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skaldspiller Apr 2017
For 3 months I've been
60 percent of a girlfriend
There are 3 hearts involved
And that's about 2 tons of emotional carnage
I cried myself to sleep 3 times last night
You sent 5 text messages
There is 1 person who can fix this
I'm 100 percent done spending time on you
Because my heart is 100 percent broken
I haven't broke like this
since i was young
Screaming into my 2 pillows
But you've 3 years of history
And I'm sure even more of being miserable
But my 10 fingers
1 mouth
And 2 eyes
Must be closed to the subject
skaldspiller Apr 2017
Everything burst
And my heart feels like a water main
Bled onto main street
Nothings ever hurt this bad
I'm older now and I wanna scream till I'm horse
Like the first time my heart ever broke
I'm older now and I do not break like that
skaldspiller Apr 2017
The out breaks
Like porcelain when she makes you make
A real choice
When the words
We can't hang out cross her lips
It feels like she's exercising her heart
With a rusty razor blade
Like the kind you pull along your jaw
She loves you and knows
Looking in your eyes you can never say it
You will never be free to
You cannot grow like that
You crumble
skaldspiller Apr 2017
I just wanna pull my heart out
I just wanna pull my heart out
I just wanna pull my heart out
And leave it back in your pocket
In your cold and silent chest
Where you keep all your emotions locked
Like your Sunday best
You never go to churches
So you'll never say my name
Like a reverent Sunday prayer
So ill never be the same
skaldspiller Apr 2017
You're smiley I'm silent
You look concerned
I know I just cannot help anymore
skaldspiller Apr 2017
Your girl smacked me
It was play and also a warning
"I hate your perfect baby skin"
And a sting that lasted the evening
I was already wary
She warned me about a game
I'd already stopped playing.
*****, believe me
I know this would come to no good.
skaldspiller Apr 2017
The ice-queen is okay being alone
I miss you sometimes
not necessarily you laying beside me,
or anything like that,
just the way we could talk.
The ice-queen can do what's right
I can leave a boy who loves me
because she lives in my veins
and knows what's best for us both
though not what was easy.
The ice-queen surrounds a heart of fire
she protects it,
but sometimes the ice queen melts
and I peer out,
the ice-queen and I are both sorry

The ice queen melted for one moment,
the second time you said you loved me
I was a fire in your arms.
she came back, avalanche, to carry me
the next moment
when you said you didn’t mean it.
my heart broke the first moment you had it.
I couldn’t make her go again.
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