Imma be popping these pills til I disappear,
Popping these pills til my mind is clear,
Walking down the street grin from ear to ear,
I worry about no one because I don't have any fear,
I can be the nicest person or your biggest regret,
But if you true and stick to your word than you have nothing to fret,
And I can bet just about anything even in my sedative state,
That I'm cool and step up to the plate,
My love is a wildfire that clears the most dense of forests,
My rage is weapon that cuts a person out as quickly as you cut a bad habit,
Which version of me you meet that's up to you to decide,
And if your true to form than you have nothing to hide,
But I keep it real,
Wether these wounds stay open or heal....
But I'll be popping these pills til the day that I die,
Because if I don't I split all my sides,
And that's when the darkness that hides takes its opportunity to come out and play in the dark,
Where the shadows dance and the moonlight makes musick with it's light

God is in the government,
For how long will you blindly follow
Rich men in office out to swallow,
All our riches and possessions,
All our prides and explore our indiscretions?

God is in the government,
A made up religion just to be able to control masses of people,

They use their power as a form of abuse,
To mentally *******,
Steal and rob you of hardset morals & dignity just to make a quick buck of you,

God is the Government,
A big fat LIE wrapped up real nice,
With the promise of heaven for all your sacrifice,

But I refuse to swallow the big pharmaceutical pill their body of government feeds us all to keep us tamed and brainless,

Religion is used as their secret weapon of destruction,
Make our differences from nation to nation the pseudo reason why we're always fighting wars with someone else,

God is the government,
They steal our futures by enlisting all your children to be soldiers,
Pack em up and ship them off to distant lands to die in war,

Your faith was built off a bribe,
Man maid lie manufactured by those who want to be keep control,
Knowing that with fear they can bend, **** and break you to KEEP us all BLIND and under control,

But God IS the Government,
They used our hunger for something better than what we're living,
As a false hope that if we do what were told we'll be rewarded in a heavenly world.

I keep it RAW like a unchoreographed Brawl,
I reach masses while MF fall on they *****,
And don't you get me started on editors trying to sugarcoat my ****,
You can take your sweet *** to the donut shop with your cut ****,

I dump my all,
My soul,
I pour overflow with real events!
Because people don't connect to that fake ****,

There was no shortcuts or passes in the trials of my life,
So why the **** should I censor the poetry of my strife?

See I don't understand how we in 2018....
And yet STILL no one feels like they can truly be FREE,
I like it RAW hard facts like national geographic!
Teach em ALL the ropes and lines of what life really is,
*** everyone seems to see the world thru ROSE-COLORED glasses,
Walking blind to daily events,
And no one seems to ever vent,
Because it is "TABOO"

WELL ***** YOU!
Gimme a glass of rawness ANY DAY!!

You we're only in love with me for what you could turn me into,
but you never loved me for me.

you loved me as far as you can mold me,
you loved me as much as you can stand me,

You were only in love with the version of me that you thought you could change,
Into the version of your perfect self you wanted me to be,

You were only infatuated with the idea of me,
you were only in love with my body but never for me,

But you failed to compromise and you minimised,
Failed to comprehend that when you say I Love You that it means you love that person as a WHOLE.

That love should be infinite without limitations.

I wear my heart upon my sleeve,
For all of you to see,
It's apparent most of you twist my arm behind my back,
*** you think I have no heart,

Well guess what?
In fact I DO,
I just guard mine like a sacred tomb,
These harsh conditions and selfish lovers,
Left me no choice but to put it to a cold slumber,
In a deep hibernation,
Maybe for now,
Maybe FOREVER,

So for now I wear this patch,
Of a heart upon my sleeve,
A reminder that I FEEL,
& that I have FEELINGS TOO!

I've watched the day from sunrise to sunset,
I've watched it turn from day to night and back again,

My body is tired,
My mind's awake,
The soul it NEVER rest,

The days my mind finally shuts down,
My body crumbles....
They are the Best,
Those are the nights I close my eyes,
Close my mind and finally put myself to REST.

They say I have a mom Complex,
This can either be good or bad I guess,
They say I take care of everyone,
But I don't give 2 flying ***** about myself,
They say I've been stuck in survival mode too long....
That I don't know how to react to normal human interaction,
But I became such a recluse that this became the usual reaction,
And yes I have a tendency of covering everyone's ***** because I'm loyal and soon enough my loyalty will also be my downfall.