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93 · May 2021
To Mom and Dad
Hooria Iftikhar May 2021
Mom and dad, this is for you.......:
Everyday you called me selfish, immature, brat, stupid, sad little girl and all other things you guys would tell me, I would go to the restroom and start crying in that little corner. Crying my eyes out until they would dry up from all the crying. I started to believe in all the things you would tell me.
And now, I hate myself because of it.......thank you guys!!
Parents need to understand that they can do mistakes too and their words and their comparisons hurt their children, many children are depressed caz of parent’s silly behaviour thinking they are perfect and only children can make mistakes. This needs to change.........!
92 · Feb 2021
TIRED
Hooria Iftikhar Feb 2021
Would it be fine
If I let go?
Will everything be right,
Only if I'm gone?
Is it okay for me to let go?
Is it really necessary to make everything right?
Do I really have to let go?
Will I be able to live without it?
All I want is to be happy!
But, do I deserve happiness?
Do I deserve love?
Am I really worth it?
I don't know.....!
Would anything change
If I'm gone forever?
Will I affect anybody?
Will everything be right?
But,
Will it ever......!!
#suicide #mental-illness #GE
#dying
91 · Oct 2021
Unsure & confused
Hooria Iftikhar Oct 2021
I’m not sure what I’m more afraid of:
Feeling alone or letting people in……!
Idk somebody help me with this!
91 · Feb 2021
Imp message
Hooria Iftikhar Feb 2021
Depressed people, those with mental illnesses/flaws, those struggling with anxiety etc

Yall the strongest people alive!!

You might be thinking, no I'm actually weak" I'm not that strong eto but the very fact that you're alive, living every hard and sickening day that comes by is more than enough strength to show.you could have ended it all but you fought to find a reason to live and you hold on to that reason every single day.

So yeah, y'all strong and beautiful ❤️❤️
Believe in yourself and LOVE YOURSELF!💖💖💖💖
#self-patient
Just wanted to give hope to all people like me out there, let's hang on a bit more and let's be strong and have hope!
Let's start loving ourselves just the way we are!!💖💖💖
Hooria Iftikhar Nov 2021
Be gentle with yourself. "Slacking off" didn't erase all the progress that you've already made. You can begin as many times as you'd like. Be excited to begin again. Be proud to begin again,  no matter how many times you have to, because with each time, it means you're getting closer and closer to achieving your goals.
"Don't be afraid to begin again"
I'm back y'all
It feels good to be back....!
87 · Mar 2021
GIVING UP ON YOU
Hooria Iftikhar Mar 2021
If I ever decide to give up on you,
You need to understand how much
That took out of me.
I’m that type of gives endless chances,
Always has your back and truly accepts you
For who you are, when the rest of the
World doesn’t want you,
I will.
So if I decided to give up on you,
Please understand that it took everything
That was left inside of me to
Leave you alone....!
It broke me apart which will never stick back!
Living now is useless!
86 · Oct 2021
Fake mask
Hooria Iftikhar Oct 2021
We all are born someday, but as we grow up, we start to bury ourselves within a mask, and we go out trying to make something of ourselves, to ‘be somebody’.
Forgetting what we buried,
Forgetting who we are…..!
Are you really you right now?
86 · Jun 2021
Identity
Hooria Iftikhar Jun 2021
I'm living life but **** it feels like living a lie cause who I am feels like an act, and when the play comes to an end.....I won't know who I really am.......!
~Elisha David
Miss you
85 · Feb 2021
WONDER
Hooria Iftikhar Feb 2021
Sometimes I wonder,
When will this pain end?
When will this craziness end?
When will I stop eating those medicines?
When will I get rid of it?
When will I be normal?
Would there be a moment like this;
Where I'll have no pain, no craziness
Only happiness and joy
But then,
Realization and Reality
hits my mind
And reminds me that
I'll never be normal,
The pain will never end,
The craziness won't **,
I can never stop eating those medicines.
Even after all this,
I still wish for all this
**** to end,
For this never-ending pain
Pain to leave me and
Go far away from me!
But,
Will it ever???
#mental-illness.  #patient. #sick&tired
#dead
Hooria Iftikhar Jan 2021
Please, tell me not to cry
Please don’t say there was a reason why
You don’t know what I am feeling
Or how much I am hurt,
The wet spots are from tears on the collar of the shirt
You think I should go on with life,
Forget about it and be strong?
But deep down I’m sad, and I don’t want to go along!
I don’t expect you to understand why
For no apparent reason, I break down and start to cry
My life has changed forever, you see
And that’s why I’m not acting like the old me
So, please don’t try to act like nothing happened
Because it changed my life forever
I’ll never be the same again,
Not today, not tomorrow but never
The best thing you can do for me is just be there
Just like always dear,
My broken heart is hurting hard
And it’ll never mend.......!
I wrote this when I was at my lowest and just needed somebody beside me so yea........hope u like it!
84 · Aug 2021
Repeat after Me
Hooria Iftikhar Aug 2021
I'm allowed to do what's best for me, even if it's upset people....!
Don't care what people think about what you do because people are just temporary.
82 · Aug 2021
Heartless
Hooria Iftikhar Aug 2021
Don’t put me in a position where I gotta show you how cold my heart can get….!
81 · Jul 2021
Life Lessons (pt.1)
Hooria Iftikhar Jul 2021
You have to be patient in your life. Things will come around if you’re patient:
We believe things work out if we are in a hurry. It is true that we must be efficient and fast but sometimes we should not rush into anything. Patience is one of the keys to success and people who cannot afford to wait should not expect better results. There’s a beautiful quote that resembles exactly what I mean-
“Greatness takes time. Just remember it takes 13 hours to build a Toyota but 6 months to build a Rolls Royce.” So do the work and be patient.
TO BE CONTINUED.....MORE COMING SOON!
81 · Sep 2021
Time goes by
Hooria Iftikhar Sep 2021
People leave,
Pain stays.
Soul leaves,
Memories stay.
But,
Pain lessens,
Memories blurs
Time goes by.
And,
Pain fades,
Memories disappears,
Life goes on,
Time really goes by.....!
I believe that sad poems are best written when you are sad or hurt because those emotions can be felt when reading the pork you wrote
77 · Jul 2021
Second choice
Hooria Iftikhar Jul 2021
Am the only one who always feels left out?
I feel like I'm always the last choice, I'm always the least favourite person, people around me, I feel like everyone has their own things, groups and friendship circle and I got nothing just.... Me, myself and I ......!
75 · Aug 2021
Thought
Hooria Iftikhar Aug 2021
It hurts having you in my life, it hurts not having you in my life….I can’t win…..!
74 · Apr 2021
The Choice
Hooria Iftikhar Apr 2021
I didn't quit,
I simply chose myself
Instead of continuing to try
For someone who wouldn't
Try for me......!
Walk away for ur good it hurts a lot ik but it will be fine soon ok
Hooria Iftikhar Aug 2021
I hate you more and more everyday but there is this little things that keeps bothering me and I don't understand it:
Why can't I stop loving you? Why am I always thinking of you even when knowing that you don't even remember me, but I keep missing you.
I miss you so much that I can't explain. I wish I could turn back time, so that I'd meet you sooner and stay with you longer! And I'm still thinking of you because you are the only thing on my mind every time. I wish you'd know how I fall for you everyday and how my day doesn't go good without seeing you, how I'm hurting as well as having immense happiness seeing you, but I want you to know every single thing. I still see you everyday, I see that it didn't affect you but it affected me too much that it changed me, to the point that I stopped doing the things that I loved, to the point that I hate myself so much for everything.
I just can't hold on anymore. I feel like I'm falling down and this time I won't be able to get up. I'm so hurting. I miss you so much. I'm tired...!
I wrote this a long time ago, and recently I accidentally found it and when I read it I could feel how much pain I had to go through at the time I wrote this, but time went by so I want you to know time goes by, you just don't have to give up and don't have to lose hope even when everything is impossible know that this will pass by you've gone thru much tough time
This will go by too, just be strong.....!
Hooria Iftikhar Apr 2021
Who needs ******* when human emotions can ******* up just the same....!
What do u guys think?

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