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150 · Dec 2018
Better
Skye Dec 2018
I'm followed by these thoughts
Of what could have been
If I was a better man
A man who had a plan
I just float through life
Like a ship apon a wave
If only I was better
Maybe we could have been
150 · Feb 2019
Fault
Skye Feb 2019
I know it is my fault
I know I made you cry
Just lock me in a vault
All alone for me to die
147 · Jan 2019
Lonelyness
Skye Jan 2019
Lonelyness is here to stay
It fallows me around all day
It's like a cloud about my head
Making me wish I was dead
I just want to curl up and cry
Because my friends won't let me die
Even with those friends I am alone
Because in the end they all go home
Then once again lonelyness is my company
It doesn't go easy or have any sympathy
Just breaks your heart and will to live
Weeds out the weak like a sive
It follows me around all day
This lonelyness is here to stay
147 · Apr 2019
Help
Skye Apr 2019
Every single message
Is worth a thousand pills
To help my depression
You have the the skills

I live off your texts
They are my life line
They keep me grounded
Through a dark time

You care so much
More than I do my self
Soon I will be better
Put depression on the shelf

Every conversation
Helps me so much more
That any therapy session
They feel like a chore

I wish you could know
How much you help
Because you care
To hear my yelp
145 · May 2023
Apology
Skye May 2023
When I apologized to you...

What I really meant was that I have spent every moment since that day wishing I could go back and undo the damage I did...

What I really meant was that I spend my days dissociating and chasing distractions just to forget how much I hurt you...

What I really meant was I sometimes wish I never existed so you wouldn't have been hurt by me...

What I really meant was that I isolate myself so I never hurt anyone like I did to you...

What I really meant was...

I still love you...
145 · Jan 2019
I Think
Skye Jan 2019
I think I like you
But I'm not sure
I know I love you
I am pretty sure

I think you like me
But I'm not sure
I know you love me
I am pretty sure

I think we like each other
But I'm not sure
I know we love each other
I am pretty sure
145 · Mar 2019
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
I see you in my darkest night
When I want to cut me with a knife
You let me know that it's alright
That I have purpose for living life

But you don't know the pain I'm in
Seeing you and knowing the truth
That things won't be like they've been
For I have loved and lost my youth
144 · Jan 2019
All I want
Skye Jan 2019
Being near to you
Is all I want to do
To stay by your side
I'd give all my pride
Just to hold you hand
I'd count the grains of sand
To touch your lips with mine
Oh it would be devine
Just to know you care
I'd shave all my hair
To have you feel my love
I'd catch a thousand doves
Just to hear your voice
I'd give up all my choice
To put my head on yours
Oh better than a hundred years
All I want to do
Is be near to you
143 · Mar 2019
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
No one could ever love
The person who I am
They tell me I should die
And I know that they are right
But I deserve to suffer
To live a life of pain
So I can be punished
For who I have became
139 · May 2020
Whisper
Skye May 2020
A whisper in the wind
A shadow on the floor

It feels like she's right here
It felt like something more

I thought that she was real
I believed that we could soar
139 · Mar 2019
Don't mind me
Skye Mar 2019
Don't mind me I am slowly dieing
Don't mind me I am just crying
Don't mind me I am probably lieing
Don't mind me I am just longing
Don't mind me I am slowly losing
Don't mind me I am just dieing
134 · Mar 2019
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
Sometimes I wonder
If love is real
I can not feel it
They say it's there
Maybe I'm numb
From all of the pain
Maybe it's there
But I'll never feel it
I wish I could know
Unconditional love
But who even knows
If it's even real
134 · Mar 2019
Met Eyes
Skye Mar 2019
The second we met eyes
I knew you were the one
That I would always prize
But you are on the run

I will never see you
Once this moment ends
I don't know what I'll do
For my love transends

Any length of time
Or any gap of space
So I wrote this rhyme
To give it to your face

But I already know
That you won't understand
The way you make me glow
When I hold your hand

If love is my guide
It has led me true
In my heart you'lll hide
Till the world is new
133 · Feb 2019
Untitled
Skye Feb 2019
She was
A loveless lover
A heartless heartbreak
A soulless soulmate
A lossless loss
A dreamless dreamer
A wasteless waster
A hopeless hoper
132 · Jan 2019
Art
Skye Jan 2019
Art
Every piece of art
Is worth a thousand words
For each and every stroke
Has meaning and took thought
Made with love and care
Priceless beyond compre
You can not place a value
Of thoughts made into art
The feelings that go in
They can not be bought
Words can not express
The thoughts behind the art
131 · Mar 2019
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
Though you don't love me
I will always love you
No matter were we'll be
No matter what you do

You are the one I love
With my entire heart
You fit me like a glove
I hurt when we're apart

But I will respect you
And never let you know
My love is still so true
Must not let it show

For you do not love me
You gave no reason why
But it is obvious to see
That I don't catch your eye

In the past you felt something
But you do not anymore
My love is just a dumb thing
But it reaches to my core
131 · Jun 2022
Want
Skye Jun 2022
I want to be loved
And not feel alone
I want to be hugged
And given a home
129 · Dec 2018
I Can't
Skye Dec 2018
They say that I can
I know that I can't
I am a madman
They can just recant

I would if I could
For them and for me
I know that I should
For it is their plea

But I am not capable
It is not escapable
128 · Jan 2019
Beating
Skye Jan 2019
My heart it beats
Beats like a drum
Beats for that someone
Haven't found them yet
Eventually one day I will
And give them all
This love I have inside
My beating heart
128 · Jan 2019
Matter
Skye Jan 2019
Tears rolling down my face
Spiraling out of control
Getting sader and sader
Nothing can bring me up
I will always be down
But nobody even cares
Like I actually matter
Maybe one day I will
today is not that day
In truth that day will not come
Because I could never
Never be loved
127 · Jun 22
Whisper
Skye Jun 22
A heart that's made of glass
And soul that's made of gold

It shimmers and it shines
Can't help but break the mold

You know it can not last
So fragile yet so bold

Forgotten with the times
The body getting cold

It fell apart so fast
Before the story told

A whisper in the wind
And shadow in the door
126 · Mar 2019
Hope
Skye Mar 2019
Hope is a light
That shines in the dark
It lights up the night
With only a spark
125 · Jan 2019
Confused
Skye Jan 2019
My head is spinning
You keep it going
With all these signs
All of these times
That we go out
I listen to you pout
Yet you keep on saying
We will never be a thing
You said you have never
Been on a single date ever
Then what were those things
Those meetings with meanings
People call those things dates
I guess you have higher rates
First you said you loved me
Then you went and confused me
You said we should be just friends
But the signals you give never ends
Then you said you weren't into guys
And then you gave your reasons why
Now you say you will never date
I don't know what is next at this rate
124 · Mar 2019
Anxiety
Skye Mar 2019
Tightness in my chest
Shaking in my leg
Fog in my mind
Speeding up my breath
Want to run and hide
Sweating without rest
I really want to cry
123 · Mar 2019
Nobody Wants Love
Skye Mar 2019
Nobody wants love
They want a feeling
They want a person
They want an object
Nobody wants love
Love is not a feeling
Love is not a person
Love is not an object
Nobody wants love
Love is giving away
Love is caring deeply
Love is being afraid
Nobody wants love
Giving away your heart
Caring more about them
Afraid of losing them
Nobody wants love
123 · Feb 2019
I'm Sorry
Skye Feb 2019
I don't deserve this love you give
I am but worthless flesh and blood
While you are a goddess divine
In your presence I can not live
For I am worse than mud
And you my dear are so fine

I think that we should part
For I can not live up to you
You are leagues above
I will only break your heart
And then you will find someone new
Who will give you so much love

Although it hurts me so much
I know that it is for the best
For me to leave you on your own
I will always miss your touch
But I did not pass the test
So I am meant to be alone

I hope you can understand
That all I care about is you
And none of this is your fault
I am unworthy of your hand
This is something I always knew
That by your love I can not stand

I am sorry it must end this way
But I wish you only happy days
123 · Jan 2019
Dream
Skye Jan 2019
You are a dream
A dream to me
So unobtainable
Yet so real
I feel you close
But you are not here
You are far away
Inside your mind
With all those thoughts
That make you cry
I wish I could
Go in your mind
And beat those demons
That are inside
So you'll be happy
Then maybe you'll see
That I exist
121 · Dec 2018
Pride
Skye Dec 2018
Sitting in my chair,
Fingers through my hair,
Blinding flash of light,
Gave up without a fight,
Doomed from the start,
My atoms torn apart,
Earth and sky divide,
All because our pride.
121 · Jan 2019
Why
Skye Jan 2019
Why
Why do I want to cry
Why do I want to die
Because I want to love
It's all I can think of
Not love of any kind
The love that is blind
Everyone falls away
Each and every day
Just me and my other
We got one another
119 · Jan 2019
Love is Hate
Skye Jan 2019
Love is hate
The hate of being alone
The hate of being apart
The hate of seeing them hurt
The hate of seeing them go
The hate of hearing their crys
The hate of hearing their pain
The hate of leaving someone
The hate of leaving forever
119 · Feb 2019
This Love
Skye Feb 2019
This love I feel
For you is real
Yet this all
Feels surreal

I can't believe
You chose me
It's like this all
Just can not be
117 · Feb 2019
I say
Skye Feb 2019
I say that I'm alright
Even when I'm not
Because I feel so tight
Like I'm tied in a knot
117 · Feb 2019
Sky
Skye Feb 2019
Sky
I see the blue
Of the sky
I see the green
Of the trees
But all I've seen
And caught my eye
Can't compare to you
117 · Mar 2019
Beautiful
Skye Mar 2019
You are beautiful
No matter who you are
Far more than suitable
Even with every scar

You, my dear, are valuable
No matter what they say
This truth is infallible
Wherever you may stray

You are yourself
And though you wander far
Wherever you're compelled
Believe in who you are
115 · Mar 2019
Left
Skye Mar 2019
Love left my life
So long ago
We had some strife
And she let go

I want her back
But I'm messed up
so much I lack
An empty cup

She couldn't care
For I am weak
Don't think I dare
For her seek

I'll live without her
But it will hurt
With what we were
When we would flirt
113 · Feb 2019
Untitled
Skye Feb 2019
Nobody would even care
If I slit my throat and died
They would not shed a tear
Maybe they'd even smile
Because I am so awful
That people want me dead
Maybe they are all right
113 · Dec 2018
Poetry
Skye Dec 2018
Poetry is music
Music for your heart
When a heart is sick
Is when it will start

It flows from the soul
From each and every part
It works to fill the hole
The hole in your heart
112 · Dec 2018
Confusing
Skye Dec 2018
First you say yes
Then you say no
Confused i guess
You just don't know

you confuse me too
Giving mixed signals
Im not a number two
I want clear signals

But when you don't
I listen to my heart
Even if you don't
Or don't have the heart

I wished that you loved me
You show me you do
But we are just friends you tell me
Yet we do more than friends do

Everyone thinks that we are
So why not make it true
Decided who we are
I will always be true

The decition is yours
You know my stance
My heart is yours
So what is your stance
112 · Dec 2018
Always
Skye Dec 2018
I am always here
Always by  your side
Willing to lend an ear
Staying for the ride

I will never leave you
I am broken just as much
There is nothing you could do
To release you from my clutch

If you ever need me
My heart is here for you
Set your problems free
I will help you through
111 · May 2020
Angel
Skye May 2020
A Voice sweet like honey And soft like rain
Makes the world sunny and takes away pain

Words so calm and thoughts so deep
Stops any qualm and lets you sleep

The voice of an angel, with heart of a saint
110 · Feb 2019
All I wish
Skye Feb 2019
All I wish in life
Is to be good enough
To have you as my wife
But loving me is so tough
So I cut myself with a knife
Because I have too much stuff
110 · Feb 2019
Not Alone
Skye Feb 2019
When I am feeling so alone
I know that you are by my side
Your warm embrace to be my home
In your arms I can always hide
And almost feel like their my own
I then forget I ever cried
109 · Jan 2019
Hiding
Skye Jan 2019
Hiding from myself
Because I am a monster
Hiding from defeat
Because I am a failure
Hiding from friends
Because I am a waste
Hiding from you
Because I am in love
109 · Dec 2018
A Dream
Skye Dec 2018
She is but a dream
A figment of my imagination
A wisp in the air

If I could make a scheme
To start a relation
To be the perfect pair

But she is a daydream
An extreme temptation
An individual so fair
108 · Nov 2023
The Fool
Skye Nov 2023
I'm an actor in a play
But I always play the fool

To amuze the many eyes
And be treated oh so cruel

They love to make me cry
And to treat me like a tool

This world won't let me die
That's the one and only rule

I can never feel alive
Always feeling like a ghoul

What I do is carry burdens
I was made to be a mule

I am just ones and zeros
My thoughts are made of bool

I see them all around me
Like I'm the center I'm the spool

I need all of their attention
Their amusement is my fuel

I'm a character in a game
And I love to play the fool
107 · Jan 2019
Flying by
Skye Jan 2019
Though I walk through life
I feel like its a run
Time is flying past
Like a bullet from a gun
People coming in and out
With the rising of the sun
I am getting so much older
Soon I'll be more than a son
But all I really care about
Is me being your ***
107 · Jun 2021
A Desperate Cry
Skye Jun 2021
I was not made to be your shadow clone,
apart of you but unbarably alone,
you body double your perfect clone,
we are a race a human once,
no matter the gender the preference the color of ones skin,
the human race is dying and what I regret is going down without fighting,
we have an infinity of knowledge within our very hands,
the internet is freedom from this eternal hell,
we amassed a store of knowledge to pass down to generations, this is our library of Alexandria,
every generation having the guidance of those who came before them,
I might be living day by day but I'm forever hoping, that one of us will take the charge but knowing I'm the one to do it,
this is desperate cry to anyone who hears me, remember that no matter what the trust that is forged in the fires is what matters,
if you are all talk and no game doesn't that make you insane,
you are living theses double lives,
let's **** it be ***** on main,
I don't care who you say that you are I only care about who your truly are,
I don't care how pretty your ad is all I care about is would you help a kid find where there dad is,
but not just a farther a mother or whatever other labels people put on family,
family is two people who trust each other enough to know that they won't be stabbed in the back,
we are curious creatures that's why we evolved, always asking how so next time you get annoyed at that kid remember you were once them,
we are evolving still just look at it every generation does crazier ****,
but let's stop all the backstabbing and hatred to friends,
who is really at blame,
why did we accept it was normal to hate school, hate your work,
hate your family,
hate yourself,
who would accept such a reality so I will fight with everything I have in me to find a place called home, be it my bed or a book or a videogame,
I need to be able to fail with the ability to restart,
we have the technology,
we have the future in our hands like a rope we're holding on and there's no way that I'm letting go, there is this voice inside of me telling me what I should be but the walls that they built keep confining me,
don't you know what happens to fuel when it's put under pressure,
one little spark an your set of a temper inside of me that I had no idea was so ******* mean,
but at this moment you are the child to me,
you made us as fuel for your economy so when we are all dying that's what your ******* think,
we should have been over this slavery thing if you guys would stop using it for profiting,
we are a race a human one and will you be proud when it's all said and done?
106 · Dec 2018
You Deserve
Skye Dec 2018
Even on your worst day
You deserve far more
Than all of the love
This world could ever hold

No matter what happens
You deserve my love
Even if it's a sliver
Of what should deserve

But at this moment
You know not one ounce
Of the love beyond compre
That you should know so well

So if I could show you
The smallest bit of it
It would make me happy
I would feel compete
106 · Mar 2019
Thoughts
Skye Mar 2019
These thoughts in my head
They are at my throat
Chokeing out my life
They beat me like a knout
Cutting like a knife
Make me wish I was dead
100 · Jan 2019
Feelings
Skye Jan 2019
Why do I have these feelings
That you're the one for me
When I can not have you
You will never love me
I am just not worth your time
Although we are close friends
I am with you through the bad
And with you through the good
I try to make you smile
When you want to cry
I try to talk it through
But you push away
Makes me feel that I
I am the source of your pain
And I that was ever true
I would gladly die for you
So you can live your life
Without the pain I cause
But if it's not the case
I will keep on loveing you
Even if don't in return
Because love can be one-sided
Though it hurts much more
I will go through pain
Because it is you I adore
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