Kali - Hello Poetry

Kali Feb 2019

Entitled

Men, what disgust.. what shame
You've become to comfortable with the idea that we being women have to do... it ALL

entitled? give me, I want it done attitude isn't working on this fine woman!

I am not a maid! nor am I your mother.

As we may know most of us work just as much as you, coming home to the filthy house...

Kali Feb 2019

Get up

Across the sea,
is a place where I find comfort..

in the little things, such as a kiss a on head or a nice gesture
a hello beautiful just because.

across the sea,
I find a peace
that I know in this reality doesn't exists

felt more alone now then ever, like my own family doesn't enjoy my company.
my constant nagging about dishes, laundry, the house, the mess...

I've become so custom to this feeling of "ALONE" that being along side others... just doesn't feel right.

get up or get out?

across the sea...

Kali Feb 2019

Empty

Deep breath, inhale exhale
I hear a silent whisper
"Don't give in"
looking up into the darken night sky
finding the brightest star
asking Why
why me? why? why?
caught in the mist
searching, begging, pleading
Has it honestly came to this?

Kali Feb 2019

Between

Between

If you look between the lines
the sun rises, but the moon
shines brighter
hours linger into tiny milestones
these hands write the deepest storms
forbidden tales hidden by fake smiles
unspoken words, like blades cutting the tongue
Between
looking deep within me
the dark clouds that cast my fate
caught between a nightmare
and a never ending fight
battling this demon
catch me smiling it's a good day
face tells it all
Inside I'm crying for a way.. a ******* way out.

will this never end my suffering?
I'm stuck
Between

Kali Feb 2019

[If I could Fade.. ]

If I could fade
into a distant slumber
no concerns, no cries, no wanders
just a mild rest
this brain drifting into blue skies
Flying with one with the birds
telling stories of unwritten poems
leaving behind the bitterness of the facts
seeking the sun,
shining above my stubborn head
finally quieting the, thoughts of suicide
tossing and turning
ripping the sheets
silent screams, no more my struggle
put to ease as my hands become my sin

Kali Jan 2019

Demon I love to kiss..

When your not mean
you seem like a charm to me
quite the smirk on that fine face

all of me is wanting you, each and every hour
I can't picture a life without you

The words that linger from your tongue keep me sad
I seek the light in your kiss
and the darkness in your presence, sends slivers down my spine

I lick the wounds with salt
when your sweet
your sicking sweet, like too much sour apple taste

the droplets that fill my eyes
could flood your heart with sickness
don't bother.. I'm alone

your the demon in my nightmares
that I love to kiss
your the tiger I fear to anger
the bee I wish never to be stung by

I bite my lips
tasting you in every drop
I need more of you

affection is key
you don't dare to leave me now
we vowed till death do us part..

Kali Jan 2019

Days slipped away

Lingering around feeling blue
Should I shower today?
Yet I lay in vain

Once more my illness has taken my happiness and my smile and thrown it away

Days slipped away from me
times missed with family and friends
Where I’ve chosen to weep or lay paralyzed in a hollow bed

I just want my smile to reappear, and the tears to dry
The thoughts to stop
My brain finally freed from this ****** disease