Pratice what you preach
Loving all those you meet
Enlightenment is what we seek
Accomplishing such a feat
Solidifies bonds strong as concrete
Everyday has trials never admit defeat

How do some uphold positivity
Everywhere seeing endless possibility
Live life without a pinch of animosity
Pacing through the day catatonically

  Maybe I'm the one who's wrong
  Edging more towards where I belong

   Feelings of uselessness
   Intruding my consciousness
   Never receive any compliments
   Delivered only empty promises

    Mental status: ready to immolate
    Yes I'm mad at the world, even irate
    Selfish people should face expropriate
    Eventually will come time to arbitrate
    Leaders now distort and obfuscate
    Free yet forced to be subordinate

-Ajm

Thoughts of simple days bring torment
.Remember being a kid and enjoyment
 .Appalling how its now all irrelevant  
  .Peel back the truth and circumvent
   .Pleased to be here, but discontent
    .Endure a life stripped of consent
     .Delusions of grandeur disorient

      .Its easy to be deviant
      .Not so much benevolent

    .Mediate to avoid feeling desolate
   .Yesterdays gone, thats a definite

  .More days pass, feel more desperate
 .Implored how you became insolent
.Never again to feel beguilement
Dwelling in past, brings only lament

-Ajm

A search for happiness
Will be a futile attempt
This applies to all
Nobody exempt

The key is how you think
You must have an open mind
Other aspects you must see
Good luck, farewell
I hope you find it
Before you run out of time

One unfathomable inhale
she begins to dance with constalations
beneath a crescent moon
frolics and flirts
at a quarter til two

music flows throught the valley
ever suave and susurrous
encumbered with exuberance
hypnoticly sways
synced to the mystical tune

locked between a velvet nose
eyes remaining entombed
under curtains enclosed
for a moment unbarred
unlocks an entire cosmos

feeling exquisite the dark
with newly found felicity
liberated and free
graceful as a swan
now approaching a half past 3

heaven would reveal
an angelic type appeal
mentally I scream
still physically conceal

waving around as ocean tide
observing I've become entranced
under a spell utterly memorized
desperately pleading for time to stop
with a tick it then strikes 5 o'clock

never more engulfed in awe
a marvelously breathtaking sight
she's preposterously luminous
more than the brightest starlight
twas the furthest thing from a fly by night

-Ajm

Birth from a new mother
Excruciating pain like no other
Don't worry
It'll be well worth the fight
Imagine the love shared,
you'll heal

A young child falls on concrete
Scrapes and cuts cover their knees
Don't worry
A bandage and kiss make it alright
Its gonna be ok I swear
you'll heal

Now a thirteen emotional and mean
Father died a honorable marine
Don't worry
One day again you'll feel serene
Talk, confide, it's ok to share
you'll heal

4 years later give all your love to a player
Caught kissing another, what a manipulator
Don't worry
Your future holds someone far greater
Even though it's not fair,
you'll heal

Now 22 with some freinds taking shroooms
Feelings of doom, hallucinations of your tomb
Don't worry
Could be helpful all things you may exhume
As you become more aware,
you'll heal.

Just turned 25, dumb drunk but still drive
Oak tree & car collide, ejected you took a dive
Don't worry
Not your day to die, god ensured you'd survive
Even after the scare
you'll heal

After another decade, all interaction you evade
Fake is all you see, it's a constant masquerade
Don't worry
Friends come and go, so no need to be afraid
Know good and evil dwells everywhere,
you'll heal

Only been a little while, can't help to feel denial
Every single thought you get is sad & suicidal
Don't worry
Calm down and grab a bible
This life we have is rare
you'll heal

Fast forward 12 months, tenth date over lunch
This may be the one, it's more than a hunch
Don't worry
9 years married with kids, not one but a bunch
Family life can be rough, sit, here's a chair
you'll heal

60 years old, reaper has you in a stranglehold
Life flashes, turning cold, your creator behold
Don't worry
In the end life will force us all to fold
Never again will you feel dispair
you have no need to heal anymore

-Ajm

I don't have that much love left to give
I don't have that much time left to live
Its become so daunting & arduous
In a constant war with Lucifer,
Yet before he departs he brings a parting gift

Turned to substances in search of Bliss
Even so the pain still persists
Life is a fog that I cannot simply dismiss
No relief to be found,
Lost for eternity wandering forever in the mist

Desperate for a sense of peace & solace
Spiting God wishing I had never even exist
Instantaneously filled with regret but unable to resist
In the mirror stands my executioner,
Maniacally laughing as I tremble in his midst

Felt an itch right beneath my fist
Scratched & clawed until I slit my wrist
Now I'm sure you got the gist
Blood covers the entire ground,
Not a single spot missed

Thoughts of where things went amiss
Begin to cry and remenice
As I plunge deeper into the abyss
Loss of any type consciousness
Now I truly understand pure Bliss

Salutations,
With a kiss


-Ajm

Contemplation & Procrastination cause Starvation of Salvation,
Intimidation of Reconciliation cause Deprivation of Sanctification
Hospitalization due to Laceration leaving imperfection, never to see Immaculation
Revitalization of Harmonization based on the Perseveration of Consideration through Consolation.

Devastation & Humiliation cause Trepidation & Depreciation fading Animation,
Disassociation from Civilization & the Population results in Saturation,
Ramifications of a Situation pertaining to Infatuation & Obsession won't bring Rejuvenation,
Desolation & Isolation with out a friend
Desperation & Depression
foreshadow a means to an end

-Ajm