I'm not a person of regrets.
My motto: "everything happens for a reason",
just to avoid keeping track of the time I've lost.
Moving on, is my thing.
No sneak peeks. No glances to the rear mirror.
No holding back to what's left behind.
That's me!
The badass ***** always giving the "keep it ******* real" speech,
"cut the crap" speech, "put yourself back together" speech...
Blah Blah Blah
Always ready to fight the battles on everybody's war.

So I congratulate myself everyday
for being so committed to this role I've created.
An amazing character,
thoughtfully put together to be able to survive.
Thank you dear me
for making sure that my eggshell castle (aka ******* feelings)
stay safe and sound
Thank you dear me
for the facade of a well played performance
full of *******, pain and hidden fear.

- Custodio

It's okay not to have all the answers
The universe always finds the way to show the truth
When we're not looking is when we truly find
Let time do and undo
Heal or breakthrough
Understanding is more than logic to our common sense
It is the peace after accepting things beyond our control
So Stay Calm, Be Strong
It's okay not to have all the answers
There's also beauty in the world of the lost

-Custodio

You're the smell of blood running through my veins
Slowly clotting my lungs after we kiss

You're the cry for help coming from my guts
When I feel you getting closer

You're the terrifying sound of the words stuck in my throat
A lingering goodbye I never get to say to you

You're the hate I desperately crave to feel
Towards you... towards us

But you're also the sweet taste of the love you pretended to feel
And that I deeply knew could never exist

- Custodio

You said goodbye
And a flashback of
Noneexistent memories
Came to my mind

My heart stopped
My voice stuttered
everything was nothing
and all I had was pain

I was standing on my porch
Breathing the ashes of your soul
Deaf-mute to any reason
Trembling between the how and why

You said goodbye
******* the light of hope out of me
Leaving me with another sad story
Missing pieces and a broken heart

- Custodio