I look but I don't see My family tries to get through While my friends try to talk to me My mind is lost To a sea of despair My mind It's what all these mistakes have cost I can't hear what they're saying My mind is lost I'm in a place of thought Where no one can reach me I'm hidden away While everyone thinks I'm here Ok
I've got a wild heart that won't commit I carry it on my sleeve Hoping I'll find the perfect fit That's not true I don't know what I want I change when pain is a possibility Choosing a different side of me to flaunt It's a self inflicted torture A cycle that's hard to end Meeting someone new Knowing that soon you'll let them see a change To avoid pain And start again
Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I’ve tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice.
Cold air on a summers night Sweeps the room To my delight I lie here awake Waiting on my child Hoping that he is safe Wishing his father was a better man Wishing he would have stayed
In the beginning you meant nothing Then so suddenly You were everything You were the air I breathed The water that gives me life Then just as suddenly I was nothing And you were still everything
I could tell tales Of all that I have felt Of the dreams tarnished Of all the pain I've been dealt I could tell them in great detail Hoping that in telling them This agony I feel would end Only it does not Every time I tell them It is one more battle fought My mind tells me to let go While my heart forbids it It would be easy to forget if my mind was on its own If these feelings were ones my heart had never known In the end these emotions keep the memories alive As my mind begs for me to let go And my heart says a steady no
Dreams of broken glass I've had Of children Who to hell cannot pass Of loves that never last Here I am alive and well Yet still in living hell Where nothing stays true I lie here Always wishing I was with you