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1d · 35
Wander
Skye 1d
I have spent my life searching
Many times I thought I found you
But each time ended in regret
I'm slowly loosing parts of myself
I fear by the time I find you
That there will be nothing left
Exhausted from my journey
I wish to lay down and rest
But I try keep moving forward
Sometimes I wonder if you exist
Do I search in vain? A fool?
I wonder how my story will end
I feel like everything I do is wrong
The path I walk I can not see
I move by feel, guided along
Being pulled by my heart
It might just leave my chest
I feel so lost and long for you
An aching in my soul
Yearning to be whole
I wander on...
Oct 1 · 28
Useless
Skye Oct 1
Your brain is made of ether
Your heart is made of void
Thoughts are so unburdened
And vacant like your soul
Oct 1 · 26
Home
Skye Oct 1
A hell within mind
I live in all alone
Perfectly designed
A prison I call home
Aug 29 · 239
Would they?
Skye Aug 29
Do they even care?
Would they ever notice?
Would they even cry?
Did they ever know us?
Aug 26 · 56
Heros
Skye Aug 26
The true heroes of history are those who are not remembered

For the people they saved are long gone, but the impact of their actions echo through time

They did not focus on saving the whole world they focused on saving their's or someone else's

Saving one life is an act worthy of praise just as much as saving millions

Not all have to power to make changes that affect everyone, but you have to power to affect those close to you

We must do our best to help those around us and trust that others are doing the same

Heros don't always save the world, sometimes we protect and save a single life

Be proud of yourself great hero, you live on and fight the battle of life well

History may not remember but time will
Jun 22 · 127
Whisper
Skye Jun 22
A heart that's made of glass
And soul that's made of gold

It shimmers and it shines
Can't help but break the mold

You know it can not last
So fragile yet so bold

Forgotten with the times
The body getting cold

It fell apart so fast
Before the story told

A whisper in the wind
And shadow in the door
Apr 24 · 231
Living
Skye Apr 24
You cannot live without dreaming
but dreaming is not living
Apr 1 · 184
Cold
Skye Apr 1
I want to turn back time
Just to make you mine

Was too shy to say it first
Too late so now it hurts

Now you are so numb
And I am feeling dumb

Should have said I love you
When I had the chance to

My biggest life regret
Wish I could reset

You will be my world
Even when I'm old
If I had been bold
Wouldn't be this cold
Mar 15 · 173
Mush
Skye Mar 15
Don't know who I am
Or what I want to do
Brain has gone to mush
I only think of you
Mar 15 · 205
Lovestruck
Skye Mar 15
My broken heart
Still beats for you
I'll play the part
A lovestruck fool
Mar 14 · 173
You
Skye Mar 14
You
My brain is filled
With thoughts of you

My heart it aches
And beats for you

My love so deep
I'm drawn to you

My life is dull
When not with you

My goal in life
Is loving you
Mar 4 · 98
Hole
Skye Mar 4
A hole in my heart
Shaped perfectly you
A hole in my heart
There's nothing to do

A hole in my heart
It won't go away
A hole in my heart
It's here to say

A hole in my heart
The bottomless pit
A hole in my heart
Just you can fit

A hole in my heart
No end to the pain
A hole in my heart
I can not stay sane

A hole in my heart
Then one in my brain
Mar 4 · 84
Always Yours
Skye Mar 4
I'm always yours
No matter what
This broken heart
Is yours to cut

I belong to you
This much is true
My soul your thing
To make or break

You stole my heart
A broken mess
You're the reason
I do not rest

My only hopes
And lonely thoughts
Are all of you
Of my princess

Your heart is hurting
So just use mine
I'll keep it beating
For my divine

You cut me deep
And choose to hide
My heart it yearns
To be by your side

You cannot fathom
The depth of love
My heart is yours
Fits like a glove

Always yours
And nothing more
To use and abuse
Or just ignore

Not matter want
I'll still be here
With thoughts of you
And eyes of tears

I've tried to run
But it's no use
You have me tied
Up with a noose

Just give the word
I'll take that step
My life is yours
Each shallow breath

One sided love
It hurts the best
My greatest drug
It beats the rest

I'm always high
On my destress
A broken heart
And life a mess

Use what's left
Just as you please
Because after you
I'll find my rest

I'm always yours
My love it's true
Always yours
What will you do

An extra life
Is what you have
For your heart
When feeling sad

Break this heart
It's meant for you
Destroy this life
To help your through

The world is tough
My arms are soft
Hide in my love
When life is rough

Not cost for this
My heart is free
But just for you
My sweet squishy
Feb 8 · 90
Shadow
Skye Feb 8
I am but a shadow
A whisper of wind
Less than a thought
More of a whim

I have no purpose
Not even a plan
Simply just float
To far away land

I am an outsider
A wandering tome
Collection of stories
With skin and bone

I have no dreams
No hope to be had
A shell of a person
Since a wee lad

I'm just a shadow
No need to feel sad
Nov 2023 · 108
The Fool
Skye Nov 2023
I'm an actor in a play
But I always play the fool

To amuze the many eyes
And be treated oh so cruel

They love to make me cry
And to treat me like a tool

This world won't let me die
That's the one and only rule

I can never feel alive
Always feeling like a ghoul

What I do is carry burdens
I was made to be a mule

I am just ones and zeros
My thoughts are made of bool

I see them all around me
Like I'm the center I'm the spool

I need all of their attention
Their amusement is my fuel

I'm a character in a game
And I love to play the fool
Oct 2023 · 278
Coward
Skye Oct 2023
I'm a coward by nature
And I feel no shame
I treat others as greaters
They say I'm not sane
I do what you tell me
And I take all the blame
I will give you my all
Even if I am lame
You can take all I have
And I'll love you the same
I will give you my heart
While you give it pain
May 2023 · 145
Apology
Skye May 2023
When I apologized to you...

What I really meant was that I have spent every moment since that day wishing I could go back and undo the damage I did...

What I really meant was that I spend my days dissociating and chasing distractions just to forget how much I hurt you...

What I really meant was I sometimes wish I never existed so you wouldn't have been hurt by me...

What I really meant was that I isolate myself so I never hurt anyone like I did to you...

What I really meant was...

I still love you...
May 2023 · 197
Forgotten
Skye May 2023
Always the lover
Never the loved

Always the listener
Never the heard

Always the giver
Never the receiver

Always the healer
Never the healed

Always the helper
Never the helped

Always the hugger
Never the hugged

Never forgetting
Always forgotten
May 2023 · 233
Pain
Skye May 2023
The pain I feel every day from losing you pales in comparison to the joy I felt the moment you were mine to lose.
May 2023 · 89
Regret
Skye May 2023
Every day I check for a message from you, knowing full well that I will never get one because I ****** up our relationship beyond repair, but part of me is hoping for a second chance I don't deserve, because you will always been the only one to have my heart.
Jun 2022 · 131
Want
Skye Jun 2022
I want to be loved
And not feel alone
I want to be hugged
And given a home
Dec 2021 · 318
A life of tragedy
Skye Dec 2021
Tis a life of many agonies
Filled with constant tragedies
Subject to such brutalities
And reaching our capacities
We seek some new realities
Then flee into our fantasies
To avoid our own mortalities
Nov 2021 · 215
Better Off
Skye Nov 2021
It's not that I never loved you
Your love just outgrew my own
It's not that I never tried to
I tried so hard I broke apart
It's not that I wanted better
I knew you deserved better
It's not that I wanted to leave
You are better off without me
Nov 2021 · 766
Friend
Skye Nov 2021
These villains in my mind
Are plotting my demise
Thoughts all intertwined
And only filled with lies

They want my life to end
And sometimes so do I
So desperate for a friend
Just to look me in the eye

And tell me that they care
That life is still worth living
So long as they are there
Jun 2021 · 107
A Desperate Cry
Skye Jun 2021
I was not made to be your shadow clone,
apart of you but unbarably alone,
you body double your perfect clone,
we are a race a human once,
no matter the gender the preference the color of ones skin,
the human race is dying and what I regret is going down without fighting,
we have an infinity of knowledge within our very hands,
the internet is freedom from this eternal hell,
we amassed a store of knowledge to pass down to generations, this is our library of Alexandria,
every generation having the guidance of those who came before them,
I might be living day by day but I'm forever hoping, that one of us will take the charge but knowing I'm the one to do it,
this is desperate cry to anyone who hears me, remember that no matter what the trust that is forged in the fires is what matters,
if you are all talk and no game doesn't that make you insane,
you are living theses double lives,
let's **** it be ***** on main,
I don't care who you say that you are I only care about who your truly are,
I don't care how pretty your ad is all I care about is would you help a kid find where there dad is,
but not just a farther a mother or whatever other labels people put on family,
family is two people who trust each other enough to know that they won't be stabbed in the back,
we are curious creatures that's why we evolved, always asking how so next time you get annoyed at that kid remember you were once them,
we are evolving still just look at it every generation does crazier ****,
but let's stop all the backstabbing and hatred to friends,
who is really at blame,
why did we accept it was normal to hate school, hate your work,
hate your family,
hate yourself,
who would accept such a reality so I will fight with everything I have in me to find a place called home, be it my bed or a book or a videogame,
I need to be able to fail with the ability to restart,
we have the technology,
we have the future in our hands like a rope we're holding on and there's no way that I'm letting go, there is this voice inside of me telling me what I should be but the walls that they built keep confining me,
don't you know what happens to fuel when it's put under pressure,
one little spark an your set of a temper inside of me that I had no idea was so ******* mean,
but at this moment you are the child to me,
you made us as fuel for your economy so when we are all dying that's what your ******* think,
we should have been over this slavery thing if you guys would stop using it for profiting,
we are a race a human one and will you be proud when it's all said and done?
May 2020 · 139
Whisper
Skye May 2020
A whisper in the wind
A shadow on the floor

It feels like she's right here
It felt like something more

I thought that she was real
I believed that we could soar
May 2020 · 111
Angel
Skye May 2020
A Voice sweet like honey And soft like rain
Makes the world sunny and takes away pain

Words so calm and thoughts so deep
Stops any qualm and lets you sleep

The voice of an angel, with heart of a saint
Jun 2019 · 295
A Road to be Taken
Skye Jun 2019
Sadness to joy is a road to be taken
Not just a move to a new destination

You can not go straight from sadness to joy
You must make a path and habits destroy

But it is the simplest path we all are after
And the simplest path to joy is laughter
May 2019 · 236
Fateful Day
Skye May 2019
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
I always feel this way
I know my death is due

I can talk and talk
And say that I'm alright
But I'm a ticking clock
Waiting to say goodnight

But nobody ever cares
About how I truly feel
About the little tears
That will never heal

So just sit back and watch
As I slowly fade away
I can almost even touch
That close and fateful day
Apr 2019 · 195
Lighthouse
Skye Apr 2019
I close my eyes
And start to cry
My hope dies
I don't know why

Life just hates me
And so will you
Once you see
I'm nothing new

But your smile
Lures me still
From a mile
Over a hill

It is a lighthouse
For me a waif
It is a blanket
To keep me safe
Apr 2019 · 181
Love
Skye Apr 2019
L osing all you doubts
O pening up to them
V aluing them above you
E xperiencing life together
Apr 2019 · 147
Help
Skye Apr 2019
Every single message
Is worth a thousand pills
To help my depression
You have the the skills

I live off your texts
They are my life line
They keep me grounded
Through a dark time

You care so much
More than I do my self
Soon I will be better
Put depression on the shelf

Every conversation
Helps me so much more
That any therapy session
They feel like a chore

I wish you could know
How much you help
Because you care
To hear my yelp
Mar 2019 · 393
Heart
Skye Mar 2019
I gave you a hammer
And gave you my heart
I told you to break it
Completely apart

You told me no
You'll love me instead
I started to cry
And you held my head

You made me feel safe
From the demons inside
I gave you my heart
You gave me yours to hide
Mar 2019 · 134
Met Eyes
Skye Mar 2019
The second we met eyes
I knew you were the one
That I would always prize
But you are on the run

I will never see you
Once this moment ends
I don't know what I'll do
For my love transends

Any length of time
Or any gap of space
So I wrote this rhyme
To give it to your face

But I already know
That you won't understand
The way you make me glow
When I hold your hand

If love is my guide
It has led me true
In my heart you'lll hide
Till the world is new
Mar 2019 · 126
Hope
Skye Mar 2019
Hope is a light
That shines in the dark
It lights up the night
With only a spark
Mar 2019 · 124
Anxiety
Skye Mar 2019
Tightness in my chest
Shaking in my leg
Fog in my mind
Speeding up my breath
Want to run and hide
Sweating without rest
I really want to cry
Mar 2019 · 1.0k
Ocean Meets the Sky
Skye Mar 2019
Where the ocean meets the sky
And the land meets the sea
Where the waves say goodbye
And you are there with me

Where you are no longer shy
And happy you will be
Where moon and stars fly
And we sit under the tree

Where you always catch my eye
And are the only thing I see
Where I will never ever cry
And you will set me free
Mar 2019 · 117
Beautiful
Skye Mar 2019
You are beautiful
No matter who you are
Far more than suitable
Even with every scar

You, my dear, are valuable
No matter what they say
This truth is infallible
Wherever you may stray

You are yourself
And though you wander far
Wherever you're compelled
Believe in who you are
Mar 2019 · 131
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
Though you don't love me
I will always love you
No matter were we'll be
No matter what you do

You are the one I love
With my entire heart
You fit me like a glove
I hurt when we're apart

But I will respect you
And never let you know
My love is still so true
Must not let it show

For you do not love me
You gave no reason why
But it is obvious to see
That I don't catch your eye

In the past you felt something
But you do not anymore
My love is just a dumb thing
But it reaches to my core
Mar 2019 · 355
You
Skye Mar 2019
You
I can not stop this love
I feel inside my heart
Though you do not love
Me back in any way
But I know you are the one
I want to spend my life
Giving all my love
Mar 2019 · 106
Thoughts
Skye Mar 2019
These thoughts in my head
They are at my throat
Chokeing out my life
They beat me like a knout
Cutting like a knife
Make me wish I was dead
Mar 2019 · 115
Left
Skye Mar 2019
Love left my life
So long ago
We had some strife
And she let go

I want her back
But I'm messed up
so much I lack
An empty cup

She couldn't care
For I am weak
Don't think I dare
For her seek

I'll live without her
But it will hurt
With what we were
When we would flirt
Mar 2019 · 145
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
I see you in my darkest night
When I want to cut me with a knife
You let me know that it's alright
That I have purpose for living life

But you don't know the pain I'm in
Seeing you and knowing the truth
That things won't be like they've been
For I have loved and lost my youth
Mar 2019 · 564
Spinning
Skye Mar 2019
I feel my mind spinning
Like wheels on a car
Always ever moving
But staying where they are
Mar 2019 · 134
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
Sometimes I wonder
If love is real
I can not feel it
They say it's there
Maybe I'm numb
From all of the pain
Maybe it's there
But I'll never feel it
I wish I could know
Unconditional love
But who even knows
If it's even real
Mar 2019 · 123
Nobody Wants Love
Skye Mar 2019
Nobody wants love
They want a feeling
They want a person
They want an object
Nobody wants love
Love is not a feeling
Love is not a person
Love is not an object
Nobody wants love
Love is giving away
Love is caring deeply
Love is being afraid
Nobody wants love
Giving away your heart
Caring more about them
Afraid of losing them
Nobody wants love
Mar 2019 · 217
Try
Skye Mar 2019
Try
I can only try
To become better
I can only try
To get over you
I can only try
To be worthy
I can only try
To believe in me
I can only try
To forgive myself
I can only try
To care for me
I can only try
To love myself
I can only try
Mar 2019 · 196
Human
Skye Mar 2019
You are a human
That's why I care
That's why l love
That's why I help
That's why I believe
That's why I trust
That's why I value
Because you are human
Mar 2019 · 213
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
I deserve to die
With every breath I take
I deserve to die
For every word I say
I deserve to die
With every thought I make
I deserve to die
For all I that I take
Mar 2019 · 143
Untitled
Skye Mar 2019
No one could ever love
The person who I am
They tell me I should die
And I know that they are right
But I deserve to suffer
To live a life of pain
So I can be punished
For who I have became
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