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175 · Aug 2016
poet state gone dry
As I caught up with my age
All the colours I had in my skin
Went from multi-floral to grey
And I lost the will to join in the rabble
For I couldn't feel its purpose;
And I look like **** going to work
Not giving a **** anymore
About how'd I look if I wear this and that.
I'm only 23 and my co-workers
Are at about the same as my age
I don't feel the need to speak to them
And I don't feel the need of their presence
Not unless it's work related stuff.
I'm killing myself stick by stick
Each day of every week.
And the desire to live on
Grows weaker day by day
But I like it this way
Like it's what's supposed to happen.

All these years, man has failed his own kin
For centuries.
The truth can never set anyone free
Because it's the truth
And no one escapes the truth.
173 · Jan 2017
lay.
in this room
where i had spent a lot of
mental suffering and
arguements with myself
about what better decisions
i could've made
if only i had been
wiser,
i'm having vague
negative thoughts
of ending my life
quickly without any
pain.
i stopped
for a moment
and asked myself
if this is were all my doings.
i don't know.
i can't feel myself making
any sense.
it's something that dies
in you.
168 · Aug 2016
wall
lover, i am not sure if the name suits you today.
you are not the only one;
our encounters tastes like paper.

it's hard to admit once in a while,
i know.
remember i have a soul too.
i'm amazed to see you alright lover
for you are not the one who is getting smaller
every single day.

your overbearing will make me stop
if you don't stop.
155 · Jun 2017
one for The Beat Movement.
the last song you’ve ever listen to,
the last conversation that took
until the first break of dawn,
the unnoticeable look in your grandfather,
the grip you hold
in the neck of the bottle
of beer,
the friday night drunk workers,
the batchmates
and their indifferent
futures,
the longest drags of cigarettes
in every corner of the streets
known to man,
the yearning desperations of
a widow,
ambitions of a drunk under
a street lamp,
the life you’re living,
it’s counterparts
and the main problem
of it:

god only favors
those whose lives
aren’t much different
than his.

— The End —