Social media
A place that we can stray away from reality
Our own place
And enjoy our lovely fan base
With positivity
With love no misery
But the other side
it concerns me


When you loved by your community
It soothes you
Known that you are loved by others
Some moves you
To keep going, don't stop
It's a lot to take in
So much that if you lose it
You lose you
When the love is gone
Nothing you can do but lose


It's not true
Social media can change you
Messes with your mental
And then you lack potential
To keep going
Knowing that your boat is sinking
You can't swim
Knowing you can end up drowning
But without your fanbase
You cant be saved
Knowing that you made it sink
So you cave in


You're stuck stranded in the ocean
No one to save you
You think the blame is on you
It's not
social media changed you
You feel the world is better off without you
Couse social media fed you that


Then you let the boat sink
end it all
Drowning
To never resurface
This write is for someone who Drowned
And unable to resurface
Who is it for, Check the news
The bluebirds are chirping in melancholy
They should have a clue

This is also a message
That Drowning is far from the truth
You have people  who care for you
Get help
Who can help you
Yet so many fake faces out here
You don't want to
The world was never better off without you
we love you

Is my life worth it
That question stings me
it pains me
It's hard to cope
When no one is behind you
To say hey I got you
I don't have that
instead, I got the ones that stab you in the back
and watch you bleed
and laugh like it's funny

I wonder
How my life become the drug of hate
Hate that's hard to erase
It takes a toll upon me
So I created an isolated place
In my mind
Now you wanna open up the doors
well my doors not
Open it for what, so you can hurt me?
And blame me that you left me?
You should stop watching me
Couse, I won't open
See I chose this
But I'm not safe in there
Misery lives in here

I regret it, I let him in
I open up my doors so he could leave
But he never did
He's to settled in
My mind
Plays like he's kind
He's the kind that isolated me
Became a knife and stabbed me
All over my body until I can't move
My body bleeds like a faucet on high
I lie here lifeless

Put's me in place to either lie here
Let him win
Or put him back outside where he came from
So I can win
But for you to do that
You have to open the doors
Now the misery is talking
I don't know what to do anymore

What's the feeling you get when someone you love
Reach success
It's a mess
full of emotion
That gives me motion
To do better
The leather
Becomes metal
Becomes unbreakable because were unbreakable
No touch of the enemies hand can do the unthinkable


We both start at the bottom and now at the top
looking down on those who shot
us down with bullets and digs holes for us to fall in
We won't because we're not going to give in
We keep taking our steps in the real world and we are gonna win
As long as we let on rope tie us in
Darkness
I'm really happy about writing this
Because of someone, I love
It becomes a gift
A gift that is written in all my heart
It started with you


Ever since I was a young kid
Everything we did
We did together
For the better
Talk like no tomorrow
From sorrow to happiness
You say I made it happen
Without you
I never would have new what love felt
In the hell, I'm living in
But now this write breaks in
Frees me from it
And you freed me from it
Because now I know what true love is
And the real me
now I helped you find the real you


Your off doing better
Coming from deadly weather
That phased you
Then I saved you
From the gutter
Now you're beautiful like no other
This writes getting too long
It's going over on two pages
So what I really want to say is
I knew my purpose because of you
I love you

What does it takes to understand a man
I ask myself that
Cause I am that
Matter of fact
A man who has lost days
and use pages to break away
From those days
I am glad i stayed among the living

Living in peace
But some doesn't
some living in the streets
Begging for loose change
On streets
Or those who lose everyone they meet
Cause of mental stabilities
It's crazy
Then they get judged
Some treat them like felonies
Or tell them they will never be
Perfect
I'm the voice that when people think things
They never say them
Their lifting weights
Let me weigh them
Cause they need a savior
So I'll save them

You want to head for a perfect life
To suffice your needs
see sights you wanna see
Understand me
I do to
But were human
Failure exists
now you say you never did
Admit it
You're scared to show your insecurities
To Sit down
And take off your crown
And say I fell down
Kings can't rule without his city village and towns
Real Kings made it
You imagined it
Come on now
Fear is an emotion
But you see it as false emotion
I see it as a potion
That grants me
To Push whatever stands in front of me

Before I can make a potion
Had to craft it
Imperfection gave me the material
To master the minerals
I learn that
but you never did
Perfection mangles you
Imperfection embraces you
But you never embraced it
Have you

You have no Idea what perfection is
Until you embrace the imperfection you live
Learn from it
Work it
into a better you
Perfection tells you who you are
Imperfection is what are
what we all are
They say never judge a man
Until you walk a mile in his shoes
Couse Imperfection made his shoes
Now he's bigger than you
Bigger then you will ever be
Since your "Perfect"
You'll never be
The truth is
Perfection
Is a fallacy

Back on a page again
Back in my zone
Alone with the pen
And paper favoring
The strokes of a stanza
Hands up and i feel the light
It clense me
From cancerous people telling me
Your nothing but a manufactured felony


Its hell in me
That they tear me apart on days
When your a star
And strike you down
Turn you into a falling star
For what
I didnt deserve a beat down from clowns
Who can just mess around with everyone
I deserve a home and the sounds
Of angels huming tone


But no
What did i do
Hurt you, No?!
Then whats the point of pointing a gun
To me?!
Whats the point saving a bullet for me?!
When i never shot you knee?!
I get it
Its not me
Its for you
Cause this write is a bullet itself to shoot right back at you
A fatel wound
Its real for me
But not for you
So get lost
Fool.....

Hold it
You thought i was finished?
My writes never ends until the paper finish
It isnt
So im gonna let this last thought out
Cause if i dont
Ima fall out
To bullies who think can walk away
From who you put in the trash
Your the trash now
This write will take the trash out
Get out
Good bye
And peace out.

What made me write this
Youll never see
But I cant hold this emotion
Or else I'll lose me
So i will rip it out of my chest
And put it on this page
I will not rest
Here comes my voices
"This is it"
Your wrong
"Whats next"

When no one is behind you
Who is behind you
When no one is below you
Who is below you
Who is above you that rains flowers and pedals
And loves you
Its hard to think of that
Wishing that the past would never had come to that

That picture of the past
Won't change
Just the people inside of them do
When he does it hurts you
The love was never there for you
He left you
Then whats the point of having a child
When no love is due
Its disgusting
Think your a man
Your a coward
A waste of space
I hate people who are two faced
So get out of my face

Your nothing
Your a wash up
Who desrved to be tossed up
Moped up
And sent to hell
In a cell
For what you done
Now you want to come back and make it one?!
Are you out of you mind?!
With all the dreams you find
All you do is feed, burn and lie
Your the fall of human kind
With you there is no light


Had to let that out
But wasnt just for me
Its for someone I am close to
If you read this
Grab your own glass and fill it
Dont let your fear destroy you
Hopes this helps you

I'm back on the page again
Yet again
Writing about life and how it's been
In the wheather in
Storms of all levels
Facing demons fighting devils
But I'm on my level


But my voices tell me "Your not in level, you should go to your crib and settle"
Like hell I live this
I don't wait for handouts
I go get it
But there's some people I connect with
Who lives in restless nights
And fights for light but never reaches it
Then falls and say "This is it"
It's not it


It's the beginning of the war we're facing
Yeah your not alone out there
But alot of people are wearing mask out
there
How to tell when enemies are coming from down stairs
To break them
To watch them shed tears
I say to them
So this is fun

But then when someone like you
Puts a gun
To your head
Then what words will come out of your mouth
None



Just Had to get that out
For those who are suffering
I'm just like you
I hope this write soothes you
I hope the next verse does to
For example
Whats Inside there is a fire
That burns inside of you
That brings you to higher places



Fire you can walk through
Protect those who are dear to you
If you lose you'll get smarter
The wise never fluants its power
The wicked hides its claws
Fire wins
Fear lost