RMatheson

RMatheson May 12

My pornhub
searches
start with
"loving".

RMatheson May 12

Concrete

The
pavement
cracks like
memories.

RMatheson May 12

And there's
no girl
in the passenger seat
to keep me
in my lane.

RMatheson May 12

I had no idea
you were tunneling
under the life we had made
churning up ground
and defecating it out
until it all collapsed
in a pile of ****.

RMatheson May 12

How can it be
that after all
you're just another
stereotype.

RMatheson May 12

I see pictures of you
and recoil
in shock
at the sight
of the face
of the girl
you destroyed
(she wasn't real,
she drowned herself
inside of you).

RMatheson May 12

The only thing
harder than my pain
is how I press the letters
writing messages
to you that
I will delete,
unsent.