They say I'm falling in love
And it's so strange
Because of all the people
You seem like the one
I should trust the least
Yet here I am
Trusting you with my heart
I trust that you won't break it
All I can do is hope
That I made the right decision
I watch you walk around
With it in your pocket
Never abusing the charm
But rarely looking at it
Am I really falling in love?
Or am I just falling into another trap?

Sometimes you want to scream and tear the wallpaper off the walls but the walls are too thin so you know someone will hear you and they also aren't covered in wallpaper for you to tear off only to probably regret later

I am not bored.
When I am like this please don't suggest things for me to do
I know I could crochet
I know I could read
I know I could practice
I know I could work on things
But really I can't
I know I should put on make-up
I know I should get dressed
I know I should be doing something fun
But Mom, I don't feel my best
I don't want to do any of those things
Please try to understand
Sometimes I just need to
Lay under my favorite blanket all day
Listen to my favorite playlist at full volume
And cry
Mom, sometimes I need to cry
You don't need to worry
You just need to understand
No, Mom
I'm not bored.

Small and fragile
Just another friend
Saying funny things
Did you love me then?
Growing and loving
You are in my head
Always on my mind, Dear
Do you love me then?
Older and together
It was something that I said
I always confuse you
Will you still love me then?
Old and brighter
Not facing all the dread
I kiss you and say "beautiful"
Will you still love me then?
Later and sadder
I need to stay in bed
All I'll do is cry all day
Will you still love me then?
The last and stronger
You kissed my forehead
I tell you that I love you
And you'll repeat me then.

We don't talk much
But when we do
It's like a drug to me
High on this feeling
Of being cared about
By you
I wouldn't trade anything for it
It makes everything worth it

I'm okay at everything
I grew up always drawing
My sister now does art as her working
I was never best at drawing
I'm okay at everything
I have always loved to sing
But people say I'm scared of preforming
Maybe I'm not cut out for singing
I'm okay at everything
Playing instruments was once my thing
But I can't ever remember the string
Oh guess I'm not made for playing
I'm okay at everything
I got into picture taking
But what am I really saying?
If I don't know am I faking?
I'm okay at everything
I'm not like a puppet on a string
I can still do my own thing
But I'm never best at anything

You're constantly there
Whether you know or not
Everything reminds me of you
Every love song
That I listened to
Suddenly became about you
Every love story
Reminded me
Of things that you said
Everything about someone else
Suddenly became about you
And no one
But you
How did you get into my head like this?
Trust me, I don't mind

Sugar
Sweet
Honey
And tea
Look at what
You've done to me
So calm
So sure
It's all okay
We'll make it through
Another day

Even sad people like nice houses
Your body is your house that you are going to live in forever
Don't destroy the most important house you'll ever and always have
Take care of it
Paint the walls beautiful colors
Safely burn scented candles
Decorate it in the designs that only you like
We all want pretty nice and well taken care of houses, don't we?

I put my paper thin heart in the palms of your hands
And pray that you don't crumble it up and throw it away
I hope that you color it with a beautiful design
Even if drawing isn't exactly your thing
I pray that you put it somewhere nice where you see it daily
But use tape instead of a tack so you don't damage it
I trust you with something so fragile
I trust you with something so important
I trust you with this because I love you

She's like poetry
Confusing at first
But once you understand
A picture is painted in your mind
And you can never forget her beautiful words
They echo through your head
And you long to say them
Because nothing was ever so lovely

When it rains, it pours
Honey, when it rains it storms
But I trust that you'll be there to keep me warm

My heart is my home
And that's where you live
And, God, I can't get enough of it
I can't get enough of you
So Love don't leave me if you can stay
So Love don't run, you're already so far away
So Love if you must go, can I come along?
Love, please live in my heart forever