I thought I would come back
But I haven’t
I’m still waiting

Where did I go.

I want to find the eternal sea
Where the horizon dare not touch the sky
But they exist ubiquitously

When I close my eyes
The darkness recedes
But I want the it to take me
To lay me in a bed of grass
And never come wake me
Let my body decompose
And return to this ground
From which I rose

Then let me grow
I will metamorphosize
And bloom into anemones
The flower of the wind
I will study the skies
And learn it’s ways
There I might finally thrive
For I cannot bear this world
But I want to feel alive

It's a hollow kind
of happiness
But I'm addicted to
the emptiness

I love God,
Daddy don’t you love god too?
Your the one who introduced us
But daddy, did I find your god?
Because my God loves me
But you made me suffer
In his beloved name.