And finally 
Here Arrives
Our Beloved
Ramadan
And our hearts are soft from patience
I pray that we find the right doors to open, and that we remain among the faithful believers .

Patience is a virtue, she said with a smug smile
Her word's triggered a bitter memory

Out of everyone of you who broke my ****** heart there was one where i broke your's first
Still keeping your memory in the closet
Writing this is like smoking a cigarette
My toxic word's slowly **** me
There was a time
When we met for the last time, leaving my mark on your unkissed lips
And joining every line on your hands with my own
A feeling inside me
For i know by nature's law
The living does not belong with the dead........ We were young
And prone to basic love,
And yet it felt so real ......... I believed even the moon would seem dim in comparison to our light, And now I'm addictive and pleasing, Pralaysed i lay!!!
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I THOUGHT I LOVED YOU .
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For a time,  i thought you belong to me only me
You were the light in my eye's,  and the superpower behind my word's
You neglected those feelings my "BELOVED"
Like hundred hand's aiming me with guns!!! That painful thought stabbed too deep

Year's have passed
Now I' build comfortable bed's for my romantic ghosts
It's meaningless now
Recalling the time... .
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I THOUGHT I LOVED YOU.
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©sahirbhat .

I'm drifting 
through my dreams
My body is as light as a feather
I mainlined your love
And became hooked on the spot
No matter how many steps i take forward,
I am still living in the past
I couldn't stop the pain,
it overwhelms me
my face  is covered in smoke
rolling off my tongue
swirling in my lungs
im so far from reality
Cigarette carry every word
I was never able to say
I pretend I'm being washed.

I feel like I'm dead inside
I've just pretended that I'm alive
Looking around for the pieces, i lost
Somewhere far, or further
But still,  you have no idea what this did to me
choking, gagging myself
these acid words consuming me whole
Those sleepless nights
and endless frights
my tattered body parts
My eyes shredded blood
My heart pumped pain,
I feel paralysed
My lips are all dried up now
My anything was only because
You existed
I'm dead inside, these things are only a whisper of my soul

Change your wantings and make your intentions strong
You may not be aware of your body how it works
You go to sleep or You die
Keep wanting those connections
Observe those wounders around you
You will taste the artistry moving through
Buy a single seed you can get the whole jungle?
In those forests you will taste the divine wind?
Your pure lostness needs help that's the secret call
Stay strong
Respond to every call that excites your soul
There are love dog's
Be one of them
For sure he will heal your wounded heart
Like all medicine wants is pain to cure
Dont plug your ears with the cotton of consolations
Listen to the soul music
And let the wine of loving flow into you