Bright Eyes
I know you stare at me while I sleep
I wake in the night
to discover you're gone,
But the truth is you live
in my dreams before dawn
I wish I could sleep peacefully like a housecat,
snuggled into a reclining chair,
without a care in the world
I know that probably you hate me
I know all this but still my rotting heart has me saying this
I've been thinking about you,missing you,
I've been writing to you but they are all drafted
All the madness I have in me
You tamed it graciously
How can I forget
The passion of love
You melted us and made us apart.

I'm Lost
In something that I
Lost

No Love
I ain't yours and you ain't mine
My heart feels cold what is a soul for the darkness inside of me
Its really hard for Me to forget 
My life is already filled with regret
I think I am a mistake
My existence consists of nothing more than sorrow and remorse
It was awful. I can see how much time I wasted and how much fun I let go for you
you tried to take from me
a heart I never had
my heart is held prisoner
By the ribs that cage it

I am in a haze today it's cloudy and beautiful outside I just want to be me now but how do i become me if there is no you?
When ink joins with a pen, then the blank paper can say something
You broke my heart and left it burnt
Ashe's falling instead of rain from the grey sky
Remember that my heart was once an open door I let you in and you loved me from my skin unto the core
You were with me through happiness and worse,
through peace and battle
You where my faithful companion in this life's hustle
As i write it down my pen bleeds as it's ink seeps
In the garden of love i feel like a ****
You used to trumpet my mind away
He still water the seeds of sorrow with his tears and feed them with the manure of old memories
He bares his soul for us to feel .
ésahirbhat

The End of the Beginning 5/26/2018

And so it ended
The beginning of the chapter already
torn apart like it was a false start
I'm not alone, my friend,
Some evening leaves love dancing in the wind
I love to die when it's too early
The colors may just fade away,
When does a rainbow turn bland
Let me put it in words for you
I wished for the wrong thing
I thought you'd always keep a piece of my heart
But I've let you go completely
That hurts too
Soon my bones  will absorb my words
In need of being loved; in need of a hug
In need of somebody; somebody to love
You can tell me anything
I am no longer listening
someday we will be on the same page with the
right endings.

Don't go to sleep

Pray for your inner strength and you will see wonders inside you
You will see light in night and star's in day
I know you may get distracted in day
But night is for love
Try to be a night thief and a lover

The Prophet Muhammad "s. a. w"
Said that a true seeker must be completely empty like a lute to make sweet music of lord, lord

Don't go to sleep

You may feel the warmth of the beloved all around you
Let your heart lead you to your beloved
Your every pull draws me to you
Let your love splash in my chest
I know the death will take me soon
But i want to spend my whole life in the love room
Bow to the one
Who brings impossiblities to pass

Don't go to sleep

Work in a perfect harmony
I know I'm raw
Read th rest of this poem in dark tonight.

And finally 
Here Arrives
Our Beloved
Ramadan
And our hearts are soft from patience
I pray that we find the right doors to open, and that we remain among the faithful believers .