-E - Hello Poetry

-E Mar 25

The refreshing breath of spring remains with me,i shall collect the flowers and sit by the rivers. Climb the mountains and explore the valleys.
I will chase the butterflies and the rainbows. Listen to the bird songs and follow my heart into summer.

And when the first leaves fall, i know the time has come to start letting go. Becuase searching flowers, rivers, rainbows and butterflies in the winter months i will just catch a cold.

And with you when things are good their great but then everything good has an experation date

I have learned to enjoy the butterflies and the rainbow when the breath of pring is here, but when the last leave fall i will also accept the cold of the winter air.
When im inside my home

I can find myself again.

-E Sep 2022

Got played

Have you even been played.
Have someone lied to you're face.
The word i love you said over and over and over, but she didint mean it.
And in a day she moved on.
And just like that she threw you away like an old toy.
That pain just won't go away.
And it keeps eating you away.
Till theres nothing left.

-E Sep 2022

Tore me apart.

I allowed myself to love you.
You tore me open and took my heart.
Held it for a while then dropped it.

I wasint good enough.
You tore me apart.
I dont think i have the strength to pick it back up again.
I gave up.
On you.
On love.
..
I gave up, on me.

Brokenhearted

-E Sep 2022

This idiot

I feel dumb near you.
My knees go numb.
My tongue get stuck
My mind get drunk.
Basically I say stupid stuff.
But my eyes stays glued
And my heart knows the truth.
This idiot infront of you thinks it likes you.

-E Jul 2021

Untitled

The slip of my tongue.
Cost me dearly tonight.
For a moment of bliss I lost my life.

I regret what I said.
My heart is clawing out of my chest.
Ohh how I wish I could turn back time.

But I've said what I've said.
And you left like you did.

And I realised I'm a ****** person.
And what's worse is that I've hurt my best friend.

-E Apr 2020

Tears

I'm sitting here tears in my hand
While my whole family just walks by
Get over yourself i hear them say
How do get over this hurt
HOW Do You Just get over this pain

Not even a hug is that to much to ask
Or someone just sit down and ask me whats wrong
Just that will make me less alone
I know I'm not like your other daughters but what do i need to do
Just to have a little bit of love.

I feel like I would be better off on a strangers porch,
I feel like they would come out and try.
But my own family would get mad
How dysfunctional are we

But yeah just give me a minute to stone ill turn
Walk like the robot you raised me to be
Ill take your orders and continue breathing.

#sorrow #family #alone #tears #hurt #pain

-E Feb 2019

You cant see me

Somehow I saw a glimpse of your soul. It was more than what my mind could reach. My heart can touch. Because your beauty your love deserve someone better than what I am. I'm giving you away even though you already walked . I'm letting u go even though I've been standing alone.
I was so blind so dumb to think someone as great as you, could ever love someone like me. I understand, the best part of me is the reason . Maybe in another life where I'm more of a man. I'll be good enough for someone like you... I wish I could change I would in a heartbeat but I'm stuck with who I am and you with who you are... Happy endings don't exist for everyone and this isint my story this is yours. I'm just in the background that you can't see.

#love #sad #letting #go