RMatheson

RMatheson Apr 15

And to think
I've felt GUILTY
looking at ****
since our issues started,
the whole time
you were ACTUALLY
******* someone else.

RMatheson Apr 15

Misogynist

It's funny,
you know
that this relationship
that seemed about
teaching me to trust again,
has only turned me
into a Mysoginist.

RMatheson Apr 15

The Things I Want to Tell my Male Friends

"I'm not making it, I need help"

"I'm not okay, I need you."

"I need a hug and empathetic embrace."

"I love you, and now I need your love."

"Help."

RMatheson Apr 15

Keeping the Faith

You pulled
so far away
but I
kept the faith.

Little did I know
you were commiting crimes
against my heart.

And now
the faith
isn't
so
easy.

RMatheson Apr 15

Third Jar

I'm on my third jar
and I never drink
more than two
but now this pistol
looks lovingly at me
more than you do.

RMatheson Apr 15

There Will be no Love for Me in the Future, Because There Will be no Trust

I was hurt
and trustless
from my divorce
and you
convinced me
I could trust
and love
again.

Then you
waited
ten years
and
****** someone else.

RMatheson Apr 15

Why are you Attacking Me?

I had you
in my bed
provided comfort
and safety to you
but you were *****
already
just too afraid
to admit
to your filthy ways.