Means nothing without action.
But I can't...

What is this ache iinside of me? It surpasses any hunger. It's more subtle then any pain. But more tender than any bruise. Larger than any thought. Yet delicate enough to shatter. Stronger than any metal. At the same time it can changed every day. Physically it feels like spare change that's not worth picking up. Spirituality it is something I can't forget. It pulses through my body, jolting pain with each agonizing second that passes.
Wait.

Is that

To your own advice.
To your own heart.
To your own future.

The fault in my mind is that it is mine
I give no one a chance to hear me whine

I think I am simple but that's not the case I'm speeding through life, but it's not a race

I've no time for this I need to exceed
The goals that everyone has for me

Failure's my fear and this is my truth
So as I accel, I'm not running from you

I run so fast I can't pay attention
I run from people who show me affection

This is absurd but that's not my view
If I could explain it you'd see it too

I'm her monster
Once in her bed
Now inside her head
Destroying her mind with thoughts of unrest
Now it's too much, I don't know what's best
Would it have been better to leave her be
Not just her pain, it also hurts me.