I thought the wave would have
consumed you
but it ended up
swallowing me
whole.

We seem to never get the timing right

                    when I look at you
                                                      you look at away
                   when you see me
                                                      I hide away

        does this mean that we can never meet half-way?

                  When I'm in deep slumber
                                                      you're alive and kicking
                  Your talkativeness fill up
                                                       the bubbling silence in our talks

                               Do you think of me like I think of you?
                               or am I just a passing thought?

                               Do I frustrate you like you frustrate me?
                                             or am I just
                                                               your friend?

are the lines broken or straight?
am I crazy or just pretending to be insane?
can I not think about it? (but it's still there lingering)
do you think I'm sane enough to be
or insane enough to not be

F O C U S ING
gets hardeR
when tiny particles of dust
is inhaled
do you think I'm high or low?

do you think of me?
I see you in my dreams
sleeping next to me
then one moment I wake up
but it was only a dream
you were never there
never ever there

why did you have to make me feel?
why did you have to make me see?
why is everything too much?

too much
              too much
                          too much

                                                I feel suffocated
                                                                             GO AWAY
                         GET AWAY
                                                from
                                                                              ME.












I'll only break your heart
I'll only make you cry
so Yes the answer is
                                                                   NO.

Decision making
involves
a yes or a no
answer
who do you call in the middle of a disaster?

I don't know if I'm being lead on by my emotions
for sure
I can say
that I am
not the only one
to blame

We can only be free
from our insecurities
once we accept
our flaws
and care less
about what they think
and focus more
on what "I" think
the negative energy will pulsate endlessly
if we don't **** it with a little positivity
don't you think?

Delaying the inevitable
does not help
because it will creep onto you
slyly like a snake preying on a rat
so take caution
and just do it.