Alex T

Alex T Jul 2020

when we struggle
we write

theres a fight between
the pen in my hand
and the sword
in my heart.
and maybe in my
sorrow
you can find the
art.

Alex T Jun 2020

[i tried]

i tried
and i fell
in love
and i fell short

Alex T Jun 2020

[id lose myself]

id lose myself
for u
entangle everything
I have
just to weave into
your being.

Alex T Jun 2020

[because its love]

because its
love
so when it clings to me
I throw it off
so casually
I wont be taken.

because its love
so when it grabs my
(heart)
I rip it out
slowly.

it’s a beautiful
sore
but when I leave
I don’t feel
anything anymore

Alex T Jun 2020

[and i knew]

and i knew
i could drive my train
of thought
into forever
and go nowhere.

Alex T Jun 2020

[maybe it was me]

maybe it was me
thinking I could believe
in something
bigger than reality
youd be proud

of me
if you knew the
conclusions I drew everyday.
the biggest portrait
I couldn’t finish that.

Alex T Jun 2020

[its not like im running]

its not like im running
where would I go?
when there's nothing above me
and nothing below?

#questions