There is faith in my blood
Cold hate that won't wait to
raise hell with my love

and I won't try to change your mind
I'll just wait for my fate
while you cry

I'll be fine for one more day
and I won't pray
I wont beg, for this life

This wine will be my mind
never solid, nor sober
a mess all the time

I won't pay to see this movie till the end
I wanted out, I chose sin
hoping a change in me would begin

At first there was so much, then so little

It was no wonder why.  

I felt I was to lie

down

next to

dreams that'll die a slow death tonight.  

But I am born again through them in a new life

I am still alive, Aren't I?

What little faith
fell from eyes
and lay dead on my skin
hoping to be reborn in my heart again

like angels strapped to the arms of an electric chair awaiting their invisible fate
We anticipated our pain
One black moon shows the world that the universe exists regardless of our blindness in the dark
What is beyond the all-encompassing?
Nobody knows when nothing really matters
No one can think about the future when you're strapped to the chair

Take Your Pills, Take your medicine
Do you really make yourself
Better than you've ever been?

Trust in life is never promised
        And its the world that makes
you feel like it's not alright
perhaps grasp that
   The entire world is still in this fight.
  they all lose their minds every day
From minute to the next is another question
burning in your brain
Unanswered. Inadequate.  Now you must suffer
........the whole day.............
/you never get a whole day/

The hammer will beat down
the ones who never forgave
The ones who did
will never be
forgotten
The **** you did
IS still so rotten////
You were'nt just a soul
you were everything and one thing
sought for something that means nothing
Do you feel it now as you disappear?
You disappear.  
you ******* disappear.
and thank god you're gone

Love is no ****
but its a drug
no love is no love
a drug is one
and it is the other
drugs are okay
if you get them from your lover