She left...
She left me with all my words unsaid.
She left me with all the memories
She left so fu%ing peacefully
I cant even begin to digest
All of this feelings in my chest

The sound of her voice echoes though my head
"I never meant to hurt you"
Yes that what you said.

She left
She took all that she wanted

And left me
Unwanted

Sometimes between these line
I realized I'll be fine

My heart of stone and bone
Is strong but it is a show piece
For everyone else but to me
Carved masterfully
By poeple all to dear to me
Their touch not so delicate you see

My heart of stone
Stops me from feeling alone

But in these line I can be fine
In these lines I can be broken
In these lines I can roam
All that
To my heart is unknown
In these line my heart can unpack
Leave all my feeling on a clear track

So let me write peacefully
All the words I dont know how to speak
Beautifully
In these pages they just come to me
My feeling most clear to me
Finally I can see on black and white
What has been on my mind

Let me write in secretly
About all the feeling you never wanted for me
For these few words written
Show maybe it is still beating
Maybe one day
It will be safe
To start speaking
And the stone
Might just start cracking

My love
Do you want to rip me apart
Just to prove
That I have
A heart

Tear me to shreds
To a single thread
To to see one
Tear across my cheek

Take your nails
Dig them into my chest
I wont protest

Take what ever you left

Nothing hurts more
Than being a casualty in a war
You weren't even fighting.

Sould I scream
Sould I plead
Sould I bleed
Sould I just watch my world get taken from me.

I wish I could fight
I have the sword
I have the armour
I'm ready to strike
But I had to stand down
Put away my helm
And Walk away

Because I cant win you
With fighting you
No matter what I do
I'll loose you

I will forever ponder
In this war I wonder
Were you victorious
Or
Were you deafeted

Was my sacrifice
Justified

She wants to leave
She wants to stay
It hard to say
One foot out the door
One foot on our floor

And It's hard to see
I feel powerless to say the least
I wont put her on a leash

I dont know what is
Or what isn't on her mind

I'll sit quietly
And look on hopelessly
I'll bite my tongue
I'll hold back my reaching arm

She wants to leave
She wants to stay
But my door will stay open
For either way

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I see the pain
I see the anger
I see every day
You are slowly fading away
Please tell me
Who is to blame

My greatest gift
My biggest burden
I can see
All the emotion
You try to hide
In Every hopeless smile

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Is there any tear I can dry
I see you are hurt
Can you please tell me
Why