I hate you more and more everyday but there is this little things that keeps bothering me and I don't understand it:
Why can't I stop loving you? Why am I always thinking of you even when knowing that you don't even remember me, but I keep missing you.
I miss you so much that I can't explain. I wish I could turn back time, so that I'd meet you sooner and stay with you longer! And I'm still thinking of you because you are the only thing on my mind every time. I wish you'd know how I fall for you everyday and how my day doesn't go good without seeing you, how I'm hurting as well as having immense happiness seeing you, but I want you to know every single thing. I still see you everyday, I see that it didn't affect you but it affected me too much that it changed me, to the point that I stopped doing the things that I loved, to the point that I hate myself so much for everything.
I just can't hold on anymore. I feel like I'm falling down and this time I won't be able to get up. I'm so hurting. I miss you so much. I'm tired...!
I wrote this a long time ago, and recently I accidentally found it and when I read it I could feel how much pain I had to go through at the time I wrote this, but time went by so I want you to know time goes by, you just don't have to give up and don't have to lose hope even when everything is impossible know that this will pass by you've gone thru much tough time
This will go by too, just be strong.....!