Hold still while you swallow your pride
Let me capture this moment
When we found out you lied
Cheated, manipulated
Your way to the top
Tell me when the lies will stop
I'd hear your words
But there hollow and thin
All these lies
But you still didn't win

You find comfort in my presence
A familiar feeling you can't explain
Warm yet fuzzy you'd describe my look
Like you've been here before
Take a closer look
Does something seems off ?
Am I not what you thought?
You can't explain
This uncomfortable feeling
Now puzzled at my presence
Was it all just a lie?
Take a closer look

Billions wandering lost in the abyss
Millions live on not knowing they exist
Thousands sit alone in the dark
Hundreds every minute loose their spark
Ten or more don't know what to do
It ends and it begins only with you

I look upon death
Because I'm scared of the present
The pressure of life
Keeps me
Holding on to better times
When I was happy
Because in the now
I'm scared of everything
And never happy
But when I look upon
That past that I lived
Loved even
My glasses have clarity
But even when I look back
Death still lingering
In my memorys

How do we describe that childhood feelings?
When life was pure
When life had meaning
We're older now
But life still goes on
Wishing we were young again
Wishing we had that feeling
Would go on on and on
When I think of years ago
Life seems fuzzy
Yet beautiful
Now life seems dim and bleak
Where did they joy go?
Why did I grow up?
Maybe I guess I'll never know
Or maybe I'm not who I used to be

She haunts my dreams
She haunts my dreams
Nothing as, it, seems
I dont know
I dont know
I dont,
Know
She left me down in this hell
Trapped in a cell
Down in this hell
Feeling like I'm dying
Everytime
I close
My eyes....
Is this how it ends?
What does all this mean?
Mean? Mean?
She haunts my dreams
Dreams Dreams