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Z Dec 2019
What do you want hmm,?
Please tell me.
Go ahead and ******* take it.
Take all of it and when your satisfied come back for more.
You bet I'll have more for sure.
More of that love, that kindness, and open heart.
You just use me and take it.
But you don't know yours rip me apart.
So enjoy, enjoy every last ******* bit.
Bite in deep, squeeze and grip.
Take my loyalty for granted, well what you are waiting for.
Go on, hurry up, stir it up like a ******* curry ***.
And when you finish, take a BIG bite.
Hope you ain't burn you tongue because I know it's hot.

What do you want hmm,
Please tell me.
Go ahead and ******* take it.
What is it, your clothes I have maybe your jewelry or your ******* payslip?
Just face it, your nothing but pure ****.
You don't even show actions for the words you say.
So why ******* waste it.
Who are you trying to fool, who me "I laughed",
Nope can't be, Just know your fooling, playing, destroying and giving a bad name to yourself,
Better be careful of the next card you pull or the next book you take off the shelf.
I ain't mad, I ain't angry or ******, so don't take those words like "****" Too hard.
Because you might misinterpret what I say and anger yourself too bad.
So what do you want hmm,
Please tell me.
Go right ahead and ******* take it.
Z Dec 2019
I don't know if I'm lost, or available at any cost.
But I don't know what to do.
Yes it's about her, yip the girl that tells her "LOVE ME."

What should I do?
As she lets go of one thing, she feels the need to hold on to another.
Bad toy stay for the entire family, then it's like hey brother.
It's as I speak in vain or she's just on her own beat.
Miss lead, books deed, my heart she continues to stab and ill treat.

Then I sit thinking like yeah, maybe she understands me at times.
Then here she goes again in pity, so stupid she hides.
Telling lies, by not speaking the truth,
And making decisions by herself hurting me, like one hand can't play a flute.
What should I do?

To be honest, I'm getting tired of it.
To be very honest, I'm trying to hard for her.
To be very ******* honest, I do all I can for her.
But say what. God is in control of our relationship now.

So I'm going to do me and let her figure out her and LET IT BE!!
If she can't stay focus on anything I say how she can stay focused on me,
Yup like every pain I take.
Z Sep 2019
Hey, I say hello to you when ever I see you.
And I want you to know that I'm in love with you.
You do something to me I can't explain.
And deep inside I know you feel the same.
That's why I can't let go of you and above.
Just because,
It's too deep to begin to fall in love.

I love you, and there's some magical reason.
Your love is special, and it's my only season.
It's just like another fighting and just another nightmare.
And I get sad inside and so vex when I see you with another person.
That's why I can't let go of you and above.
Just because,
It's too deep to begin to fall in love.

Understand me please, don't forsake me please.
Because all I want for you is to see you, smile, be happy and at ease.
There's no one in this world will love exactly like I do.
So please let me love and show how much I want to.
That's why I can't let go of you and above.
Just because,
It's too deep to begin to fall in love.

Baby, I know you love me and there's some magical reason,
My love is special to you, and it's your only season.
It's just like another fighting and just another nightmare.
And you get sad inside and so vex when you see me with another person.
That's why you can't let go of me and above.
Just because,
It's too deep to begin to fall in love.
Z Sep 2019
Please! Be honest, comes on state your difference,
Are you the type to say, I'm different or I'm a different person?
In your eyes, are you the man who doesn't beat but cheats,?
Or don't cheat but beats, or maybe beats and cheats.
Or
Say you don't do both but at night you hide under with your phone with another person on the line.
Below the sheets.
I don't know you tell me and be honest.

What you have to hide, all those locks and not even me can't get the keys,
I'm not the type to snoop around but I'll know in time to come.
Like where those gifts, those stuff, and that hickey came from.
Oh yes, I saw it, oh ****, your reply, then you cry like the ****!!
You have the ******* hickey not me why u crying.
I know why, because you got caught cheap, and you're guilty and got none to say.

Stand up, open your eyes and stop fooling yourselves.
You hide your guilt when you do guilty ****.
But cry your ******* faces off when you fall in your own pit.
Yes!! The pit, of shame, disgust and regret,
Because it's like you often don't give a **** or.
Just liberally forget.
And you loose your mind, sit day and night and you fret,
But before you played innocent and did your **** behind my back.
Well, I'm here crying, but you don't care.
You ****** out your hole, hope you enjoyed your snack.

Look at yourself, you dumb, stupid or foolish.
Or deep inside you ******* mixed with all.
You rather a few moments of pleasure.
To throw away a life time of true love for
Some one thats all.
You're crazy, not focused and mentally ****** up,
To refuse a life with a worthwhile person,
Just to get you hormones topped up.
But say what that's your cut.

And you said you loved him or her, you'll never leave.
You're loyal, you're honest and all the above.
Then shove those words below the rug and forgot about love.
For what, he was charming and nice, she said.
Or she was wild and understanding, he said,
For a few minutes, hours maybe to lay in bed,
Get freaky, spread those legs and then go back to the ones you claim to Love?!

With thoughts in your head??
Thinking your wrong, your weak, no your dead.
Well, if you had the ******* willingness to
Go!!!
Smile, laugh and enjoy yourself knowing your boyfriend or girlfriend at home
Lonely as **** and with love in their hearts and missing you well instead.
Don't bother explaining, it's never a mistake but a choice and to me you look like you were well fed.
You're not different you're just as well as the Same!!


Now sit in shame and blame your games.
Sit and make yourself a better you.
And when you change hope karma, don't ******* in the ***.
And you get *******.
For real, ppl out here taking love for granted, but let's remember; loyalty isn't a choice but a responsibility, the same with love, honesty and respect. Cheating is a choice, it's like knowing you need food but you rather starve your soul for a few little snacks, pity, then you go looking for that food, when you find someone else eating it. You cry because you don't only see what you lost, but how precious it is and how much it's worth.
A word from the wise
Z Aug 2019
I am so weird.
I am so natural.
I am so simple.
I am so different.
Because I forgive and forget but yet still forgive and remember,
And I give love stronger to the ones that hurt me, hoping they won't again.
So insane, another man would say,
Or like a Trini, "duh mad over no girl"
But I'm in love, at least I can say I feel it and show it.
So I am a looser for love and a winner for pain.
But I feel it deep in my heart and soul, so God so help me I know I'm sane.

I am who I am, I am what I am, I am because only I am.
Z Aug 2019
I'm tired of writing poems.
Because there are mainly about my pains,
No joy,
No fun,
No laughter,
Yup, no happiness again
Hmmm
But yet still I have her by my side or is she,
Well, she said she was.
Not spending time with me no more,
Not going out with me for sure,
And I can't do certain **** no more.
But say wah.
Hmmm
I'm tired of writing poems.
Because there are mainly about my pains.
Z Aug 2019
It's so precious, yet so vain, it's long lasting yet so short, it's all you may want yet all you want to lose.
Despite the matter I try to make time for you.
Try to fight the odds and add more hours to our company.
Yet so tired at nights I try to stay up and sometimes hear your voice,
I don't care when you tell me to sleep. I'll choose and make that choice.
And I know sometimes I just can't bare to stay awake.
So I fall asleep and your up left alone and it's like you're all to take.
Just be there for me, love me and me alone.
The rock the builder man refuses will always be the center stone.
I don't know for real, like why, like when, like who.
Are you there for me because I'm there for you.
Never the less you'll do the things you do.
And poor, soft and LITTLE me will just sit and have to accept **** just like I do.
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