Stratus

Stratus Jan 2020

Lost

I'm shaking cold and I'm so alone without you
I'm wandering through this dark thick forest
I want to find a way out but the light may burn me
Whisper in my ears where I should go
Lead me out or lead me into a trap
I'd still listen to you
I just want to be in your arms safe and sound
I'm so numb that it almost feels good
I can't feel sad or content
I just want to escape this lonesomeness
I don't want to be hurt or hurt you
But I'd rather be sacrificed by you

Stratus Jan 2020

Shoot me

Shoot me down all you want
I was fearful before but I forgot something
That I'll just be revived every time that you do
It hurts like hell but I won't run from you
But if you **** me harshly
Then I might be revived but without a heart
I won't have mercy on you then
But look at you now
You're a mess
and so am I

Stratus Jan 2020

Death Row

I'm in chains and shackles
And I'm on death row
I won't escape your judgment
I don't fear death but I'm terrified of losing you
Now I'm lying face down and blindfolded on a guillotine
Will you behead me and my dreams and future?
Or will you let me live on and flourish in your love?

Stratus Jan 2020

Untitled

Just say the words
And you'll be safe from me
I'll walk alone once again
I tried but maybe not hard enough
Are you even here anymore?
My eyes began to go blind
And my sense of touch goes numb
Just go and be happy
Just do what you want
I rather die than wait for eternity all for nothing
My heart will always have a place just for you
But if you leave then I'll be left with a gaping hole in my heart

Stratus Jan 2020

Untitled

When I say I'm anxious or frightened it is an understatement
Because I'm truly terrified to death
I'm shaking and shivering but would you care?
My head may just fade as I crumple into a ball
I feel like my heart might explode out of fear
I'm not sure anymore maybe I should go idk
This passion still lingers for you
But now I'm terrified and hoping to die
I just want this pain and chaos to end
Heaven or Hell I'm not sure if I could care less anymore

Stratus Jan 2020

Scared

I'm so scared
I know what may be coming
And it isn't pretty
I just want to crash already
And burn up into smoke and flames

Stratus Jan 2020

Rain

I won't fight you
If you want to take a U-turn
I'll just let the rain pelt down
Freezing me until it burns
Everything moves on and maybe you will too
I'll just disappear into the past