Nature calls my heart as my hair catches wind. ❤
It heals and recharges
Makes me forget every pain
Nature calls my heart as my hair catches wind
Hear the swoosh of the water
Feel the breeze on my skin
For a moment I believed
I heard an angel whispering
Told me I was beautiful
And to make the world the same
It took only a second to know what she meant
Show them love, show them peace
Gently guide their hands
The world could be much better
If only earth angels learned their strength

Your birthday passed and I thought about you
Wished you would've come home
Like I thought you would do
You should've been honest
You would have still had my heart
Could've slowed down; Let the evaluation start

Gave you another chance; Still didn't come clean
Till I threw it in your face; left you without a breath
Made you realize lil baby; you lost one of God's best
I hope you still feel it when you think of me or pass by the place we met
I hope there's pain when you remember me, you feen for my loyalty
You even fall apart cause you know that you'll missing me

You take my body because you feel entitled
I told you stop and you just went on
I said it again and you went faster
I said wait and I heard laughter
I said wait and you continued
You don't see anything wrong with it
"I'm your girlfriend"
So what does that mean?
Your urge outweighs my wishes
Is that how this works?
I tell you the pain and worry it causes
But do you care? No you just want to move passed it
So I push it under the rug and begin again the very next day
Then I pray and promise to be stronger than you
So the next time you try I won't be "confused"
I'll give attitude that won't be mistaken
Messing with me will be the farthest thing from what you'll be thinking

No clarity
No peace
No sanity
No relief
When will someone listen, understand and go with what I say I want and don't want?
It's not that hard; I said it in layman terms

I won't pop pills and die
Cause there's a woman I'd leave
I won't choose suicide
Because forever she'd be living dead
That would be my burden
Left for her to bear
I'd escape a world of torment
Heavy woes and self-doubt
But in turn
I'd break the heart I wanted to make proud