Boo hoo
wahh wahh wahh
stop treating me like i live in shoe
sometimes my failures to please you make me sad

don't tell me to get over it
i don't think you know my plans
do whatever you see fit
call me a ******* coward with my head in the sand

you don't know until you're me
the stress i hold inside from today
you really can't see
i'm trying to do it your way

i can't help being walked over
i can't help being unreliable
don't say i'm crazy about some lover
because you, my parents, are liable

you make me want to cut
embrace my failures even more
you make me crazy and scared but
where do i put this Anger you make me store?

Here, take this note
Ever so depressed
And angry, i tell you my complaints
Reality says they're threats of death
Tear me apart, won't you?
Lies, lies, all these fibs
Even in lowest points, you
Still cannot live with what you are.
Sick to my stomach, you make me.

there's a place and time
where everything is alright
there could be no death or crime
no feelings are locked up tight

a sanctuary only reached
in the darkest of night
it cannot be breached
for a moment everything is alright

away from all pain
the way things used to be
where you can be insane
but you can also be free

nothing can harm you
it will be okay
you'll be there in a few
close your eyes, and dream away.

I may be hated
i may be hurt
but still waited
to realize it was HIM who was kicked to the dirt

we might complain
we may think we have it bad
but we don't really know pain
like this fighter once had

struck by some of his peers
scarred himself to the bone
that didn't stop his fears
he couldn't even go home.

some tried to fix him
and hold him up
most tried to break him
using "******" like he was a ****** dump

this one goes out to that one soul
that i never knew
who never reached his goals
but lived his heart out, too.

down on his knees
fighting till he was deadened
in the end, he was eased
may he rest in peace, his soul is in Heaven

RIP Quaddy, You're A Hero To All...

you up?
hey it's me
that sad, lonely dump
the one you CAN'T see

no one cares
not even me
they say love is in pairs
but it's more than feelings, gee

yeah i text you
so?
be glad you have someone who
truly loves you; doesn't treat you like some ***

thrown away and used
Hurt and hurten'
scarred and bruised
downed and burdened

any adjectives could describe how
but i can't describe why
i think i know now
it's you who makes me wanna die

remembering when happiness
was just around the corner
no constant need to press
the word used least was loner

they call this depression
i say its repeating
it's a succession
of my confidence depleting