I get nervous around you.
I feel my heart drop to my stomach.

Your smile warms my heart
And freezes time.

You have eyes like no other
They stare deep inside of me
They know my deepest secrets
And my most broadest details.

The way you look at me
Like you miss me
Like you hate me
Like youre unsure of what love really means

You can lie to yourself all you want
I'm still with you
The reminisce of me haunts you at night
You love me
But you have that macho man way of life
So you can't love me.
But you want to
I hope.

The way your lips move
Is like no other.
Its smooth like a hockey puck on ice
Its words travel like teenage kids trying to escape
Their lives.
Something I know you wanna do.
Everything you say,
Everything you do,
Leads me to believe
You just want to leave.

the straddling vines are there, I know,
near the bedroom window,
dangling against a starless sky,
cascading the night, with a muted sly;
encroaching the intermittent silences,
between us, going places.
cashing in on my ignorance
of their senses,
compared to mine, immersed in her *****
and on her thighs, the straddling veins
shining on both, an eager moon, in vain
as the clouds moved in to veil my lay in.

i like the little bits of you
the bits that no one gets to see

the half smile when you wake
the silent tear when you start to brake

your tired eyes at the end of the day
the delayed kisses before i go away

the things that go through your mind
the times you wish you could rewind

i love the little bits of you
the bits that no one get to see

i love that you save them for me

I dont get it, your everywhere but nowhere.
Your far away but still here
I see your name everywhere, i never did before
Is there hope? Im hoping
But im becoming hopeless
Because time is going by, and these feelings i cant deny.
Your not pushing me away but nor are you keeping me close.
I like to think your a phase, but ive been stuck in this maze
with you
And i hate this feeling of not knowing what your feeling
I swear it was real, for the time it lasted
But for you it disappeared and left me more attracted
to what i thought i knew, sometimes i wish it never happened.
I would love to wait, but the thought of that just makes me hate
how im so naive, for your words i believe, why do you do this, i need some some relief..
I dont want give you the satisfaction
of knowing ill be here when you decide to come to back.
But i cant help myself, your the perfect distraction
So If you come crawling to me, don't mind my delayed reaction.

**** This
**** writing
  **** poetry
   **** happiness
   **** prosperity
     **** ambition
      **** love
       **** greatness
        **** living
         **** fulfillment
          **** light
           **** good
            **** strength
             **** self control
              **** self preservation
               ******* for making me so weak

My mind patiently waiting
My heart impatiently waiting
My soul lost trying to find yours
When will we coexist in harmony?

My heart, your heart
Two different entities
Yet one and the same
Beating simultaneously

Our hearts quickening
Witnessing a spectacle
The supernova of feelings
In each other’s eyes

Our bodies radiating heat
Engulfing us in steam
Our glimmering eyes visible
Beacons

Leading my soul to yours
Yours to mine
Finally
Coexisting