Stars are falling
My heart is pounding
What's worst that or this heart ache
Can the world really be ending
Or is it just my mind playing
Night sky
Night down
What's next in darkest
Can roses really grow without light
What am I
Just weeds waiting to be ****
Can I just be a shooting star
And light the way
Or just the fire and at end and still be
What everyone wished
That's all I wish
To be the rose that doesn't need help
An everlasting rose
That cant die
But I have the power in my hands
I hate what I have become
A black rose
Just rotting inside and out

I wanna be with the stars far away from this world
Why does having a heart
Have consequences
It's like I'm fighting  Demons but with the person I'm living for
Because what's the point of fighting if there isnt a reason for
I know your the one
But you shouldn't be so insecure about yourself
I'm yours till the end and that's all I want
My love for you is like a bullet proof vest
No matter how many things you do
I'm always going to love you regardless
We been kicking it
And I cant find nothing wrong with you
Why you so **** perfect
Making it hard for me to detach
Baby go through your phases
I'm going to be right by your side
Aint no moving around here
This isnt a travel agency
This is a real state
And I'm settling in

I live in my head,
rarely ever coming out.
I really should get out more ..

They said the heart is the part where feelings are held
But when it comes to my heart, it has no part
My mind is the one with the main role
It's taking control over me
Why is my health on the edge
Is it the reflection of me where am in life
Baby dont follow me
I'm too dangerous for myself
Imagine for you
I dont wanna risk getting better
If it means I put you in danger
Dont make me into your project plz
Dont waste your time when
At the end I'm going to fail you
Cause I dont need a savior
I just need to know your okay
My heart is gold I promise
But I have no control
If your going to remember me
Remember my heart only
Give me reasons why I shouldn't give up
Can you see I'm dying
Each day im fading away
I **** up my life
And I cant have you in it
Hurting you
That's not what you need
Tell me what you know about healing
I will listen
But by midnight I'm gone
Cause there isnt healing me
From the darkness
They are taking my heart away
The only gold of me
That's what they want
That's why they are breaking me down
I seen enough
I been holding on too long
But I'm sorry its come down to this
Please just know I wanted you to have
The treasure I wanted to make you famous but I failed which is not a surprise
Maybe it's a good thing they are taking me away
You cant see me in the dark
Which me I cant hurt you anymore
Baby I love you
But I'm not meant for you
I'm sorry you had to find out this way
Trust me I didnt want this to end like this
It hurts my heart even if I dont have control

Everything is so different now
Your love is turning to hate
And I hate that it is
Cause I'm the one the blame
I miss us being right
But I didnt do you right
I gave you trust issue
The last person on earth that is supposed to do that
I ****** it up
But why you still with me
Trust me I ain't complaining
I'm ******* grateful that you still with me
But I don't deserve nothing from you
I dont understand your suppose to be happy
I'm the emo girl why I'm I getting blessings
When you deserve a ******* miracle
I'm sorry it's unfair
I think this might

Why arent my words strong enough yet
Is because im not there yet
Or is because I'm just broken
And cant be fix
Maybe this how it goes
I'm not meant for the world
I havnt found my meaning
Like I havnt found the meaning of my words
But how is that possible
For my words to have meaning when I dont
Maybe that's how it goes
I'm just the writer with no ...
I will just let you fill in the blank
Cause that's what I am
A blank paper with no meaning
Until something beautiful has sneaked up on it