Text me if you’re bored n interested to play a game n get to know each other 💜

Sometimes the reason for letting go is because they can't help but hurt you during this phase of life. When you love someone deeply, you learn what demons love within them and you realize that they're hurting you because they are hurting somewhere within themselves. They are fighting a battle within and may not even know it. So, they take it out on you and fight you, you decide to let them go, not because you're being petty or resentful. You let them go because you really believe that the both of you can find healing you truly need without being together and without hurting each other in the process. Letting someone go doesn't mean you stop loving and caring about anyone. Letting go means you're choosing freedom over the illusion of loyalty...!

You have to be patient in your life. Things will come around if you’re patient:
We believe things work out if we are in a hurry. It is true that we must be efficient and fast but sometimes we should not rush into anything. Patience is one of the keys to success and people who cannot afford to wait should not expect better results. There’s a beautiful quote that resembles exactly what I mean-
“Greatness takes time. Just remember it takes 13 hours to build a Toyota but 6 months to build a Rolls Royce.” So do the work and be patient.

Trust the process. Whatever is happening (good/bad) ,trust your life:
It is not easy to trust the happenings and events of life when nothing is in our favor. And it isn’t easy either to be optimistic about it. But that’s where our toughness and resilience is being tested. People who can’t trust the process of their lives cannot expect to excel in their lives. It is not that we should blindly trust everything that happens and not change the course of life for the better. What I mean is that we should work out what’s in our control and if we can’t work out what isn’t, then leave it. Don’t ponder upon it and don’t waste time on it. It will work out with your persistence and hard work.

Be optimistic but not overly optimistic:
Gary Vaynerchuk, one of the best social media experts, rightly says that we must be optimistic in our lives. This is something that I learnt from him. The guy is so articulate in his thought process that it is next to impossible that one wouldn’t be inspired from him. Optimism can turn any situation into an achievable one. However, being optimistic doesn’t mean that we should be overconfident. Optimism is good but over optimism isn’t because that can easily ruin the chances of getting succeeding. It should be like “I can do it.” and not “Oh, it is so easy; obviously I will do it.”

Be kind and humble. But not with everybody:
One of the most common traits in people who did extraordinarily in their lives is that they are all humble and kind. These days’ people don’t believe in these moral values but no matter what the trend becomes nothing can beat the power of kindness. Kindness is the essence of our existence and if we sustain it, we can make huge impacts in the lives of other people. However, I believe not everybody deserves our kindness. Some philosophical minds are of the opine that we should be kind with everybody no matter what. For some cases it is true but for others it isn’t because there’s no wisdom in making a fool of ourselves. The best way is to stop being anything with them. The best way is to stop exhibiting any emotions with people who can’t value kindness.

Hey, listen to your emotions:

Bitterness: shows you where you need to heal, when you are still holding judgements on others and yourself!
Resentment: shows you where you are living in the past and not allowing the present to be as it is!!
Discomfort: shows you that you need to pay attention right now to what’s happening, because you are being given the opportunity to change, to do something different than you typically do it!!
Anger: shows you what you are passionate about, where your boundaries are, and what you believe needs to change about the world!!
Disappointment: shows you that you tried for something, that you didn’t give in to apathy, that you will care!!
Guilt: shows you that you are still living life in other people’s expectations of what you should do!!
Shame: shows you that you are internalizing other people’s beliefs of how you should be(or who you are) and that you need to reconnect with yourself!!
Anxiety: shows you that you need to wake up right now, and that you need to be present, and that you are stuck in the past and living in the fear of the future!!
Sadness: shows you the depth of your feeling, and the depth of your care for others and this world!!

I feel so lonely
My buddy's gone
Even my best friend is far far away
Every day is getting hard
Why did life had to be this hard?
Why did people always had to leave?
Why is it so hard to live now?
It's getting harder and harder every single day
And I don't think I can do it anymore
I have tried my absolute best and gave in my all and now
I don't have any hope nothing at all
I give up
Sorry to all the people whom I promised that I won't give up but it's way too hard now I can't bear it
I'M SORRY

Why am I so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine....?

When you wake up, just know
That you have a reason to live
Maybe you won’t know it yet
But you’ll soon.
You aren’t useless nor worthless
Treat yourself good
Apologise to yourself
You didn’t help yourself
When you needed it
You didn’t give enough time to yourself
So, give yourself some time
And love yourself like
You deserve to be loved.
Know your worth and enjoy life
Even if it’s not going as planned
Know that life is full of surprises….!
Be happy and
Love Yourself

Until you came into my world,
There was nothing but darkness and gloom.
My world was missing the clouds and the sun,
And also the stars and the moon.

I never believed in magic,
But you just appeared from thin air.
I thought I’d only be lonely in my life,
But now I’m a complete pair.
You made me who I’m at this point,
Mole me in every way.

There’s not a precious moment,
Where I don’t want to give you my whole day.
The passion between us is strong and ferocious,
To those that see the feelings that are shared between us.
Me for You & You for Me….!

Hey,how are you?
How has your day been so far?
I hope that you're okay. Whatever you're dealing with is temporary. That dark place you are in right now, it'll go away. Soon. Eventually. Don't lose hope. I myself have been in a place like that. But hey - I'm here for you. There's me, who's possibly on the other side of Earth to you, who loves you with all of my heart. Even if I don't know you. Although I've never met you or talked to you, I know you're an amazing person. Life may not be turning out as you want it to, but trust me, there's a lot more to life than those feelings of despair and pain. Perhaps this is already cliche but trust me. Pain isn't forever. Love yourself.
You are the only you in the world. No one is perfect! Your opinions and emotions are valid–don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. I wish the best for you to overcome your problems and rise above them….!
I love you…. Sincerely…. Genuinely….Love you…..!

I know that you have been having a hard time, but don't lose yourself, please....!

If you don’t believe in MIRACLES,
Perhaps you’ve forgotten you are ONE…..!

Was I always meant to fall?
Roses white and dying light
Silver’s sweet forgiving bite
She’ll ask “why”
No answers found
And I’ll rot deep
beneath the ground…!

I miss you when something really good happens Caz you're the one I want it share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me Caz you were the only one who understood me so well.
I miss you when I laugh or cry Caz you were the only one that made my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times spent with each other; for those are some of the best times of my life......!

Today I feel small—looked down on and disregarded. My thoughts are of little importance. My words have no bearing on the weight of the world. I’m tired of being taken for granted. If only I could get a fraction of what I give. But my efforts go unrecognised, and my soul keeps wishing to be noticed, to be valued; to be understood….!

The monsters were never
under my bed.
Because the monsters
were inside my head.

I fear no monsters,
for no monsters I see.
Because all this time,
the monster has been me…!

I prefer to distance myself whenever I’m in a bad mood because I’ll become the most heartless person you’ll ever meet….!

Be a walking contradiction! Be strong and soft. Be deep and light-hearted! Be beautiful and intelligent! Be confident and humble! Be someone who's quick-witted and a cheap sense of humor!
Be content climbing the mountains and enjoying the sweetness of doing nothing!
The world may try and classify you as one thing because that is far easier to understand than a person who has a little bit of everything in them!!
And you may feel misunderstood for a while, but just remember your people can only find you if you are brave enough to be yourself. There are parts of you that you have yet to discover. There is greater love that you have yet to find! There are experiences that are far beyond your imagination. And it's all waiting for you. Life is waiting for you, so set aside your expectations and go explore the world!!!
  BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO BE YOURSELF!!
               HOORIA IFTIKHAR ❤️❤️

My definition of toxic is when someone has hurt you so much to the point where you’re tired of it but you still love them so much that you don’t wanna leave and you’re willing to keep getting hurt by the same person hoping they will change but they never change, and you start thinking about bad things about yourself thinking you’re not worth it and you start losing your worth that’s toxic, toxic is when they start abusing you mentally, physically and emotionally, but you don’t care because you wanna keep loving them and make a better person the only reason there like that’s is because they have been hurt before and they think you’re going to hurt them in the same way but you’re not going to, toxic is when they stop putting effort into you, they stop talking to you, they don’t wanna see you, they don’t care about you, they talk to other people behind your back, they’re not loyal, not showing you off, they aren’t just treating you right like you should be treated, but you don’t think of it you just keep running back to them, and both of you guys realize you’re hurting each other but you guys never leave and just keep getting hurt and then hears and years and years come and you’re so hurt that you start having trust issues you have depression, anxiety and so much more, and you just can’t leave the relationship, it’s difficult because you love and care so much about them but sometimes you gotta love yourself before you try loving someone else, caring about yourself before someone else isn’t toxic but letting someone control you and who you are is. Don’t let no body tell you what you can and can’t do. YOU ARE YOUR OWN PERSON you’re not them and you’ll never be like them. You are yourself and if someone don’t like it we’ll they don’t deserve you, it’s crazy how’s person can hurt you so much and effect you and your future but it doesn’t always have to be like that, it’s also crazy how a person can hurt you and not give a **** but no matter what no body’s lives are prefect, we get knocked down lower then we have ever been just so we can climb higher then we ever have, so don’t lose faith in yourself entirely yet, there are so many more people out there, sometimes it’s okay to take a break from the world and relationships to focus on yourself so you can come back better than ever, don’t let these toxic *** friends and people stop you from being happy and getting what you want. So be happy and love yourself like you deserve to be loved….!❤️❤️

Nothing or no one will ever change the way I feel for you,
I’ll never leave you.
You’re my shoulder to lean on.
The person I know I can count on
You’re the love of my lives
My one and only
I’m yours and you’re mine
Together we’ll be of love.
Each day I love you more,
Today more than yesterday
But less than tomorrow
Your love is the most precious gift anyone could ever want
I melt and fall in love with you
Again and again.
I never knew what was love,
Until I met you.
Thanks for the love and the care you gave me.
I love you and I’ll always be here for you.
Whenever I think of you,
I have a smile on my face.
And in my heart as well.
Ever since you came into my life
I’ve always been so happy.
Loving and having you made my life
Full of joy and happiness,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!
You are all that I need.
I’d do anything for you.
I’m in love with you and
Nothing can stop me from loving you.
I’m always thinking of you.
You showed me the true meaning of love.

I don’t say I love you
Because I need to,
I say I love you
Because I really do.
No matter what happens
I won’t change anything I feel about you.
All the bad things we went though are worth it,
As long as I’m with you.
You’re my entire world,
MY REASON TO LIVE!
And the way I feel
When I’m with you.
I’ll make every second count because I miss you.
It’ll feel so good that
You’ll always be here with me.
And I promise you
I’ll always be here for you.
“I LOVE YOU…..!”

This is the part of my life where I silently remove myself from anyone who hurts me more than they love me, drains me more than they replenish me, brings me more stress than they do peace, and tried to stunt my growth rather than clap for it.
I think I’ve done more than enough talking and trying to make things work with certain people.......I’m done!

“Don’t let those boys get to you”

But some I wish
He would wait for me like he used to
Or text me back
Don’t keep me on delivered for for weeks on end

I wish I wouldn’t do everything wrong
I wish he didn’t love her
I wish I was better, however she is like
Because I’m hoping I’d do it right

I wish I wasn’t stupid or dumb
I wish I understood
I wish he loved me
I wish I didn’t say sorry so much

I’m afraid of losing him
Afraid I’ll stop liking or loving him
I’m afraid I’ll lose it
It won’t work out

It never does…..it never did………!

Its one of my theories that when people give you advice, they are really just talking to themselves in the past......!

Loving you was losing me.....!!💔💔

They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were alone
They didn't notice how attractive you were
They didn't notice how sweet you actually are
They didn't notice how you actually try to make other people smile
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractiveness
They did notice all of your flaws
They did notice all your mistakes
THEY DID NOTICE THAT YOU WEREN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR THEM……!

Today i feel....
Abandond
Ugly
Hurt
Like i dont matter
Useless
Invisible
Like i dont belong
Numb
Not worthy of love
Unappreciated
Hopeless

Wait i feel like this everyday💔

Can you open up the door?
Let your feelings out
Let put all the tears?
Realise yourself from the drought?

Can you open up the door?
Let me go inside
Let me know the feelings
You’re always trying to hide?

Can you open up the door?
Tell me all what is wrong
Tell me what to sing
So I can hear the right song…?

And then she cries (again)
Over and over
For what reason? She wonders
But then she remembers
All of it
Over and over

It crashes her
What crashes her
Over and over
But when is it finally over

Or is this a sign?
She should be suspicious
Or just letting go
So that things can finally flow (again)
Over and over

Have you ever realised,
That no matter what
How hard you try
You can’t get rid of
PAIN!

It’s like you can’t escape it
You can push it back
But eventually
It’ll come back, right?

That’s how you’re to me.
You’re my pain that
Won’t go away
No matter how hard I try,
You’ll always be there
In my mind….!

I sent love
And
Received PAIN.....!💔💔💔

This is what I like about photographs:
They’re proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect…..!

This is what I like about photographs, they’re the proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect……!

There was a time I told you,
            of all that ached inside;
            the things I held so sacred,
            to all the world I’d hide.

But they became your weapon,
             and slowly I’ve learnt,
             and the less that is said the better,
             the lesser I’ll be hurt.

Of all you’ve used against me,
             the worse has been my words.

There are things I’ll never tell you,
            and it is sad to think it so;
            the more you come to know me-
            the lesser you will know.

I'm very ugly
So, don't try to convince me that
I'm a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day,
I hate myself in every single way
I'm not going to lie to myself by saying
There's beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured, I'll remind myself
That I'm a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
That i still deserve love
Because no matter what,
I'm not good enough to be loved
And I'm in no position to believe that
Beauty doesn't exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror, I always think
Am I as ugly as people say?

(Now read bottom up)

Why do we get hurt everytime by the people we love...???
Like why is it the one we love and not the one we don't...?

You gave me the best of me,
So you’ll give you the best of you.....!

Every time you hurt me so bad ,
That the PAIN lost its meaning......!!!💔💀💔💔

You left
when I needed you to stay,
But still,
I loved you all the same....!!

The things you hide in your heart.........
Eats you alive...!!💔💔💔

I killed my own happiness in such a young age,
By loving someone more than myself.......!!💔💔

Roses aren’t always red
& violets aren’t exactly blue,
the society that we live in
never seems to speak the truth.

Smiles aren’t always happy
& frowns aren’t always upset,
people judge too quickly
& our feelings are what they forget..!

Life always teaches,
The hardest lessons
To the softest hearts....!🥺💯