Greasy fingerprints on the window,
from the breakfast she smeared in her face.
Chocolate everywhere, which somehow wouldn't go away.
Hitting the window with her hands,
at the children across that play.
Waving 'hi',
the image in the window
slowly turns vague.
Don't forget the breathmarks of our dog
with a bunch of leftover food remains.
Saliva and pawprints,
nails carved in the window.
Barking at the neighbours dog.
Teens are competitive today.

All these beautifull memories here.
But I really gotta clean my window..

I am
the spark that a star lit
the heart in a harness
the scar on a garnet
the law of the lawless
dark in the darkness
marked by the martyrs
target of heartless
raw where the war is
the call of the fallen
the seer for the blinded
impregnate the future
founder of present
perant of past
I am all
all is I
I am God
God is me
I am you
You are me
We are all
All are we
Infinity
is One
I am not
for I am One

Inside the belly of the beast
swalled whole
by monstrous man-eating teeth
inside of the stomach
it's roughly 80 degrees
slowly being digested
facing a test of time
only to meet certain death
wish I could relax
but the toxic stomach acid
makes me permanently tense
I can't take the stress
this monster
this embodiment of sin
Society..

Ugly and repulsive
nek twisted backwards
facing forward
my path twisted
raining sulphuric acid
looking up
eyes and mouth wide open
I'm thirsty..
taken drugs
crack, ****, krokodile
the rain biting through my bones
necrosis from the drugs have made their way home.
tongue kissed a komodo dragon
wearing a boa constrictor for a scarf
parasites eating away at my innards
so I don't have to ****
and Imma just go on
floor made purely out of bullet ants
keep walking this path of insanity

Feelings numb
soul gone
me?
I left a long time ago
I am no more
A shadow..
abandoned by light
forever
forgotten
it never happened
a different branch in time
a choice was made
that was never made
not an echo
or an aftereffect
a solved paradox
exist
in existenceless

....
My eyes open
what I see is mist
green sillhouettes
a black sun
wicked souls
entering rifts
****** inside
confinement
bringing out all sins
they are hiding
but leaving their loved ones
silently crying beside them
blinded
voilently waving his arms
numerous desperate attempts to find them
hands extend to show him love and to soothe him
but every attempt literally goes right through him
his voice taken away
replaced by shrieks of the ******
family suffering
forcefully leaving this man
I got to flee while I can
before I share the same fate
get back to the world of the living
climbed the tallest skyscraper
within my partially impaired vision
and I fall, dead in front of The Necropolis Gate
A rift opens behind me..

Lighthouse


Even though I'm blind
I hope that y'all can see
that you all are very hard to reach
even though we have hearts
and old-time wounds that bleed
we breathe the same smog
thinking that it ain't affecting me
but our minds are clouded
so no matter what you think
you all ain't fooling me

tap water, swallow 2 litres of sorrow everyday
work hard, pay bills, no time to work on my guilt today
Looking at my boss his expectations in the mirror every morning
looking at myself, swallow the bitter pill because I'm still not mourning
the void withing me is an excellent place
to fill with tears and fears
inhale poisonous smoke
ignore my blackening heart
I should clean out my closet
but I'm afraid of the dark

See what I mean?
I see you jump in an ocean of sorrow and guilt
drown yourself in bitter envy filled pills
I'm still standing on the side
where it's dry
hoping you're looking back when you've said goodbye
truth is
I just wanna go with my people
I just wanna go with my people
but I don't
and hope I never will