I let his shadow mix with mine
I saw my souls complexion
I never knew
That I had such
An evil,
cruel reflection

I saw the flame
flicker
in his eyes
The light was too great
The heat
Far too intense
To think he wasn't in love

I felt his embrace tighten
Awareness seems to fade
I feel a darkness settling
Within my soul
A numbness like no other
Somehow felt
Like an antithetical
sensation of completion

I am free

What would happen if I followed your star
The one that shines so bright
The one that shone upon my face
The one that felt just right

Would it lead me to wonder
Would it lead me to love
Would it lead me to passion
Would we fit like a glove
Would it rid me of my sorrow
Would it dry up all my tears
Would it strip me of my anger
Would it conquer all my fears

Or would it leave me lonely
On a dark and stormy night
Would it hide behind the clouds
Solely out of spite
Or
Would it cast a spell upon me
Put me in a trance
And ****** me in the arms of death
For a lively
Last first dance

Freezing
I stood by the window
Shivering
The glass frosted over
Snow
Falling
Softly
Like I was

I have a lot of wishes
Not a lot of them come true
But the one I made
Not long ago
Led me straight to you

I can still feel the burn
And I don't know how to stop it
My heart is healing
My mind is squealing
Its loud
Yet lonely
I miss every touch
I don't want someone to fill the void
But I don't miss him much