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SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
There is a storm within my soul
It’s dark and it’s foreboding
I find myself caught in its thralls
And its wrath is just unfolding.


Rain and wind and sleet and hail
Plague my troubled skies
And as the raindrops drench my heart
My teardrops synchronize.


I find it hard to find the source
Of my gloomy situation
With panic in my stormy eyes
I scream in desperation.


And as I fight to find some light
The darkness presses on
And before I see it going…
My life, my soul, is gone.
SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
Tiger growling in my ear,
Tell me things I want to hear.
Make sure that there’s no one near,
When you cut out all my fear.


I bare my skin, you bare your claw,
As blood runs down I stare in awe.
My side in ribbons, red and raw,
The meanest tiger I ever saw.


Scars like stripes across my side,
Mouth sewn shut, eyes open wide.
****** ocean yields ****** tide,
My wounds are getting hard to hide.


A tear runs down your reddened cheek,
You choke on sobs and try to speak.
You ask how I could be so weak,
My eyes, like yours, begin to leak.


The tiger tries to hold my tongue,
To keep my song of woe unsung.
I feel way too old to be this young,
I feel as though my heart’s been wrung.


Your sadness turns to mere disgust,
I quickly start to lose your trust.
All my hopes just fade to dust,
I wipe my tears and act nonplussed.


You shake your head and turn to leave,
For you the truth’s hard to believe.
As though I’m dead you start to grieve,
Your absence serves as my reprieve.


The tiger smiles, he knows he’s won,
I know his torments have just begun.
My heart feels like it weighs a ton,
All my life has come undone.


I wish you’d never gone away,
I wish I could have made you stay.
I know there’s nothing I can say,
To keep you here another day.


I know it’s too late to regret,
Keeping this tiger as my pet.
It’s not your fault, so please don’t fret,
Just say good bye, and then forget.
SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
Take me up the stairs and then
Lead me to your room
Lay me down and kiss my neck
And let the love ensue.
Push my hair behind my ears
And slowly move your hips
Listen as I say your name
And watch my smiling lips.
Hold me close and hold me tight
Keep it soft and smooth
And hear my whimpers in the night
As our bodies move.
And when the heat begins to grow
Look into my eyes
See the passion lurking there
Laid plain, and free of lies.
As our bodies mold to one
I can’t help but to feel
Without you I’d be half of me
The love we have is real.
So as my body arches up
And pleasure hits its peak
I melt into your arms once more
And sweetly drift to sleep.
one of the few positive poems I've written in my life,,,,i love you jesse <3
SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
Mother why are you crying
Could it be because I'm dying?
You thought the worst was in the past
I should tell you, you were wrong.

Father why are you yelling?
It just makes death more compelling;
You thought your voice would scare me
I should tell you, you are wrong.

Lover why are you leaving
I survived but still you're grieving?
You think you know best what's in my heart
I should tell you, you are wrong.

Brother why do you smile so wide
When I tell you I dream of suicide?
Thinking deep down I want to live
I should tell you, you are wrong.

Sister why must I love you so?
You are what makes it hard to go;
So innocent and fragile
You think the world so sweet and kind.
I should tell you, you are wrong.

So many people in my life
That question if this choice is right
They just don't know or comprehend
Why I so wish my life would end
And though I love them all so much
I feel so very out of touch
Even though I will be missed
I give them all a final kiss
You said this won't be my last song...
But I should tell you, you are wrong.
SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
sometimes i wonder why i am alive
then i remember that you're be my side
but what if we ever lost track of forever
and realized we couldn't survive it together?
SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
I gasp for air

But find none there

And try to find

Some piece of mind

As spiders weave

And sweethearts leave

From all the lies

Behind our eyes.

I scream your name

You stay the same

Silent as the setting sun

Lethal as my loaded gun

As children play

And secrets stay

Locked up tight

And out of sight.

I sing a song

So I feel strong

And watch the tears

Fall through the years

As fathers leave

And mothers grieve

I stay a stone…

I stay alone.
SheOfNeverland Mar 2014
So much noise in the back of my mind
Looking for the peace I never could find
I sit and stare across this empty space
Wishing I could fill it with a familiar face.
Lost inside these endless dreams
Relief is never as close as it seems      
And with your breath upon my back
I run, full speed, into the black.
You shout my name, I turn around
But you are nowhere to be found
Fist full of hair I stumble down
Unto my knees as screams surround.
My voice is strangled, not my own
Beneath each fallen tear has grown
A tree with branches reaching high
Through these dreams into the sky.
But when I try to climb the limbs
An ominous, crippling storm begins
And from the trees I plummet down
And find myself upon the ground.
Heartbeat slows, fades in and out
Whisper fades, ghost of a shout…
And in my final breaths I see
Your smiling face looking down at me.
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