’t let you go is something that I’m still working on. Having you in my life was the best thing for me.

I can’t hold back these feelings I’m so lost inside and can’t break free. The thought of you still crosses my mind even though you’re not with me. Seems so wrong now to even dream, images of you still in my life. I’ve tried to move on so many times but nothing feels right without you.

Things keep changing everyday, words become harder and harder to say, all these feelings kept deep inside, I know it wouldn’t help even if I cried. Hiding in my secret place helps me hide my sad stricken face. I long for someone to take me away and show me a world with a brighter day. Create a world that makes me smile and we can sit there for a while. Thinking of how you make me feel helps me realize that I’m still real and loving you just might be the best thing for me.

What should I do, I’m so confused about you. My feelings for you are strong yet I do not want to do wrong. You tell me that you need me and I truly believe you, but how can your heart be set on someone you just met? I’ve never fallen for someone this quick but I know in my heart I can’t quit. You’ve shown another side of me that I thought was locked away but opening it only made me see that I need you right here next to me. We belong together.

It hasn’t been that long ago since we first met and got real close. Every thought I have is given to you, I can’t help feeling this way and I thought you should know. With everyday that passes by, being with you is a gift from God. I know your heart is taken but these feelings I have for you won’t go away. I’ve gotten too close, knowing we could never be. Can’t you hear my heart wanting to beat as one with yours? Please don’t turn away from me, Love is what I need to feel secure.

I feel so abandoned, everything keeps changing. The things I once held onto are fading away so quickly.

Life isn’t what’s it used to be, memories of past times slowly fade. Friends are becoming more different as the time comes for us to leave.

So many good times flash before me, but so many hard times slowly make their way into my head, only to haunt me.

All things change but stay the same, good times make us smile, bad times make us sad, but the worst times make us stronger.

When I first met you I thought my life was complete. Now realizing from all we’ve been through I am trying to get back on my feet.

Believing everything you’ve ever told me wasn’t a lie and was true in my heart, only left me hurt and unable to see that it’s time for me to make a new start.

Telling everyone that we would last, never thinking it could end, brought back a vision from the past showing that our love is an endless trend.

I feel like a mouse lost in a maze because moving on is so hard these days. Being with you was the greatest phase and now my life has changed in so many ways.