******* it!
I misunderstood everything
Your touch
The way you look at me
Your calls at night
Your e-mails
I'm a fool to think
That you love me
Then one day you're gone
You stopped caring about me
I can't feel your presence
Like crazy, every minute
I'm checking my accounts inboxes
God I love you so much
That even though it hurts
I can't stop loving you
I can't stop caring for you
I can't stop thinking about you
Where are you now?
Just one message and all my worries will be gone
I'm crazy, maybe you don’t want me because I'm crazy about you
And I hate my self for being a fool
And I also love my self for being crazy
If being crazy means loving you.

We lost track sometimes
We got carried away
And lose focus
Suddenly we got to go different ways
That we thought we want
We thought we are that person
But when things get rough
We stumble and cry
And we realize that we got the wrong way
At that moment
Take some time to be silent
Reflect and get back to knowing yourself
Because you might just
Out of focus.

I prayed that pain be over
But time doesn't heal, it lies
Covering the wound that's burning
Tought it was over
but you showed again like you care
Said things that remind all the cries
And I know Over is not Over.

It's getting deeper
the sadness of having no you,
the purpose of living
I'm falling in my own darkness.