Sadly Kida

Sadly Kida Feb 2018

I fear the
unknown
but it lures
me in
like an
Ill-mannered
feline
unwilling to
be tamed

Sadly Kida Feb 2018

i knew i would
lose her
to someone else
but it
still hurts

the pain
of not being
enough for her
tears me apart

and i am
empty

Sadly Kida Feb 2018

one day

i wish that
one day
my words
will lay
crisply between
your index finger
and thumb
on pristine white
feather like
pages

Sadly Kida Feb 2018

how she sees me

loving someone
who fears
emotion
is a tragic
love story

Sadly Kida Feb 2018

its always her...

if i were
to explain
the feeling
of her lips
on mine
it would be
as if the stars
were to melt
into a river
of light
birthing sweet
honey suckle
blossoms