It isn't late I guess..
Its just 3 am..
I am not alone for I have  a guest..
It brought its friends...those became my bests
pain was shy.but regret was hard
Tears were there,to sing to my heart...

I know we are apart..I know we are done
I know I can't call you.especially after what I've done
But I just wish..if we or I had one trick..
To point you eyes.and you have a peak..
To see my heart.on the walls of my poems
To feel my pain..by the blood of my ink..
Please look here.I wish you would..

You know what is hard ?
Missing you ,
You know what is really Hard ?
Unable to move on.
You know what is Hard?
seeing you,in every corner
You know what is even harder than that?
crying you out ...

I called you Baby with a smile..
Happy and foul thinking you are mine
Even between us a thousand miles.
I just wanna remind you that you are mine
I called you baby so you'll smile
and to remind you,you are mine
I called you baby and I know
You will pick up and say hello
I fell into you voice mail
And it was the voice of male
He said you retched.. ..&....home.
And right then I knew I am alone
You broke my heart and lock the door
As you shut down my soul
I now check your picture from time to time
And cry over the days when you were mine
I called you Baby one last time..
And I hung up with a broken smile..

Dear Dear,
  I am writing to informe you about YOU
  You has broken the heart of ME,again
  You has lied,and lied over and over,again
  Even YOU has promised to not do such thing,again
  But remarkable YOU has broke the promises,again
  We dont understand why the ME forgive the YOU,again
  We cant even imagine how the ME can convince forgiving the You,again and ******* again and again and ******* ******* again;but the Me did.
So,after log talks with the Me.we decided and he,to make a remarkable effort togethe just to say these few wrods;
  *******,m not forgiving yu anymore
  You will be forgforgoten ,moved on on be sure
Goodbye you freaking *****

Fogive me baby for being away
I had to get the money;and there were no other way
I am now not that far;just couple days voyage
I had all what he asked,but he used my age
He said I am young,too young;he ******* used my age
Sorry dear,I would ask, but you wont run away I know
I know you love me;if we run away,we live low
But I am too afraid to ask you to live low
Forgive me baby,forive me being away,far away
But most of all baby,forgive me for staying far away

For the poor souls out there...
For the broken heart's with inside..
You love proves you humans so don't fear..
You are better than most who thought of suicide ..
I tell you goodnight,good morning depending on you side  
And I apologize If I ever hurt you,I didn't meant that dear..
This is my last message ,read it,I hope its clear
I loved you.I love you and will always love you..only you dear