Sometimes I dont sleep and see the sun set twice.
Other days I tend to die.
Regardless pain is always present,
so somedays its nice to cry.

From the darkest and dankest of hells we happily rise. Free
From the ground we purge spirit no choice, only ours. Me

Across viscous, vast plains of brown we play. Searching
Across many broken bridges we trek once *****. Losing

Sinking and sinking until the grains of sand meet EYE. Waste
Sinking and sinking finally some rest from beats that pry. Haste

Please **** me i never wanted to live,
life is a hassle.
Please end my struggle, heres a rusty shiv.
Living is a gift.
Bullets are gifts too.
Please send me sinking slowly into the soil,
for this soul brings me nothing but turmoil.

Thank You.

A slight throbbing where my skull takes a dip.
A faint ringing in the ears.
A large nose barely pointed at the tip
and a hole backpack of fears just waiting to unzip

Plumes of white loom in yellow light as if to shield me from the night.

Pyrotechnics dance a hectic circle, trapped and tragic.

People flood the streets with feet and blood.

Memories return to natures urn where I lay still, heart in flurries.

The moon never brings me joy, yet i  allow it to toy.
The sun hurts my skin, yet cleanses the sin.

a Cost       to Remain      Lost. Such a pain.

Sink into my soul to complete me, make me whole.
Stretch around my being to entrap me, encase me round.
Remember all my faults to immortalize
from now on, i live through your eyes.

Molecular Fusion is to complicated like part of me being eradicated,
lets dance together this night and try to combine our might.

Tell me your misery, please tell me your sorrow.
So today can find solace in tomorrow.

Speak of your sins, please let them soar.
Birds spread their wings, when the conditions are poor.

Gargle rinse and repeat
Kick it on the concrete
or
Shackle both its feet

Im a fan of fanning fires a flame.