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Stratus Jan 2020
I won't fight you
If you want to take a U-turn
I'll just let the rain pelt down
Freezing me until it burns
Everything moves on and maybe you will too
I'll just disappear into the past
Stratus Jan 2020
I'm drifting off again
I feel so tired of everything
Everything except you
I feel you in my dreams
You're never out of my head
You nourish me so well and our flame keeps growing
I'm feeling so drowsy and weak
All I want is to vibe with you
Hold you, hug you, and kiss you in the still silence
I want you to suffocate in my love
Let's just hold on to each other
While we dream
Stratus Jan 2020
You
You are the only thing that really matters
I stay alive just for you even in my terrible life
You give me so much and more that I could've asked for
Love, genuinity, loyalty, devotion, care and oh I could I go on and on
You are my purpose now and I hope that it stays like that forever
All I need is You and your love in my life
I hope this journey never ends
Stratus Jan 2020
You ask why I look unhappy
But I'll never tell you the **** truth
Because you make me suffer
I get treated like a slave

Always forced to work while no reward
Not even a "thank you" but that'll never be good enough
I smile around you so you won't bother me anymore
You always punish me whenever I get down
But I can't control weather I'm sad or not

I feel so loveless and powerless
All I want is peace and love from the one I can trust
It's so pathetic that my own parents can't even love me right
All they do is yell at me and never try to understand me or listen
They've cornered me on the edge of a cliff but they cant see that
The wind is so harsh and frigid that it only temps me more to die
I'm so tired of this suffering that maybe I should just jump
Just remember that peace and love was all I ever wanted
But maybe it's too much to be asked for
Stratus Jan 2020
If I died would you cry out of sadness or joy?
If I died would you even care?
If I died would you blame yourself? or blame me?
If I died would you pay your respects?
If I died would you regret your decisions?
If I died would you hope for the worst or best of my soul?

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