I’m THAT guy..
She hits me up at 3am after clubbing or partying,
Far from sober..
Telling me she’s just looking for someone to hold her..

We’d spend ENDLESS hours sitting in your car, but with how amazing you were.. and how firmly you grabbed my heart.. those hours felt like very brief seconds.
Getting that “come outside” text from you at 3 am, I’d tip toe down my stairs and out my back porch door to rush out and go see you,
You always had that Amity Affliction CD I gave you bumping as I would open the door to your car and be greeted with a nice warm hug and a soft spoken voice that would always whisper in my ear “I missed you” as you would squeeze me tighter and tighter.
Every night.. we had no destination. Talking for hours and hours and my god.. how I loved the sound of your voice. How it comforted me during my times of deep distress.
These are the nights I would live for..
We would park on the side of a dirt road and lay on the hood of your car, with your head on my chest and we counted stars together as I would kiss your forehead and you would hold me a little tighter. Your scent is something I’ll always have imbedded in my mind and my heart.  
The chemistry was irreplaceable but the time for “us” was never right.
You cross my mind every so often now as I sit on my porch with a half smoked raw cone. I wonder how you’re doing.. if who you’re with is treating you the way a princess deserves to be treated.. I’m not sad because it ended.. I find myself smiling because it happened.. thank you ❤️
-Sorrows

You had me at hello, well at least I thought you did, you were someone different, I was blinded.. I was only a kid.
From sitting, spending time with you in your mom's car on several cold winter nights, to now.. Everytime I see you my heart takes flight.
I was sad and depressed and I couldn't figure out why.. until you took the time to disarm me.. showed me I was worth a lot more, not just any other guy. I remember it perfectly.. deep in conversation, until I reached over and kissed your lips and felt a deep sensation. From the start I knew I felt a spark, and until this day.. that area, remains our park. You helped me find a better side in me, you traveled so far figuring me out.. you saw parts no one else dared to see. Before I knew it, emotions hit me left and right like a slap to reality, I knew it was something real.. I know you would agree. I've made mistakes and I can't apologise enough for that.. thank you so much for staying it means a lot.. Signed.. Matt.
-Sorrows

I lay here on my wet pillow that's filled with every tear I'm currently shedding.
The pain and hurt is agonizing.. one moment I'm screaming in anger the next my eyes make like waterfalls and continue to spew down my cheeks.
Do you know what it's like. To be so in love with someone it's unhealthy? All you can think about is them.. how every aspect of them is ******* flawless but oh.. how it breaks you and tears you down when you don't see eye to eye.
Her beautiful smile turns into a weapon that always gets used against you and keeps you up at night..
How.. you don't want to fight with them.. it's just not worth it but it happens regardless and as you lay in bed.. your heart beats louder and louder..
Have you.. ever been so down from someone.. that through the mistakes and changes you never left their side.. not once.. because they have your heart and always will.. they have you're everything and without them youre just a ******, broken, pathetic mess.. the feeling is consuming.. and just the thought of them ever leaving your side feels like taking a spear through your heart and...You just helplessly bleed out..
These nights I lay awake with too much on my mind.. hoping to get some sleep.. but without you.. I have no hope at all.
-Sorrows