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SunFlower Dec 2017
He said they're just things, but deep down he cared more than anyone thought he could.
128 · Dec 2017
Bricks To The Walls
SunFlower Dec 2017
"Please bring back my bricks to the walls I broke for you so you could come in and see who I truly was"
128 · Dec 2017
Lost
SunFlower Dec 2017
I don't know who you are anymore
or even myself
I am lost in this warm pool
filled with unanswered questions
suffocating myself, I began to lose everything I had inside of me
I am left with barely a speck of dust
not even hope or trust
abandoned and betrayed that I could agree
left unworthy and never be seen
Unspoken words that never were comprehended
that were left unattended with good intentions
ongoing frustrations and complications
this bond between two loses its connection to protection
both misconceived their feelings
with so many words lost without meaning
discomfort lingers for new beginnings
however, slumbers to keep dreaming
eventually leaving.
124 · Dec 2017
Explain this to me
SunFlower Dec 2017
But how do you let go of someone who felt like home?
120 · Dec 2017
Alone
SunFlower Dec 2017
and now I’m sitting here all alone without my mother at my side to comfort me with her love…
120 · Dec 2017
Time
SunFlower Dec 2017
Slow progress
But I got this
66 · Feb 15
Untitled
SunFlower Feb 15
Anger frustration confusion and sadness.


I felt all six creep up
One by one they took their turns
Taking every last pieces I have left in me


I felt all six creep up in a discreet manner
Ugh I give up on this poem I can’t think of how to write it


I felt six creep up in a discreet manner.
I felt anger, confusion and now sadness.
I can’t even express how much I feel about this situation and the fact that I am not alone in it and I am not a victim of it and I feel like I am not in any way in the way I am in any way affected by it and I have no intention of being hurt or hurt by it or anything like that but I am not sure how to feel about it and I don’t know how to feel or how to feel and I feel about it but I feel like I have to feel like I am not being hurt and I feel like I am not in any way in the way I am and I feel like I am not feeling good about it and I feel like I am not even trying to be honest and I feel like I am not trying to be nice to me and I feel like I am not really understanding of it is just not being mean to me and I don’t know how to be honest and I don’t want to be honest with myself and I feel like I am not being mean and I feel like I am not saying anything to me and I don’t want to be mean to me and I don’t want to be rude to me and I don’t want to be kind of mean to you and I don’t want to be a **** to you and I don’t want to be a bad person to be mean to you and I don’t want to be a mean person to you and I don’t want to be mean to you and I don’t want to be rude to you and I don’t want to be hurt or hurt or anything I just want to be honest and I don’t want to be with you and I just want to be and I don’t want to be a **** to you and I don’t want to be a little bit of a **** to me and I don’t want to be mean to you know that I don’t want to be rude to you know that I don’t know what I don’t want to be honest with you know that I don’t know what I just want to be nice to you know that I don’t know what I want to be kind of mean to you know I don’t know what I want to be mean to you know that I don’t know what I want to be rude to you know that I don’t know what I don’t know I don’t want to be honest with you know I just don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say to you I don’t know what to say to anybody else I don’t know what to say to anyone else I don’t even know what to say to somebody else I don’t care I don’t know what to say to them I don’t know what to say to them but I don’t know what to say to them because I don’t know what to say to them and I don’t know what to say to them so I don’t know what to say to them and I don’t want to say to them and I don’t want to be rude to them I don’t know what to you know what to say to you know what to say to them and I don’t want to be honest I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do with my life I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what to do but I don’t know what to do so I don’t know what to do I’m not gonna do it I don’t know what to do or do I don’t know what to do it I just don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do

Im sorry. Im really sorry.

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