I wish I could show you
When you are lonely
and feeling a little lost
When you are grieving
or in sheer  darkness
Look deep inside you
There is a little light
hidden somewhere between your heart
the light of your own being...

have faith in yourself
keep believing..
loneliness is not definite
and darkness will never stay too long
knock the door of heaven once more
see the brightest light...
shining.. it shines so bright..

If the door is open
Light may enter and invites you in..
The darkness of the world
Stormy days throughout
Believe...
the faintest glimmer of light will appear
and you will see GODS guiding light ,
to relight hope in your heart
Darkness, Loneliness will soon disappear...

i am incredibly foolish & repetitive
foolishly repetitive
repetitively foolish;
there is a pebble in my heart,
small but firm,
impenetrably set still,
demanding to be felt
coercing the blood supply to soak it all up
as if blood can seep through
a pebble
it cannot; but it won’t stop
demanding attention
it is smothering
and relentless;
i have shortness of breath
and my heart pounds
like a door slammed shut
and then opened
and then slammed shut
it’s almost as if i can feel the pebble
rattle within the walls
with
each
pound,
welting the vulnerable tissue;
open,
slammed shut,
open,
slammed shut;
we all forget how to cry
when we most need to