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Stevie Ray Sep 2014
Even though I dislike you.
To be judgemental would just be hypocrit
and contradicting.
So I don't condemn you, my young brother.
I should apologize, I should drop to my knees
bow my head in front of you, in utter defeat.
For I feel partly responsible, you started walking the same path as me.
Wearing the same armor, shield, sword  and unwavering willpower
obtained through sheer loyalty.
The White Knight gallops proudly on his Steed.
And I discarded my weaponry.
Dropped the shield that weighs oh so heavily.
My silver sword turned to Red Gold
stained with the pain of those  I slayed
Who at the time stood in my way.
Even though they were beside me.
Their ghosts and thoughts lingered behind me.
Forever having my back and heart regardless of me stabbing theirs.
That sword now rests proudly inside my heart
and never more will it be stained in their blood.
I'll carry it proudly for it is engraved with thoughts
A testimony of their faith and love.
Now those ghosts from the past
are ressurected again.
And for that I am truly blessed my friend.

You're walking down the path and experience how the story unfolds.
But I just finished writing the book.
This Song of Life is stuck on repeat.
Stevie Ray Sep 2014
After soaring the sky the Desert Eagle drops mercilessly on the floor
Stevie Ray Sep 2014
This unshakable feeling wrapped around my heart
The clouds are dark
A tight straight jacket soaked
in an ounce of liquid "Lost"
Life has a tendency to rig a Spark
Lights flicker
Warmth, yet feeling a slight shiver
My mind's quiver empty,
as I let my last arrow loose
attached to a fishing line
wrapped around my neck
and tightened the noose
My last Lifeline

Those I miss most lie beyond my reach..
I hope my arrow reaches you..
I hope you'll find my lifeline..
And reel me towards you..
If not I'll die with a heart, hollow.
I guess that's fine too.
Stevie Ray Sep 2014
I woke up, aching pain in my heart.
Lingering tears and heavy drops of sweat
dropping from my pounding chest.
Soaking my sheets.
Another night where I got drunk...
"Bottled Sorrow", hundred percent.
I want to grab a knife
carve the pain out of my chest
but I don't want to die
So I accept the lingering death..

Six nightmares in one night, all about you.
Feel like it's still partly incomplete. We'll see what happens with this.
Stevie Ray Sep 2014
I wanted to respond to his statement but I remembered I still had to call him.
-S.Y.
Stevie Ray Sep 2014
Everyone is special, because nothing makes you special.
Stevie Ray Sep 2014
Aside from my own sadness
Present like a vibrating string
playing a sad melody from my Soul's voilin
Trying to resurface
past tears I've desperately
tried to hold within
There are fresh tears
Sorrow and pain that I'm lovingly
breathing in
My heart is crying
My heart is scrying
desperately closing in
to take away what's hurting you
looking for new sounds
attaching new strings
composing and further developing my play
on my voilin
Exploiting this bond that you and I both share within
Even though we have never met
Even though we will in time
You probably don't realize
that deep down inside
I'm crying these tears
that aren't mine
This bond
These times
where Life lives up to your name
I'll try to take at least a part of your pain
Even through this distance
I feel so close to you
This bond we share can never sever
Because we have already shared  
this moment of intimacy
we cry together
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