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Sunny Snow Feb 2014
Rail, Inhale...
Forget, Regret...
Fear, Hide...
Numb, Die...
And repeat as needed.
I'm on the fast track to hell, I just pretend not to notice.
The smile masking the insanity
But I'm used to being crazy.
Paranoid and scared
No one warned me,
So I face this war unprepared.
A veteran of the ******,
I am what I am
I understand every ****** up thought
I just don't know how to find the "off" switch.
You'd think,
After over half a decade
I'd get the picture,
But I'm no better off then I  was before.
Like a broken record
I'm overplayed and out of tune,
Yesterday's news.
I need to break this cycle
Start a revolution and revolt
Cuz I might just be worth fighting for...
Sunny Snow Feb 2014
She had this sassy way about her,
As if her curves sent out vibrations of emotion.
When I saw her a wave of sensual feeling came over me.
I desired her,
In every way possible...
Frantic with the idea of loving her,
With those skin tight clothes
And a smile filled with sin,
Making me green with envy,
She was LOVE.
Words my friends gave me to use in a poem: Sensual, Frantic, Green, Sassy, Curvy, and Tight.
Sunny Snow Dec 2013
Her birthday is on the anniversary of the Boston Tea Party,
She love to garden and cook,
Guess you can blame that on her Italian heritage.
She has one tattoo I convinced her to get with me,
A humming bird on our right foot…
She has silver shinny hair,
And loves to scrapbook and take pictures where ever we go.

But most of all,
She’s my mother and my best friend.
She keeps all my little secrets,
And her ears are always ready to listen.
(Even when I talk them off)

Some of my happiest memories,
Are of being in her company.

Spa night’s with hair rapped up in a towel,
And nails painted, and laughs till bedtime.
Girls weekends at my apartment,
Sipping Blue Nun wine and watching “Breakfast at Tiffany’s”

But the thing that gets me most is,
She is and always will be there
When I feel no one else is.

When I first dealt with depression and bipolar,
I was scared, and I felt alone.
But she held me through every nightmare,
And dried every single tear,
Cause that’s what mommies do best.

And believe me when I say she should get
The mother of the year award,
Cause I may be adopted,
But when people ask me who my mom is,
I say her,
Cause she deserves that title more than anyone in the universe!
For my mom's birthday I wrote this piece.
Sunny Snow Dec 2013
Making up my distraction as I go along, I say that im ok, but I think we all know that im wrong. Im raging inside my own mind, trying so hard to leave a ****** up road behind. Still desperately wanting to rev it up and drive in reverse all over again. "No!", "no!" I scream back into the shadows; I will not be a slave to YOUR ways. I wont crumble and fall to the feet of anyone that says they care, I wont get ****** up just to feel better, I wont cry over the stupid ****, I wont worry like hell on something I know I cant change. I promise! But...ive broken that promise so many times ive lost track, and that road of the ****** I wander aimlessly, begging and trying so hard to fight my way out. Im so sick of the games, of the hangovers, bad memory and shame. All I ever wanted...was not to end up, insane. But I am...and I will be...and nothing will ever change.
Depression bipolar
Sunny Snow Dec 2013
Turn it up, play it loud. Drop the bass, make 'em shout. Take me to my happy place, erase all the *******, and make it all glow like the lazer lights and smoke machines. Cuz tonight, all I want is to dance, forget, dream and repeat the cycle till im blazed on the high of life. Riding the waves of euphoria like a surfer of high tides. C'est ma vie, live it up and never leave. Letting the music overtake me giving me goosebumps beyond the skin. Feeling my heart beat speed up, and remembering what it is to fall in love again.
Sunny Snow Nov 2013
Every wave length moves me in ways I can not explain. I get high off the viberations, I get drunk off the harmonys. Every note I take in and love, major to minor, music always inspires me to dream, to think beyond myself, my world of busyness, and my dark hearted mind, I dream of places, places near and far. Every song comes with a picture, a movie, and a real or two of film. Creating a soundtrack to what I paint my life to. Making pretty views look bolder and ugly views seem less disturbing. Cuz life is beautiful and music is the soundtrack to how we feel
Sunny Snow Nov 2013
The cold wind blows and I embrace every chill running up my legs and across my face like the models on tv. I dont like the snow but I like how everything is dying. It reminds me, I too can start over next spring. These dark days cant last forever cuz someday the suns got to shine. My skins grown a rough layer to the point where those 21 cuts of sorrow no longer have burden on me. I look at them and say, that was just where I was that night, and where I am now, is ready to fight and be strong again. For with winters sadness comes my depressive nature, and every snow fall is a battle to keep trecking and moving forward through the blizzard of life. And just when I want to fall down and give up, a snow angel reminds me its all going to be ok!
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