Coercion of thighs
Under  the persuasion of a deserted road
And  the weakness of your knees.
You may cry out for the cleansing of your womb
From  the filth,
The  residue of evil
That  infects you from the inside.

"You are a murderer,
worse than a ******!
You stole life!"

Could you plead and longer to
Whatever lies above your matted hair
And shaken shoulders
To tear out this grudge
That  feeds off your fear?
It blooms with a life so
Tainted.
For an unwanted kiss
Is unwanted nonetheless,
No matter how gentle
Or sweet.

Could you gaze into the mirror,
The visage of charred innocence,
Swollen  abdomen,
Bursting  with life from inside,
A  life you fear to resemble
Your  salted stranger
Who took the light from your eyes
And fed it to his gluttonous evil.
Sever the ties,
The umbilical chain of memory
Leashing your pleasure
To the filth of dominant lust.
Begin from the mud on your knees
Where you fell to the asphalt
Where the Baby's Breath grew in the cracks.
Sink into cleansing waters
And release.

Forget, but do not forgive.
For you wish for the freedom of this birth
Like  an animal,
Caught  in a trap,
Wishes  to gnaw off it's own leg.

Now go.
And when the time has arrived,
Blossom  life within you
With  a heart so red and swollen
From  the purity, the tenderness
Of  a welcomed hand.
And it will be love's face that you cradle.

Drum ta dum drum
That head on the floor
Spit spraying like a misty roar
From the jaws of
Hell
"Do you want some more?"

Four times the size
With half as much brain
And ***** widened eyes
Sitting on his chest
"I will lay you to ******* rest"

Wall shaking
Back breaking
Brain quaking
Bruise machine
With a filthy dream
"You're ******* faking"

Hey bone twisting mama
Take a shot at me, trouble maker
Your dressed up sweety
Keep fist flinging
And daddy comes to take her
"Shut up or ill keep swinging"

Send him out
To the mills to the hellhounds
And I keep locking my ears
Drown out the shouts
Bury my head in the ground

Pray you **** him before
I **** myself

There was nothing more alluring
   than observing her gallop through the evening,
      swimming along the riffs
   as they sailed from the stage.
How could I look away?

Where could I run?
    to escape the strangulation
        of her arms coiled round my neck
    as if I was all that anchored her to this earth.
But I grew accustomed to her passionate demeanor.

She was one of those dreams
    that ended as they began.
        In a state of delirium and confusion
    heavy limbs, fatigue of the bones,
an intensity that felt liquid, fading.

And like a dream,
    I recall only a fraction
        of the dances, the hazy bedroom scenes.
    the curtain of unconsciousness
has saved my tongue from insatiable avidity.

She pinched me.
I awoke.

I fell away from myself for just a little while.
Creeping through the rye
and sleeping in the foxholes scattered through the hills.
I pushed away the ideas
of satisfaction
and romance.
Wafting through the air,
I was a perfume of the mountains.
Pine and wet earth, I let nature reclaim me
while I waited,
slumbered inside my skin.
When my mind had cleared,
the fog of the valley,
lifted,
a stranger found me sleeping beside the brook.
And with a calloused hand
and a rough voice
he lifted me from the dirt.

A friend for the spring,
possibility lies just over yonder.
Sing with me a while,
while we find our way.

I wish you would look at me.
I wish
you saw me.
Reassured me, with just a glance,
that it wasn't all
a mirage.
I didn't concoct memories and
feelings
while I slept.
I can't account for those months
that you
and me
were somewhere between
falling and waltzing,
All I see in m mind
is a spinning record
and the inside of my heavy eyelids
with a hand in my hair.
Just dreaming
Just screaming
but
I need to know
that you remeber
that you fekt it
and that this echo
of you voice
is
mine.
look at me
and erase doubts.
Share every moment
in that brief glance,
the void of your pupil
is swallowed
by mine.

look at me

so I don't forget