Roses
In the moonlight
Dancing
Perfect beauty
Like the sway of trees
Pulling you closer to me
Back and forth
Kissing under the stars
In the crisp air
Love seen close
Gentle but dangerous
Brought from far
Strong but easily damaged
Now In my arms
Difficult to manage
Lovers in the dark
Beautifully perfected
Dancing in the moonlight
Roses

I forgot
But now I know
I remember
I’m not a slave
She doesn’t control me
Love doesn’t mean torture
Or servitude
Nor does it mean to put up with it
But love
I know what it does mean
It means happiness
Family
Forever
Most of all
At least for me
It also means you
Your caring
Your touch
Your laugh
Your smiles and giggles
It’s contagious
I’m contaminated
I’m not being chewed on
I don’t feel like I’m hated
But love
But you
I’m through

Misunderstood
My lack of meaning
Brought to the end
Together
Splitting
In the bed
Every night
Talking less
Than ever before
Bringing myself
To just one more
Late night
On shared time
Ignoring what’s important
Only thinking
Of lust
And greed
Ignoring necessity
Of love
And communication
Mistaken
Another lover
To be just
Inside her body
Instead of her heart
Breaking myself
Unknowingly
Apart
Shattered
At first notice
Already too late
I guess i'm just
Born to be that way
Alone
Withheld
From her

Together
After pain
Finding love
The true kind
Butterflies
Left and right
On the inside
Kissing
On the outside
Holding
Bringing more
Bringing our souls
Mates
Love of a lifetime
Found so soon
Love
Life
Togetherness
After pain
Bringing love
Eventually
New life
With you
With me
Loving
Together

The sweetness of her lips
Against mine
The smell of her hair
Engraved into my mind
Apart
From her
Dying
Alone
But when she returns
The sweet music of her laugh
The symphony of emotion
Rushing through
Making me know
How much
I truly love her
With every drop of blood
Coursing through my veins
And straight to my brain
Getting hard to breathe
Because
I soar through the air
With her as my wings
But she leaves
And I dive to earth
Being picked up
Whenever she returns
But gets ripped
From my back
Again and again
But the pain
Lets me remember
I am loved

The pent up feelings I have for her
unbearable
The way I think she feels
regrettable
My expression for her
forgettable
no
unseeable
its
unforgivable
what it does to me
when she looks at me
when she touches me
unbelievable

forget me
forgetting you
forgive me
for everything
f*ck life
for making me
feel like this
for making me think
forgetting all I am
forgetting me