The apologies dissolve
as the crumbling blocks
disintegrate in whole
equating into nothing
but my cracking heart.

When the world
falls apart around you
remember breakfast
is the most important meal.

Here I was,
writing
the beauty of you
the beauty of us.

The unwritten holocaust
redacting facts
written in
my mind
written on
my heart.

And
suddenly
the
music
stops.

There were hidden love notes left
and I've taken them all down
so you don't have to fear
running into my love.

Like a child
you sleep
worriless and innocent
fist under cheek
breathing sweet
baby's breath.

I look at you,
and you are twelve again,
before time took her from you
before he betrayed you
and I only wish you
this peace.

My tears
can't save you
but I hold you near
in them
like a child.

A bright beacon of hope,
A window to eternity,
A pride-inducing hope,
A lustful desire.