Dear Lucille,
Come for me in the twilight of nocturnal hour
Close my eyes with soft kindness
The fading memories of you emerges from the night around me
Mist mingles its lamentation with the soft whispering of the sea
Deserted like a graveyard at the crack of dawn
In the hour of departure
Come for me
Oh my dear departed one! .......

Dear Lucille,
Cold frontier faces are now haunting the fragments of a lonesome heart
A king and queen now sit in an exiled throne
Old, alone in a forsaken kingdom
Friendless, forgotten and torned apart
In you the wars of old and the lust of the monarchs were originated
In you lost sailors struggle for a way out from the cave of shipwrecked
But Lucille, Oh! Lucille
You swallowed eternity whole!
Won't you come my way once more?
My self restraint is crumbling
My tainted trust , my betrayed love
You left me on the shore
Bound by grief , stunned by despair
Still you clung to desire
Like time you left me untouched
Yet swallowed eternity whole! ...........

Dear Lucille,
You satisfied me in the ambivalence of fury and dread
Came closer in the moist hours of dusk and dawn
Waited in silence as sorrow engulfed the horizon
Beyond love and carnal sins , you walked on ......

Dear Lucille,
Will you not come again?
Running along the rain soaked lane
Beautiful and pale
In the darkest of nights
Where so many a day
Made me blind , then grew gray
I count what I can't forget
And evetually fail
Oh my sweet Lucille!
Will you not come again?
For the one who gave up immortality to love you
Smiled and wept seasons through
Gave up his own flesh for the love he lost
Now raise his voice to you .......

Dear Lucille,
There was solemn solitude in our embrace
Intense passion in corner of our kisses
How deep did this desire of mine run!
You might never comprehend
Say, if I'm here no more
Will you come then?
Indeed I loved you; my dear friend!
I loved with my life and it came to an abrupt end
Indeed I loved you; I love you yet
But the swift judgement that departed us, now cannot be mend ........

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A forgotten name
Tattooed on the back  of my palm
Calls me
Calls me to come more closer ......

Stories
Symmetrically covered by the deep eyes
This affection
That's spreading from the throbbing lips
Calls me
Calls me to come even more closer ........

You, a script always so predictable
Left our home in the ruins
Without a parting sigh
Not even a backward glance
After the destruction of my  eternity
I Advance ...........

Take anything you want, leave anything you like
But go away  before I break down
Because my tears
I will never give you ......

Soaked letters we shared on a rainy evening
Now turned into dust and blurred the our story
The solitary postman
Now lost
Lost in our arguments
And disagreements
Tell me where do I find  the address now?
The post boxes aren't  in the city anymore
Searching through the alleys of my heart
All day and all night
Now I've been burnt
By this bitter sweet twilight .........

Between the two of us
You were always the faster one
My fugitive heart
Now run
Just run ............
On the slopes of the road
There are thorns
Misunderstandings and slight anguish
Cries out my wrongs
I always go back
In hopes of false proximity
To claim what was once mine
The crumbled heart suddenly
Calls out to the wasted time
To the wasted time ........

When I feel awful
It rains somewhere far
All of these sorrows
Reverberates in the air
Comes closer each time
And say,
" In the empty streets
There are melodies of familiar tracks
In this strange madness
You will be defeated "
It will be okay I think
Because from the corner of my eyes
I see you flying away
And away ........

Those wet letters that we shared
Now turned into dust
That solitary postman
Now lost
Tell me where do I find
The address now?
The post boxes aren't
In the city anymore
Searching through the alleys of my heart
Where I went frequently before
Searching through the alleys of my heart
All day , all night
Now I've been burnt
By this bitter sweet light .........

I have already lived this scene
And with this much sadness,
I tell you no,
Not with me
There have been so many late goodbyes
So many hidden depths
I can touch
That truthfully
Dedicating you  one more sentence

Is becoming

just

Too much ............

                      

THE END
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My oasis in the desert
Oh dyer of mine,
My tormentor
Dear Dyer of mine,
Please reveal to me
Your secrets divine
What concoction have you created my dear
With your colors and godforsaken water!
My heart’s all blue in love so profound,
My cloak’s all soaked in saffron unbound ...........

I am a stubborn fool
How am I to complain of my tale?
I crossed the scroched valley to find you
And,
I asked you to color my veil
Oh! Your colors penetrated my life's fabric
Insane!
Deep within my heart and soul
Everything’s dyed of your unnatural stain
Why are you so cruel?
What is the purpose of your dealings ?
I kept my side of the bargain
Now, Color my heart away
Oh this feelin’! ..............

Silent artist of mine,
Why are you so intoxicated on *****?
Why ask me?
What shade now to come undone?
Color and stains are your business of things
You only know,
What should you be coloring .........

My temple,
My mosque,
My entire world indeed
Your colour paints my heart like a fruit
Without any poisonous seed
Color me off limits,
Color my boundaries,
Color me extreme,
color my unceasing infinities .........

Oh dearest,
Why must we be separated by two different spaces?
Paint just one single shade
And both of our worlds
will embrace ............

Color my sleep,
color my peace,
Color even the creases
Of my unfinised dreams
Paint every single moment,
Of the courtyards of my maternal and marital heavens
Drape in one single shade of all my 24 sevens ............

Scatter across canvas
My amazement of you,
Come close to me
And, paint the desires of my heart too,
Color away our union,
And if you can’t,
Forget not to paint our separation,
Even with the pain of being apart,
I must live on,
Color my dare to carry on ............

My travel mate
My journey,
My soul in sight,
My riddance,
My genesis,
My guiding light,
My lord is you,
My disciple too,
I found a sage and the divine signs within you .........

You are my lover
O dyer of mine,
What’s your own real color?
Reveal your shine,
My resting ground is you,
My color and my colorful dyer
For me
You are the only truth
My sail,  
My center of ocean,
I sink in you,
I come afloat under your beacon
Your every word is my supreme given .......

My owner,
My north star
My dearest friend,
My lost love
My sunset
My breathing soul is in your able hands,
Oh my murderer,
My justice giver
I’m clueless without you forever ..........

Where could I go without you,
Where could I ever go without you ............

Show yourself to me
Oh dyer of mine,
Do not torment me
Dear dyer of mine,
Please reveal to me
Your secrets divine,
What concoction have you created my dear,
Of your colors and godforsaken water!
My heart’s all blue in love so profound,
My cloak’s soaked in saffron unbound ...........

My treasured pearl,
My beloved hue,
My soulmate shade,
My spring ,
My autumn,
My rainfall,  
You color all my seasons
With your everlasting pallette
A single drop of your love ingredient
Just a single drop of your romantic blend
Colors up my seven seas in a second

And little by little

Our tale has finally

Came to

An end ............

Loving you was like holding a dandelion
One gust of wind and you're all over me
Despite the whimsical tries to bring you closer
You just brushed aside my eagerness with a combination of hate , disgust and pride
Or perhaps that is what you wanted to see ? ...........

Well it was all for nothing
Anguish tasted like a fine aged wine
An attempt to avert the piercing gaze
My futile tries ........

You said you're at peace a long time ago
But here we are once again living inside each other's eyes
Crippled me with hope once more

Baby, you're killin' me with these little lies ...............

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For your sake
I will not cross over from this side of my isolated world
Let me listen in peace
Spilling from a cracked glass marble
To the gentle sigh of this autumn night .....

For your sake, I could've left this world
I deceided to just stay behind .......

I didn't show my true feelings
Hence the vauge answers
I didn't want to get hurt
So I pushed away the idea of a relationship
I was too afraid to ask and touch
So I stayed away from the bottled emotions .......

Amongst all of this swirling chaos
I found your gaze
Kind and loving
Fixated on my lonesome self ..........

A fact that I couldn't have overcome the distance
With this ongoing cosmetic relatioship I've created
The distance I couldn't reach out to
Now broken and torn apart .......

We can never get back to the beginning
Repeat over and over again
Instead
Will you kiss me one last time?
While this halogen rain
Dissolve my endless regrets ...........

Tried to understand what piece was missing
I brought myself more closer to you
To avoid the pain of being left behind
Just wanted a perfect lie to cover the truth .......
Left behind, we collided
Intoxicated , we unmasked our claws and tore into each other's chest
Is it hard for you listen from the other side of the wall?
Forgive me, my words are slowly disappearing in this solitary space .....

Every moment is an eternity
My tired self gets worn out whenever I stopped walking
Come closer one more time
Bury me one last time and run away again
Help me overcome this flawless burden .......

In return I will give you back the treasure
I stole from your chest
Buried deep inside of your heart
All this time it was a part of me
Like a waning moon to a traveller of the ending night
Even if we've torned apart .....
Help me stay forever in this otherworld
Free yourself from the memories
Discard the trinkets we picked up from the shore
Help me, to take with me , all of your sorrow
Leave without a parting sigh
And breathe into your life a new tomorrow .......

I am just so, so sorry that from my part
I just can't say the last goodbye yet
Throw me away
But for one last time
Show me your old smile
In such a forgotten bliss
I will be swayed ............

This hallucinogenic isolation has frozen all the way to the edge of my molecules
While the night loves eternity
The last twilight dreams of a snowy night
Where the kingdom of frost illuminates with  flickering pale moonlight ......

From the hidden depth where nothing reaches
I will dream of our painted on canvas days
If I ever wake up
I will cling to a false hope
That the day of understanding comes around again .......

After all this time
I understood that I cannot overcome the distance
With this ongoing cosmetic relatioship that I've created
The distance I couldn't reach out to
Now broken and torn apart .......

For your sake
I erased the distance
In time , you will ponder that if I even existed!  .......

Help me bury myself
So that I can never bring myself to the beginning
Instead
Will you kiss me one last time?
While this halogen rain
Dissolve my endless regrets ...........

                                           
THE END
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